When You Avoid Your Feelings, You Bury Your Passion

Dolly

I am your dolly You pull me down from my shelf    when you’ve nothing better to do To manipulate and pose me To play pretend Until another toy    catches your eye Then back I go Lifeless and empty    on my shelf

When you avoid your feelings, you bury your passion

What is life without passion?

I thought if I believed hard enough in the two of us it would be enough for both of us

I was an idiot

I wonder if you wonder what I wonder

Chase me Not because I am worth the chase But because I believe I am not

I know you love my tits, but can you love the heart beneath?

As much as I long to hear it it eases my mind to realize the reason you can’t say you love me is because you do

Try not to think of me when you are alone

Try not to think of me when she won’t do those things for you

Try not to think of me when you are tired of forcing your round psyche into her square hole

Try not to think of me when you realize you can’t find happiness pretending to be someone you’re not

Try not to think of me because I am trying not to think of you

Try not to think of me