FORGOTTEN DOODLES (SCHOOL EDITION!)

Lil update

A run w/ my other brother it was low key pretty chill... hehe... that one trend...

GUYS!!! GUYS!! ITS ASSTROKE I MEAN ASTRO!!

We survived. . .

OOP! SPROUT BLACKOUT FLOOR!!! X3

Also. um.... idk. I love you all!! Bye!!! <3!! (Yo... I might die...)

WHY!!!!!!!

Omg I was literally set!! I had a bandaid a bottle o' pop and a Medkit!!! I was doing so well!!!

GUYS HELP!!! (Lil ramble) I lied....

schools hitting me with bricks! Jezz! Like really? 3rd day back and we're doing the fucking pacer!? Nuh uh! I don't think so! What do you all normally get? Bc I always get 11 or lower.... not even passing for a D.... yeah.... I have really bad physical health. I'm not fat tho I'm kinda like in the middle. Though I don't like that either I wish I was skinny like every other girl at my school. But also my mom says they have not ass or chest sooooooo.... I dunno how to feel about that. I also really hate my face. My mom says I have a baby face but I dunno. Are Boys into that? I've been called cute by boys before (like the fucking 1st day of MS) but I felt like that was a joke because all the boys are wannabe gangsters. Still I care too much about what other people think but that's just the way I grew up till now. Also my mom said I have abandonedment issues 💀 like... HUH!? I dunno how to feel about that. I asked why she thought that and she said "because you miss your friends too much (an unhealthy amount 🥰)" she also mentioned the fact of past friends before the ones I have now and the whole reason I don't have them as friends anymore. Honestly I think I grew up with a bunch of really bad friends, still I blame myself for being the reason they left. Okay I've gotta stop rn! It's 5:51 in the morning!! I've gotta "wake up" soon to go to school!! Okay bye! Love you all! (In a healthy way!) <3

OMG!! THE ITHICA SAGA!!!!!

okay so first off WTAF!?!??!?! LIKE THIS SHIT GIT ME CRYING!! Also RAHHHHHH!!! PENELOPE SINGS!!! LIKE YAS GIRL!! GET YO MAN!! OMG I WAS ...okay I gotta stop typing in all caps sorry.... singing alone because some absolute angel put the lyrics in the comments!! Like Ty!! Also like wtf!?!? They were gonna r@pe Penelope!?! Like god damn and God lord help me but he was so slay when he was all like "you dint think I know my palace? I built it!" Thaks to @lemonboywriter for reminding me again your a real savoir!!

Hello wonderful people <3

HEHEHEHEHEHEHE

Some results from the only run I took pictures of.... yeah I was haveing zero fun but yeah....

WHO SAID SHELLY CANT DISTRACT!?

For context we were haveing a really good run but my sound cut out for whatever reason and blackouts and no sound don't mix so I died and decided to stick around a bit AND SHELLY IS AN ABSOLUTE GOD! She was literally distracting all the twisteds and didn't lose a single heart! They said later that they usually wear distractor trinkets im case the main one dies but that on that run specifically they didn't/forgot. They ended up dying tho and bobette was the only survivor.... I think?

Btw the whole Epic the musical X dandys world thing might take an even longer time to create since 1). Voting isn't done. 2) I've not finished the casts yet (for both) 3. Designs 💀 and finally School is starting back up again. So sorry about that. I plan to force myself to make animations but nothing is promised. (OOP! I forgot.... also my mom decided to make up sleep earlier 😐.... thanks mom....)

M'kay! That's it for now bye besties!!! <3 (why did I get a random burst of happiness??)

TW!! Vent

y'know what? I'm so tired of myself. Why can't I be normal and girly like my mom wants me to be? Why do I have to have weird interest? Why am I so mentally unstable!? Why can't I get my grades up? Why can't I change myself? Why can't I see the toxicity!? Why do I have to me so sensitive? Why can't they stop fighting!? Why won't the yelling stop? Why am i jealous? Why aren't I happy? Why can't I take care of myself!? IM SUPPOSED TO GO TO HIGH SCHOOL AFTER THIS FUCKING SCHOOL YEAR!!!! I'm never going to make it as a fucking animator if I can't pull my shit together. Sometimes I really wonder why I try with myself? My mom she's a good mom she takes care of us and is changing jobs to be with us more but still I feel unloved and unwanted. It doesn't help that my brothers constantly bully me. It's so weird all of this. It's so easy to get ride of by just ending it all. But I've tried so many times and I've never been able to. I am afraid death but that's not what I think about when I try. I think of my friends. What would they think? Would they blame themselves? Would they miss me? Would they cry? Why would they cry? I feel so bad all the time and it all really hurts. I know I shouldn't be rambling on about this on here. I should seek therapy but I can never reach out for help. They'd contact my mom and then things would get even worse for me. I really miss my friends thier the only good thing I have right now.

Thank you for reading if you did. Have a good day! :]

TW ramble and mental issues <3

guys..... I REALLY MISS MY FRIEND LIKE A LOT!!!! OMG OKG IM LITTIRALLY GONNA CRY!! OMG.... 😭😭😭😭😭 HELP *sigh* okay I've gotta chill. But I really haven't slept in like.... I dunno? I week? Maybe more?? My everything hurts and I really just wanna see my friends again like thier my live support!! They literally saved me from offing myself. I really need therapy but I think I subconsciously like suffering... that's kinda weird huh? I like not sleeping but I'm complaining.... thiers something seriously wrong with me. Okay bye for now my mom's about to whip me :3 (not really chill)

YO!

it's low key been a Lil while. But i want you all to know I somewhat have therapy!! 😃 can we get a "yippee" or a "yay" for me?? LOL Anyway I don't actually have a therapist (tho I need one) but i decided to (well not me I was somewhat forced) write about my day from know on! It's alright I guess but I'm a bit TO honest in there... yeah send help... anyway I'm not even supposed to he in my phone rn! I'm supposed to be asleep 👁👄👁 (I have school at 6:00) it's currently 10:24 am? Epic the musical X dandy world will ve out soon I'm just a but lazy and tired and oh god how my body's begging me to sleep rn!! Ugh I'm tired so bye for now (I'm probably gonna stay up a Lil more tho.. just to torture me 😗💅✨️)

Love you all! Bye ❤️❤️

“No-one will love you exactly the way you want them to. You just have to let them do their best.”

— Unknown

Achievement: New fear unlocked!!

Help... okay so I was showering right?! And I was singing along and planing what u was gonna do tonight (because I'm staying up till like "get ready for school" time) And all of a sudden BOOM!! A giant spider is outside if the door of the shower (the Door is see-through but blurry. Not outside the door to the whole room) I screamed so loud 😭 and then there was another tiny-ish spider that decided to crawl down and Starr winging in front of me and I Screamed again!!! Omg I was so scared. Eventually my brother was all like "lemme kill it" but by this point I'd gotten out of the shower w/my towel on (duh!) And he tried to find em but couldn't since one was on the roof and the other was probably dead due to the fact I threw cloths at it. He got out and i went back to shower but I finished so quickly because a third one started moveing. I COULD NOT HANDLE BEING AROUND SPIDERS. so yeah... bye now 😀😀