I Am Not Doing Well

I have officially been waiting here for 635 days.

thank you and i love you for being safe.

i have a crush on a girl, and like- im stupid. so that’s a struggle

i feel

the stars are

singed

with the ash of burnt words

the night sky is

scorched

with longing for another

my bed is

burning

with the emptiness of being

without you.

my lover,

come home.

do not hurt me. i come in many emotionally traumatized pieces 👽

ah the sun rose so all my shadows must be banished to

somewhere

else?

i think that burrowing into my blankets like a little winter rabbit burrows into hills of snow is lovely actually

this is completely relatable tho

twinks fuck up me. cats consume me.

snow in the garden

and i am alive

:D

nothing is sweeter than a partner who understands and loves you more unendingly than the stars

i am doing well

i am loved by he <3

the man weaved of gold and starlight

he puts all sunrises to SHAME

i want to feel his presence in every fibre of my being

i love him

(simply and sweetly)

we are alive in each other’s arms.