Ah The Sun Rose So All My Shadows Must Be Banished To

and it still went HARD

wilbur sang the fall for us while his voice was literally dying and his guitar had four fucking strings on it i do not think we appreciate this man enough actually

often,

i feel like a lost sailor in a vast expanse of ocean. A tiny dot of an entity, in comparison to the hugeness of the sea. At times, waves toss my small dinghy, water pouring over the sides, soaking me to my bone. I lie gasping for air in the face of such great loss and pain.

Other days I can lay against the side of the ship, hand dangling in the water, and allow myself rest. Soft shoals of sand shimmer far beneath the calming ebb of the waves, lulling me to sleep.

Raising my spyglass to my eye provides little to no insight into the future temperament of the sea.

Sometimes I wish i could delve deep into the waves themselves. Find the tides and currents that I would ride to new destinations. No longer confined to my tiny vessel. No longer at the mercy of that next storm.

I wonder if one day life will allow for more control over my direction. My destination.

I wish to navigate this sea with the adeptness not only of sailors, but of the creatures that live inside it. I want to make this chaos known. As familiar as a home.

But for now i am battered helplessly against walls of water. Tossed from moment to moment, clinging onto my ship for dear life. Praying for the next soft day. Constantly at the mercy of the ocean. Lost without a will of my own.

I grow tired of battling for an inch of direction. Maybe one day I will know this sea better.

im so fuckin horny lol

this is a dumb idea but here i am finally on here, ready to say some stupid shit lol

Happy Day of the rainbow people! 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️ We are all so fucking awesome and are making it through the hardest shit with PIZAZZ. Simply spectacular ✨

So, a reminder to all my fellow struggling queers, we are valid, real, amazing, and gonna kick those homophobic/transphobic motherfuckers asses!

Celebrate yourself. You deserve it. You deserve respect (and may even command it!) Most of all we all deserve love ❤️🧡💛💚💙💜🖤🤍🤎

🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️ Happy Pride Month! 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️

if you haven’t, i hope you fall in love with life again. i hope you wake up with a happy sigh, hope you feel like doing things you enjoy, hope you are surrounded by people who make you feel safe, hope you smile at yourself in the mirror.

and i am alive

:D

nothing is sweeter than a partner who understands and loves you more unendingly than the stars

i am doing well

i am loved by he <3

the man weaved of gold and starlight

he puts all sunrises to SHAME

i want to feel his presence in every fibre of my being

i love him

(simply and sweetly)

we are alive in each other’s arms.

don't have a dni list but if I did then people who hate black cats would be number one baby

man i just want my man.

why is everything so

distant?