chew and spit, you'll forever be my holy grail
To the B0ne
Black Swan
Supermodel Me: Revolution
Malcolm & Marie
Everything Now
Girl, Interrupted
Thirteen
America's Next Top Model
Skins UK
My 600 lb Life
1000 lb Sisters
My 600 lb Life
1000 lb Sisters
Fast Food Nation
The W8 of the Nation
Th!n
Euphoria
Supersize vs Supersk!nny
Sharing the Secret
Look Away
Th!nsp!ration
Honey Sickness
The Wasting
Shapeless
Little Miss Perfect
Sharing the Secret
Kate's Secret
The Biggest Loser channel
F@T: A Documentary
Pluto Competition channel
Dallas Cowboys Cheerleaders channel
Survivor channel
The Amazing Race channel
The Challenge channel
Supersize vs Supersk!nny
My Big F@t Di3t Show
Super Sk!nny Me
Super Sl!m Me
Honey S!ckness
Kate's Secret
Sharing the Secret
My Sk!nny Sister
For the Love of Nancy
Perfect Body
When Friendship K!lls
Dy!ng to Dance
The Karen Carpenter Story
Superstar: the Karen Carpenter Story
Just Ate
An An0r3xic's Tale
Sometimes I Dream I'm Flying
The Taste of Emptiness
Secret Life of Mary Margaret
Dy1ng to Be Perfect: the Ellen Hart Pena Story
Dy1ng in Plain Sight
Feed
TW 3d
be real with me, should I start doing wieiad to embarrass myself?
dude I need to start counting cals again, i've been slacking too much.
TW 3d
I hate when I consciously binge, I'm thinking, 'Wow i just ate like a pig for 2 days, and yes i am going to continue to do that'. Like actually what is wrong with me. I'm on school holidays so i don't have school to distract me anymore and i literally want to cry.
Ed's are the most lonely and isolating illnesses there is. You are accepted only if you're successfully recovering, otherwise you're automatically problematic and promoting. Your body and habits around eating are triggering. You're demonetized for simply having a sickness.
People with ed's will always find their triggers, no matter how hard you try to block, report and all. But the thing is, you have to find these spaces. Closed spaces. If we don't have those, people will take their ed's on TikTok or other platforms where they will eventually pop up to everyone to see. If someone looks for these spaces, they're already sick. No one will GET sick by looking at someone's blogs.
These spaces let's you be honest, vent, have people and friends that all go through same things. You're less lonely. These spaces can be toxic, but when you find the right people it can be uplifting and actually good for your mental health: you're not alone.
These days people are mostly nice and pro recovery. M34nsp0 is something only kids post these days anymore. We connect, we vent, we help each other. Until WE are ready to recover. Forced recovery will never work the same as choosing recovery yourself. Reporting everything makes everything worse: you get isolated again, you're lonely again. Most people who D13 from Ed's d13 from taking their own life... It's the loneliness and depression that takes them eventually.
So if you see someone's Ed page, let them have it. Block it if you find it disturbing, but that can be the only thing keeping them alive atm. Just because YOU feel like it's not good, doesn't give you the right to take that safe space, friends and support from them.
If you need to find it, the sickness is already there. We will take these things to another platforms if these ones gets taken away. And then they will pop up to everyone.
So, our businesses are here, yours is there. The problem comes when you're also there, in our businesses. Protect your peace and block. Thank you.
if i dont i stg im leaving this year in a body bag 🥲
TW 3d
~goals~
cw- 67kg
1st goal- 65kg
2nd goal- 62kg
3rd goal- 60kg
4th goal- 58kg
5th goal- 55kg
6th goal- 52kg
7th goal- 49kg
and so on
im actually really exited now that i have my goals written down :)
Soft as an angel, light as a feather
Im looking for @na and/or mia moots:)))
If you see this pls reblog ^^
losing water weight via sobbing
TW 3d
i saw this post a while ago that has stuck with me so much, and it's now one of the reason i love winter so much.
it was something like,
'Use winter as a cacoon. Cover yourself with big clothes while you become smaller, then in summer you will become a butterfly/everyone will be shocked because they didn't see you loose the weight.'
the exact thing happened to a friend i don't talk to anymore we drifted apart, and i didn't really pay attention to her that much. then when i saw her in summer, i was shocked, because she wasn't a skinny person before, but now she looks amazing. and i know her enough to know her methods are the ones i'm using, so it is possible. will-power and patience is all you need