Was I Not Good Enough? Will I Ever Be Good Enough?

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how am I so good at fucking shit up??

Love being so useless on a day to day basis

I wish I could make them happy

I wish I could make their pain stop

I wish I could make all their pain go away

"you look tired" well the torment is relentless and the horrors never cease

I can't cry, I can't eat. Mentally, I'm numb; physically, I feel sick. I’m slowly deteriorating.

I love her but I don't want her to be disappointed in my as a person.would she even love me if she knew more about me?

I’d like to believe that in another life I could be loved

let me nuzzle my face into your neck please.