Welp... Here Goes A Long Ass Ramble...

TW!! Vent

y'know what? I'm so tired of myself. Why can't I be normal and girly like my mom wants me to be? Why do I have to have weird interest? Why am I so mentally unstable!? Why can't I get my grades up? Why can't I change myself? Why can't I see the toxicity!? Why do I have to me so sensitive? Why can't they stop fighting!? Why won't the yelling stop? Why am i jealous? Why aren't I happy? Why can't I take care of myself!? IM SUPPOSED TO GO TO HIGH SCHOOL AFTER THIS FUCKING SCHOOL YEAR!!!! I'm never going to make it as a fucking animator if I can't pull my shit together. Sometimes I really wonder why I try with myself? My mom she's a good mom she takes care of us and is changing jobs to be with us more but still I feel unloved and unwanted. It doesn't help that my brothers constantly bully me. It's so weird all of this. It's so easy to get ride of by just ending it all. But I've tried so many times and I've never been able to. I am afraid death but that's not what I think about when I try. I think of my friends. What would they think? Would they blame themselves? Would they miss me? Would they cry? Why would they cry? I feel so bad all the time and it all really hurts. I know I shouldn't be rambling on about this on here. I should seek therapy but I can never reach out for help. They'd contact my mom and then things would get even worse for me. I really miss my friends thier the only good thing I have right now.

Thank you for reading if you did. Have a good day! :]

Vee!!

I didn't take pictures of the run I found her in. But I was super happy. (I'd basically turned my wallpaper and homescren to vee Pictures and didreverse psychology basically saying "Scew Vee! I want Sprout!!"

We love our king Dandy! <3 (sometimes)

Uh oh....

Yay!!

Uh oh... I died...

Somewhere In chat thiers a conversation with me and a Poppy asking how to do her mastery:3 I was low key happy

M'kay imma eat my food now bye!!!

HEEEEEEYYYYY

let's ignore last post completely mk? ANAYWAYS!! GUESSSSS WHAAATTT!??? I have all the toons in dandys world! And I'm not so happy about it... I'm working on mastering them and getting the trinkets and whatever but then what?... what do I do? Oh! Pfft! I already have a solution!! COOKIE RUN KINGDOM! welp yeah! Its currently 9:35 at night. On a school night 💀 like girl get some sleep! Hehe NAH. OH! I came up with two other Dandys worl AUs and I uh.... oh the previous one.... uhm... yeah... about that. I'm really lazy so... ill post something tonight PROMISE!! and if I don't then just call me a bunch of mean names ig? Uhm oh yeah! I'm like actually gonna kms!! HAHA nah. Anyways Bye Bye!! I Love you all!!!!

Urm guys.... Im doing a thing...

Help.... I really wanted to do one

Achievement: New fear unlocked!!

Help... okay so I was showering right?! And I was singing along and planing what u was gonna do tonight (because I'm staying up till like "get ready for school" time) And all of a sudden BOOM!! A giant spider is outside if the door of the shower (the Door is see-through but blurry. Not outside the door to the whole room) I screamed so loud 😭 and then there was another tiny-ish spider that decided to crawl down and Starr winging in front of me and I Screamed again!!! Omg I was so scared. Eventually my brother was all like "lemme kill it" but by this point I'd gotten out of the shower w/my towel on (duh!) And he tried to find em but couldn't since one was on the roof and the other was probably dead due to the fact I threw cloths at it. He got out and i went back to shower but I finished so quickly because a third one started moveing. I COULD NOT HANDLE BEING AROUND SPIDERS. so yeah... bye now 😀😀

FORGOTTEN DOODLES (SCHOOL EDITION!)

Sorry about bad quality btw but some of these are connected story's all mixed around on different parts of a paper sooooooooo... good luck trying to figure out each one!

Also I guess I owe you all some Oc stuffs... my Ocs name is! Annette because it sounds like baguette wich is what my toon is!... wow kinda lame huh? Anyway! Some original doodles!

Im still figuring out some stuffs with her so don't take everything as Canon to her.

Also this is a part of the Christmas art u was supposed to post so... yeah I dunno when I'll ever finish it..

ALRIGHT!! SUPER IMPORTANT! (not really)

But damn I miss my friend so much!! Like man why!?!?!??! It's okay tho! I'm secretly stalking them! HEHEHEHEHE! They'll never know!! HAHAHAAHAH!! I would explain the story but that'd give me away! <3

Okie also I've hit an art block... soooooooo I guess I'm taking requests now! Really! Ask me to draw anything! *appropriate stuff plz* I'm literally so bored! Okie byyyyyyyyeeee!!! Love you all! (Especially my friend that I miss so much!)

progress

Ive never been so committed

OMG!! THE ITHICA SAGA!!!!!

okay so first off WTAF!?!??!?! LIKE THIS SHIT GIT ME CRYING!! Also RAHHHHHH!!! PENELOPE SINGS!!! LIKE YAS GIRL!! GET YO MAN!! OMG I WAS ...okay I gotta stop typing in all caps sorry.... singing alone because some absolute angel put the lyrics in the comments!! Like Ty!! Also like wtf!?!? They were gonna r@pe Penelope!?! Like god damn and God lord help me but he was so slay when he was all like "you dint think I know my palace? I built it!" Thaks to @lemonboywriter for reminding me again your a real savoir!!

Another possession...

I really should be sleeping rn but... the urges!!! So! I drew glisten again. He's just so darn cute! It's 12:10 witch isn't that late but 1. It's a school night and 2. I know imma stay up until 6:00. Pray for me!! Btw this is the fandom I'm currently most obsessed with so yeah! I'll try to post more content from other fandoms maybe later tonight lol okay that's it byeee!!!

more progress

Imma need more paint...

Chat.... im so tired... i haven't slept in like four days. Send help