“I Am Single Because I’ve Loved All The Wrong People Perhaps A Little Too Much”

“The moment I graduate after the hellish exams I attend another school, its name is Society.”

— Adult Child || Bangtan

A comic about controlling your symptoms and trying to get other people to understand why it’s so hard to do so, in goo form

I think sometimes we’re too hard on ourselves. We wrinkle our nose at our reflection in the mirror, we long to look or feel a different way, we compare, scold, bully and dislike ourselves, all the time.

But we forget that we’ve been through so much. Those people might not have done. Our bodies have fought constant battles, overcome many hurdles, fallen down, got back up and continued, no matter how injured, tired or sick we’ve felt.

Those scars manifest and show in different ways, and some may not show at all. Someone else’s success is not your failure, and comparing yourself to someone or something that has not led the exact life you’ve led with your brain chemistry, body and decisions is an unfair game.

The fact you’re reading this now is an enormous triumph, and we should give ourselves more credit. You are loved, wanted, and valid. You should be proud of yourself because you are doing just fine. Even just holding on is enough. You are enough.

y’all say you’re all about suporting mentally ill people until we show a symptom. then suddenly you’re all like “you’re too toxic lol bye”

“I just want to hold his hand while he’s driving. I want to scream along with him to the words of our favourite songs. I want the early morning kisses, and the goodnight ones, too. I want to wrap my arms around him when he’s sad, and I want to fall asleep on his chest. I want to make him breakfast and bite his lip and ruffle his hair. I want to cuddle up with him on the couch and watch our favourite movies. I want to lay in bed with him after a whole night of pillow talk. I want him when he’s sad, when he’s happy, when he’s angry, when he’s nervous… I want to make this boy the happiest he’s ever been. I just want to be his girl.”

— i want to be with him (np // january 1, 2019)

bpd culture is going from addiction to addiction. maybe you quit self harming but you start smoking. maybe you quit drinking but you get into drugs. we’re all desperate for something to take the pain away

“That blissful moment when she is wrapped around me and nothing else matters in the world. She’s the most important person in my life. And I wonder all the time how I got so lucky to have her. When she looks at me, my heart spirals out of control and all I want to do is make her smile. I want to hear her laugh, because knowing that I cause both of those really make me happy.

When her lips touch mine, a jolt of electricity shoots throughout my body and the feeling is nothing I have ever felt before. The love I have for her continues to increase every day. I am free falling and I know she will always be there to catch me. She’s a new love. A new happiness brought into my life. Something I can’t see myself living without. And I want to make her feel loved and happy for a really long time.

She’s the girl I have always wanted. And the one I will be there for, through thick and thin, always. Her heart is safe in my hands, I don’t have any intentions of dropping it. So when she looks at me in those small moments we have together, I think of all of the reasons on how we got to this point. She’s the only one that has ever made me feel like I am something in this world. And I’m so in love with her. I can’t wait to make more beautiful memories with her. After all, she is the love of my life.”

— S.V

You are my person. You will always be my person.

Grey’s Anatomy (via ummpleasee)

+20lbs and no relapses in 11 months. Bye bye anorexia, you’re canceled. 💅❤