"I Love Cats Because I Enjoy My Home; And Little By Little, They Become Its Visible Soul."

House of Leaves,

what the fuck

some of y'all have never read 100 books in one summer to earn a personal pan pizza and it shows

This moon was difficult for me.

I am still working through it, but it truly did hike my emotions. I am tender, aching, and struggling. My depression has hit an all-time high and I am fighting to continue my progress. As long as I continue to do even the minimum, I am continuing on my path. Studying and looking into Paganism has helped ease my mind and give me hope.

I have succeeded in surviving every day so far. I will continue to do so, even if it is simply in spite of hardships

Amazon Prime Video: Hey, you've watched 5 seasons of this show! Do you like this? me: No.

Most of Dawntrail's story was experienced like this.

As someone who wants to be an artist, seeing AI art makes me think it's pointless for me to even try.

So when Careless Whisper comes on, do we all collectively just make as loud of a sound to mimic the saxophone as possible?

2018 was not so much a quantity year, but a quality year imo. I started doing so much better.

I don't understand, but I feel like my own home makes me... depressed. I was so motivated to do things, but then I get back home and walk in the door and it's almost instant defeat. Dragging my feet to even do the simplest of things, I just want to lay in bed and sleep the day away.

It's not feeling overwhelmed by chores. I love doing housework, tbh. It keeps me busy as I'm a housewife and otherwise unemployed. I just feel... empty. Is it my schedule being overnight?

How can I help this? Home should be a place of comfort, love, and joy... but it makes me feel alone (when husband is at work), empty, and sad. Even my cats can only offer me little comfort and company.

There's so many things I want to do, but some of them are for the wrong reasons. I'm gathering hobbies and things I want to start pursuing because I feel like I need to do more. But do I? I would like to have something tangible to focus on, but do I need to overwhelm myself with a ton of hobbies to keep me busy? Why can't I find something that just feels good and enjoyable to do?

I'm having a tough time.