I'm Gonna Go To Sleep In A Few Hours, But Thought I'd Post About How I Literally Feel That I'm Going

I'm so sick of smut. Dont get me wrong, Im an occasional enjoyer as any tumblr user would be. However, it gets to a point where every piece of media I see around a character or show/movie is smut. Like I dont want to be horny all the time yk? I want to bawl my eyes out at fanart of gojo.

ESPECIALLY w gojo. Yeah hes attractive and those smut writers are putting in their good 700 hours into one shots of him that make me question whether or not a real man could ever satisfy me (I sound like a fucking loser Ik, imagine being around me 24/7), but please. I need gut-wrenching (not scrambling. Reread if you get confused.) media of him. His entire character arc is grueling and torturous. Bring my boys storyline to light.

I mean this above part can generally be applied to any man from jjk, but gojos the one I see the most of. AND TOJI.

I need a fic where toji gets to get back at his family for being absolute garbage to him, or ones where he isnt a deadbeat (cause yeah, he is, but sometimes I like to imagine he isnt).

Overall, please get the algorithm or wtf ever to send angst and fluff my way. No smut for me

YOURE KIDDING I LOVE THAT #traumatizedbygeometry 😭😭😭

so i was studying maths yesterday right? (well technically today morning but eh) and i was realllllly tired so i made some coffee so while i was trying to cut open a packet of instant coffee with a knife (bc i didn't have a spoon) i cut my finger

and i stared at it for a bit

and started imagining a 𝙥𝙚𝙧𝙥𝙚𝙣𝙙𝙞𝙘𝙪𝙡𝙖𝙧 𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙚 𝙜𝙤𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙩𝙝𝙧𝙤𝙪𝙜𝙝 𝙞𝙩 and went: 'yup, 90 degree angles'

idk if its the delirium of the night

Real, had a similar experience a while back when studying geometry. I was up like the whole night and then in the morning when I had to go to school I kept seeing things made out of shapes- specifically triangles😭

so i was studying maths yesterday right? (well technically today morning but eh) and i was realllllly tired so i made some coffee so while i was trying to cut open a packet of instant coffee with a knife (bc i didn't have a spoon) i cut my finger

and i stared at it for a bit

and started imagining a 𝙥𝙚𝙧𝙥𝙚𝙣𝙙𝙞𝙘𝙪𝙡𝙖𝙧 𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙚 𝙜𝙤𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙩𝙝𝙧𝙤𝙪𝙜𝙝 𝙞𝙩 and went: 'yup, 90 degree angles'

idk if its the delirium of the night

There was this one benchtrio fic, where they were all like underground street racers. I think will and tech were tommys bio brothers and they were in like their last year of high school? The trio was trying to like beat the dteam in this big race, I think sam was their mechanic and stuff. I neeeed to find out what it is. Im like 99% sure it was on ao3 but I cant remember😭

STOP MAKING MY LIL AWKWARD NERDY BOYS BE CONFIDENT AND SO SURE OF THEMSELVES!!! I LIKE THEM BECAUSE THEY’RE NERDY NOT BECAUSE YOU FANFIC WRITERS MAKE THEM EGO MANIC ASSHOLES

Is it bad to shift in order to get away from things? I haven't ever truly shifted before- and I really don't know how to- but I feel like it would solve all of my problems. I don't like the responsibilities, no matter how mundane, that I deal with in my normal life. I just want to put my consciousness in a body that can deal with commitment and is satisfied with wherever they are. I don't want to shift, I desperately need it. I can't stay another minute in this reality, no matter how bad it's seen. I'll genuinely die if I don't get out. I'll miss my family, and some friends, but I can always script them in, right? I'm tired of the normal. I want to fly free throughout each reality I want to, I don't want to deal with homework, drama, paranoia related to whatever I have going on. I want to be free. I want to be somewhere else. Can anyone help? I need resources on how to shift- like fast. Whether it be guided meditation, mantras I need to chant at all hours of the day, I don't care. I desperately need to get out of this reality.

Hc that before Pepper Potts was the assistant of Tony Stark, or the CEO of Stark Industries, she was a substitute for a small high school in Lima Ohio.(Ik the timelines prolly dont match up but they match up for me.) Oh and she changed her name from Holly to Pepper and chose her mothers last name Potts instead of her father's Holliday.

yeah some people don’t believe in reality shifting but some people also don’t believe women can orgasm so I stopped trusting other peoples opinions a long time ago

Please, please, please, pleaaaaase. Im actualky begging on my knees for a good regulus black fic. WITHOUT james. Idgaf about jegulus. Enjoy whatever you want. Its not my cup of tea, and it doesnt help that EVERY FUCKING REGGIE FIC I FIND IS CENTERED AROUND JEGULUS. I need him to have a fic centered around HIM. Him before he sacrificed himself, his relationship with his brother being slowly and painfully repaired, him in a modern au, building a relationship with his nephew draco, literally fucking anything but shipping him. I need my boy to be something other than a shipping trope. Hes sm more.

Was rewatching Blue Eye Samurai and thought about the difference between the sequences when Mizu and Taigen duel in the first episode. When Taigen envisions his strategy he sees all the ways he can win, and Mizu sees all the ways she could lose. Idk I like that little detail😼