I'm So Sick Of Smut. Dont Get Me Wrong, Im An Occasional Enjoyer As Any Tumblr User Would Be. However,

Is it bad to shift in order to get away from things? I haven't ever truly shifted before- and I really don't know how to- but I feel like it would solve all of my problems. I don't like the responsibilities, no matter how mundane, that I deal with in my normal life. I just want to put my consciousness in a body that can deal with commitment and is satisfied with wherever they are. I don't want to shift, I desperately need it. I can't stay another minute in this reality, no matter how bad it's seen. I'll genuinely die if I don't get out. I'll miss my family, and some friends, but I can always script them in, right? I'm tired of the normal. I want to fly free throughout each reality I want to, I don't want to deal with homework, drama, paranoia related to whatever I have going on. I want to be free. I want to be somewhere else. Can anyone help? I need resources on how to shift- like fast. Whether it be guided meditation, mantras I need to chant at all hours of the day, I don't care. I desperately need to get out of this reality.

I feel as though theres a trend amongst headcanoned trans masc characters. Like all the ones Ive seen theyve been so sweet and nice- specifically to women. I feel like the reason this is is because people dont see cis men being respectful to women often so people think itd be super out of character if a male character being nice to women was cis. (I really hope I dont sound like a bigot😭) Idk this thought just crossed my mind. Sry if this offends anybody

Ex. Link (legend of zelda), shoto todoroki (mha), peter parker (marvel), the flash (dc), danny phantom (I think I saw smt about him, from danny phantom btw), the dude from team rocket (pokemon. Im so sorry I cant remember his name for the life of me)

There was this one benchtrio fic, where they were all like underground street racers. I think will and tech were tommys bio brothers and they were in like their last year of high school? The trio was trying to like beat the dteam in this big race, I think sam was their mechanic and stuff. I neeeed to find out what it is. Im like 99% sure it was on ao3 but I cant remember😭

STOP MAKING MY LIL AWKWARD NERDY BOYS BE CONFIDENT AND SO SURE OF THEMSELVES!!! I LIKE THEM BECAUSE THEY’RE NERDY NOT BECAUSE YOU FANFIC WRITERS MAKE THEM EGO MANIC ASSHOLES

Please, please, please, pleaaaaase. Im actualky begging on my knees for a good regulus black fic. WITHOUT james. Idgaf about jegulus. Enjoy whatever you want. Its not my cup of tea, and it doesnt help that EVERY FUCKING REGGIE FIC I FIND IS CENTERED AROUND JEGULUS. I need him to have a fic centered around HIM. Him before he sacrificed himself, his relationship with his brother being slowly and painfully repaired, him in a modern au, building a relationship with his nephew draco, literally fucking anything but shipping him. I need my boy to be something other than a shipping trope. Hes sm more.

YOURE KIDDING I LOVE THAT #traumatizedbygeometry 😭😭😭

so i was studying maths yesterday right? (well technically today morning but eh) and i was realllllly tired so i made some coffee so while i was trying to cut open a packet of instant coffee with a knife (bc i didn't have a spoon) i cut my finger

and i stared at it for a bit

and started imagining a 𝙥𝙚𝙧𝙥𝙚𝙣𝙙𝙞𝙘𝙪𝙡𝙖𝙧 𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙚 𝙜𝙤𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙩𝙝𝙧𝙤𝙪𝙜𝙝 𝙞𝙩 and went: 'yup, 90 degree angles'

idk if its the delirium of the night

Hc that before Pepper Potts was the assistant of Tony Stark, or the CEO of Stark Industries, she was a substitute for a small high school in Lima Ohio.(Ik the timelines prolly dont match up but they match up for me.) Oh and she changed her name from Holly to Pepper and chose her mothers last name Potts instead of her father's Holliday.

I'm gonna go to sleep in a few hours, but thought I'd post about how I literally feel that I'm going to shift in my BONES. Manifest for me, I'm gonna do it tonight. I can feel it.

(Manifesting for everybody else who is attempting tonight or anytime soon, you can do it!)

Real, had a similar experience a while back when studying geometry. I was up like the whole night and then in the morning when I had to go to school I kept seeing things made out of shapes- specifically triangles😭

so i was studying maths yesterday right? (well technically today morning but eh) and i was realllllly tired so i made some coffee so while i was trying to cut open a packet of instant coffee with a knife (bc i didn't have a spoon) i cut my finger

and i stared at it for a bit

and started imagining a 𝙥𝙚𝙧𝙥𝙚𝙣𝙙𝙞𝙘𝙪𝙡𝙖𝙧 𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙚 𝙜𝙤𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙩𝙝𝙧𝙤𝙪𝙜𝙝 𝙞𝙩 and went: 'yup, 90 degree angles'

idk if its the delirium of the night