Umm I Need Reassurance That My Presence Is Wanted But I Can’t Ask For Reassurance Because That’s

never thought I'd get emotionally charged stomach pains from hidden inventory's reverse arc.

Excuse my while I go sit in this corner and cry.

umm I posted this on twitter but i also need to post it here. in my diary :) OK Anyways

KFC break up suguru / satoru but satoru’s the one who goes down the darker path

Dear Friends,

I write to you with tears in my eyes and a heavy heart. After 188 days of displacement, constant fear, and struggling to survive, we managed to escape with our lives and reach Egypt. But the pain didn’t stop there. Just yesterday, we lost my children's grandfather 💔, not due to direct war, but because of malnutrition and the lack of basic life necessities. We couldn’t save him, just as we couldn’t save our home or our dreams.

The rest of my family is still trapped in the war, suffering the same harsh conditions that led to the passing of my children's grandfather. We are here trying to build a new life, but we have lost everything. We lost our home, and my children were deprived of their schools and universities. Even my eldest son, who worked so hard to build his future, lost his job and saw his dreams shattered.😔

We are now in desperate need of your help. We seek to secure a safe home that will provide us and our children with basic needs. Life in Egypt is extremely difficult, and prices are soaring beyond our reach. All we ask for is a chance to rebuild our lives and secure a better future for our children.🙏🏼

From the depths of my heart, I ask you to stand by us in these difficult times. Your support means hope and life to us.🙌🏼🇵🇸

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#you guys just want me to be sad forever huh

Suguru Geto

Wouls you also happen to be the older/est child? Then I could %100 relate to you

Gotta love the gut instincts you get from living in a radioactive environment for nearly a decade 💪🏾😎

"Huh, I wonder why I keep having a panic attack/ feeling anxious." (In school too may I add, that never happens to me)

My brother across from me in the room, who is also silently freaking out:

That was me this week tbh. I just realized I also get stressed out when my brother is upset. It's a weird like... coping mechanism or defense mechanism from trauma. Like when he's distressed my fight or flight kick on and I go full protector mode and I don't snap out of it until I'm 100% SURE that everything and everyone is ok and I don't need to like... fight somebody. Gotta love living in a toxic household.

Weird Dream, Pt 2

I was trying to help some Hispanic girl escape her ex and also prostitution BUT she accidentally gave away our location over radio and they started pulling up

- before they found us we hid in some bushes and pretended to make out (💀) so i could also keep lookout

- they found us

- double stacked trucks and a bulky busses??

- threw her into a bubble part on a truck

- insulted her for hiding in a bush and for 'comingling' with people like me (😐)

(same night, different dream)

Sort of interacted with jesus stuff. Very confusing.

- somebody had either future sight or some really cool power that got nerfed to hell in my brain

- more hiding, this time from (human pigs?)

- watched a semi interactive map of how jesus would come and save everybody but the map was of a European looking place

- (no landmarks just a landmass that was very reminiscent of Europe + the ME)

- i was highlighting trails and shit like the underground railroad (???)

- some dude took the last stance as jesus come back again

-fin

Idk man, ts was weird

Same day, afternoon I think

Had a dream that i was a spy in S.Korea/Japan and i met this cute white girl at a bus stop. She complimented my dance moves (bend and dip, left to right) in a gay way but i had no idea if she was flirting with me or not so i just said thanks. Then she said something or another about liking women and i think i fell in love with her (???). The bus came and she got on along wih my other spy friends. It was cloudy/raining btw.

I walked around a corner to pick up trash and she came back from outta nowhere cuz she thought she was being followed (ig she was the target we were spying on). Somehow i have more courage in my dreams because i asked her if she wanted to go for ramen (chicken, beef, etc.).

Saying yes, i started walking her to a 'good place that i know' and wanted to go into this one building.

It did not sell ramen. I tried to get her inside but she and some of my spy friends said you have to be 22+ to enter. (It was some sort of adult shop)

Then we walked down the street and happened inside a foodcourt. Some really short indian man asked if she was ai cuz she was so pretty and real looking 😐.We started standing in line and then...

I was still a spy but now i looked different. I had fair skin and blonde/yellow hair. Came out of a grave ready for a mission. I looked a lot like my oc Abby from when i was small.

I started checking out this one house for Godzilla (???😭) and we got intel that a goth girl and her bf (skater probably) had what we needed. So we holled up for the night and did fuckall until they showed up next door.

Doing what spies do- we openly amd loudly interrogated them and led them over here. They had guns. We did not. We locked all the doors to keep them out (it worked) and they said they'd run a bike through the building if one of us didn't come with them.

I went with them and the cops chased us. I realized they were good (I'm such a traitor) and got the cop's off of our butts. We started speeding like hell (all 4 of us on 1 bike apparently) and she (goth girl) started arguing with me about something.

She skid and we slid, unharmed, to our destination (a kilometer or 2 away). On the highway, the scene started changing as she and her bf (Beast Boy) started arguing about her cheating with Cyborg (i think she's Raven). Cyborg and Beastboy live in a frathouse made of cheese with objects that talk. Then Cyborg answers the door, closes it on her face and she looks back really sadly

The end? I legit can't remember what happens after any of that 😭🙏

Someone save me from these dreams please. Also no I wasn't sick when I drempt ts.

Poster designs I made to be printed and posted around my community. Please inform me if something should be changed on them. Feel free to use them.

Urban Concrete

Quick Dry Cement; No Sugar

Quick dry cement

Takes less than an hour

To harden enough

For you to walk over it.

My heart,

It's not cement

It'll never harden

Always soft.

Sugar is,

Death

Sweet and beautiful.

But I will live on.

(sweet and beautiful)

Death,

Suger is

Always soft

It'll never harden.

It's not cement,

My heart

For you to walk over it,

To harden just enough,

Takes less than an hour,

Quick dry cement.

No sugar (please).

Me when I see abstract art:

Some disco wash mouth elysium goobling

"-And keep your dog on a leash."

She said that to me with so much venom- how could say such a thing? To my face and in front of my best friend too.

She already knew what Steph was like; I had tol' her stories about em from when we were dumb kids messing around in folks fields an' in the woods.

He might be a bastard and a dog in all rights and senses of those words but he's MY bastard and MY dog to insult and intimidate.

She doesn't know how much I hate putting the man in timeout. To see his beautiful summer eyes look up at me and know he ain't getting off anytime soon.

She couldn't understand the bond we welded together - wrought iron and steel - couldn't understand how much I'd lay my life on the line for his mangy, good-for-nothing ass.

She couldn't understand how deep my love runs for him.

The blood of the covenant is thicker than the water of the womb.

She was my baby sister; I've known her for all my life.

And he's my friend, my boy, my partner- and I've known him for so many eternities.

So now, after Steph leaves once those words leave her mouth- I leave with him. And I don't tell them goodbye, don't say when I'll be back. Because my 'Bye' won't be good, and I don't plan on see'n them again.

And tonight I'm gonna ride on into the sunset with him.

He may be the dog, but I'll be the bear for him. I'll protect him with my life and make sure he knows he's got someone to come back to when the doing gets done.

He probably won't know how I feel because he ain't like that but I don't care- he's got me and I've got him- we've got each other.

He's the dog and I'm the bear-

So I'm gonna chase him until the sun goes down forever.

Bernard

i will ALWAYS clap my hands excitedly and lean forward in my seat when someone tells a character to "keep your dog on a leash" only for it to turn out they're referring to another person

My New Maxi Skirt AAAAAA

(guys I'm realizing why women in the 40s kept getting pregnant 😭💀)

Mmmm crunchy camera pics