Lowell’s Reaction To MC(thy Transmale) Doing This?

what was Lowell like in high school? and also who are the people he’s killed??

he was deeply invested in scene culture, a bit of a stoner, and terrible at studying. Didn't really have any friends to speak of. He spent most of his time with his headphones in refusing to participate or hold a conversation with anyone.

He's killed a few people by now! didn't always have a reason :) you aren't the first dolly he's had, but sometimes the arrangement ended... poorly.

hii how are u ^^

sleepy 😆

Can Lowell erase memories? My guess he could rerewrite memories too?

Yeah but he's more interested in warping perception and opinion than erasing memory. Or using drugs to make memories fuzzy, but still present.

Me, post tattooification as he shows me just how into it he is: so anyway I started moaning-

This would be the two of you fr fr

Keeping this anon since I’m still recovering in a way. Would Lowell be okay with an MC who’s a survivor of SA? It happened to me and I feel so horrible rn, if this makes you uncomfortable in any way please ignore this

I'm gonna be putting this under read more so that people can avoid any potential triggers before I go into detail, but the short answer is YES. CW of mentions of SA below the cut

Lowell would be more than okay with a survivor MC. He understands that people are not their traumas and that survivors are not at fault for what happened to them. He would be nothing but supportive and kind about it. Moreover, I, the game dev, am a survivor of both SA and CSA and I would NEVER write a character who would think any less of you or treat you badly for the things that you've been through.

I know how incredibly difficult it is to find feelings of safety and recovery after something like this, and if Lowell is a comforting character for you in the meantime, know that he would do just about ANYTHING to make sure you felt safe, comfortable, cared for, and grounded.

If you need any resources please don't hesitate to DM me. I'm not a therapist but I have access to hotlines and online support groups if you need that kind of support. I know it doesn't always help, but they're there for you if you need them.

Is there any scenario where Lowell would let his doll leave the attic, or where he would decide to not kidnap them???

Yes, he wants them to be safe, and he wants to keep tabs on them, but if they comply and don't show any signs of wanting to run off or behave irrationally then they can earn outside privileges. Takes... A long time though.

There's not a lot they could do to avoid kidnapping, though. He'll just treat them worse if they push the wrong buttons, and they might not make it out alive

I can't help but feel curious. If Doll ends up warming up to Lowell, would they be able to coax him into sleeping a bit more often?

You might be able to try to get him to sleep more often but he does have severe clinical insomnia, so you're unlikely to be successful beyond maybe a few extra hours a week, and he'd mostly be laying down just to appease you and snuggle up with him.

If you want to actually get his insomnia under control then you'll need to convince him to regularly go to doctor's appointments and recieve psychiatric care and ongoing therapy and THAT is. Extraordinarily unlikely, sorry bud.

Ooh. Please please make more self-inserts. Not only is it fun you have no idea how much it can help you be kind to yourself. Have the hero of the franchise fall in love with you for what you think are your annoying quirks. Have the wisest man in that fictional world, tell others that your are the kindest and the smartest person he has ever met. Have the evil guy fall for you and revoke his evil ways cuz youre just that hot. Allow yourself to be loved by the fictional characters you look up to and in time you may also begin see how wonderful you really are.

MAN I LOVE LOWELL SO MUCH (smashing my head into a wall)

Im new in the game, I litterlay found it accidentally but I already love the ideas!!!

And as a trans male which is femboy, yan being trans male that doesn't wear stereotypically manly clothing is making me so happy and excited!! <33

Good luck on the game!!

thank you!! I'm glad Lowell resonates with you :3

I'm a GNC transmasc so I put a lot of myself and my experiences into Lowell, and I just so happen to love yan and murdersim vns! It seemed to me that especially since there were so many trans folks in those fandoms that there was a big gap in representation for us.

thank you for the kind ask :)

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