TW!! Vent
TW!! Vent
y'know what? I'm so tired of myself. Why can't I be normal and girly like my mom wants me to be? Why do I have to have weird interest? Why am I so mentally unstable!? Why can't I get my grades up? Why can't I change myself? Why can't I see the toxicity!? Why do I have to me so sensitive? Why can't they stop fighting!? Why won't the yelling stop? Why am i jealous? Why aren't I happy? Why can't I take care of myself!? IM SUPPOSED TO GO TO HIGH SCHOOL AFTER THIS FUCKING SCHOOL YEAR!!!! I'm never going to make it as a fucking animator if I can't pull my shit together. Sometimes I really wonder why I try with myself? My mom she's a good mom she takes care of us and is changing jobs to be with us more but still I feel unloved and unwanted. It doesn't help that my brothers constantly bully me. It's so weird all of this. It's so easy to get ride of by just ending it all. But I've tried so many times and I've never been able to. I am afraid death but that's not what I think about when I try. I think of my friends. What would they think? Would they blame themselves? Would they miss me? Would they cry? Why would they cry? I feel so bad all the time and it all really hurts. I know I shouldn't be rambling on about this on here. I should seek therapy but I can never reach out for help. They'd contact my mom and then things would get even worse for me. I really miss my friends thier the only good thing I have right now.
Thank you for reading if you did. Have a good day! :]
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oh uh I don't actually know I just saw the picture on Google 💀
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made in the name of Glisten and broken in the name of Glisten ✨️✨️💅💅
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Alright that's it.... unless you wanna hear a RANT!!
Okie... yall remember my friend that I'm stalking? 🥰 (Guy's don't take this seriously I don't actually know we're they live I'm stalking them online) omg like I really miss them!! I'm all like break!? Can you move faster please!? (pause 🤨) but like I really miss them! I keep telling my family how much I miss them and their all like "SHUT UP!!" and all like "Them this them that, I love them so much,!" Like I'm literally still here because of them... oops! But like fr I love them so so much and we're just a little group of gremlins though we all have different interests for example friend A likes Lego monki kid, murder drones, and friend B has those interests but I think in my opinion overworks themselves and sometimes I whisper I could just give them a bug old hug but NO! because 1) I'm to embarrassed to and 2) I'm not with them!!
Okay I think that's it for now pray for my sanity 🥰🎀!! Love you all!! Bye for now!!
HEEEEEEYYYYY
let's ignore last post completely mk? ANAYWAYS!! GUESSSSS WHAAATTT!??? I have all the toons in dandys world! And I'm not so happy about it... I'm working on mastering them and getting the trinkets and whatever but then what?... what do I do? Oh! Pfft! I already have a solution!! COOKIE RUN KINGDOM! welp yeah! Its currently 9:35 at night. On a school night 💀 like girl get some sleep! Hehe NAH. OH! I came up with two other Dandys worl AUs and I uh.... oh the previous one.... uhm... yeah... about that. I'm really lazy so... ill post something tonight PROMISE!! and if I don't then just call me a bunch of mean names ig? Uhm oh yeah! I'm like actually gonna kms!! HAHA nah. Anyways Bye Bye!! I Love you all!!!!
IM SO SAD!!!
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To be fair though.... it was a blackout soooooooo yeah!
Have a good day and slay everybody✨️✨️💅💅
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Hello! Everyone. I wil not be posting consistently because I simply don't have that time or am to lazy to I belong to a LOT of fandoms so you will be seeing things from a lot of different fandoms wether its artwork to small animations maybe fanfiction too! Example fandoms are: Lmk (Lego monki kid), murder drones, Dandys World , welcome home, brawl stars and many more! What I' draw is really depending on my mood I am currently in school so another reason for incosistent posting :3 I go by any pronouns and if you want to give me a nickname just tell me and I'll see if I'm comfortable with it And yes there will be ships for most of the fandoms. no hate we all hoave opinions! If you have any other question just ask! And I'll answer you as soon as I can! Bye
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