Can Lowell Erase Memories? My Guess He Could Rerewrite Memories Too?

Helloo, hope your doing well😄😄 could we have more lore about Lowell, pretty please 🥹 i feel like it’s been a while since hearing from the blog (ofc if not then i still hope you have a great day😁😁)

You sure can !! I miss my og blorbo and I'm always so happy to get a chance to talk about lore!

Lowell went to culinary school but ended up having to drop out in the last couple of months due to medical and financial complications- he hates his current job and believes he is overqualified and deserves to work in a much more elevated environment

He has a younger sister that he's kept tabs on over the years, but he hasn't had contact with his family in a long time.

Lowell learned to sew from his mother, who was a seamstress while he was growing up in Massachusetts.

His very first ever collection was frog statues, the kind you'd find in a garden store. They all had names, personalities, and intricate backstories. He kept notes on them in a Lisa Frank notebook, and would rearrange their positions in his room frequently.

He's not a natural redhead!

Lowell was a smoker for a very long time, and while he no longer chainsmokes, he'll still light up a cigarette if he's particularly exhausted, stressed, or needs a little treat.

He can't swim :(

He has pretty poor wound healing, and he scars and bruises really easily.

He met you first through your job! MC will have a position in an art store and he saw you while looking for a specialty fabric dye.

He has killed people before.

Lowell would love a wax museum date!

He's already got all your measurements :) it won't stop him from taking them again when he gets you alone though. He finds it kind of romantic!

He will get mad if you touch/break a lot of his stuff- he's very protective of his collections and has object hyperempathy. it can be genuinely painful to him when things break, go missing, or are touched/displayed "wrong".

His favorite food is soup.

On top of being an insomniac he doesn't really like sleeping in beds- when he sleeps it's usually on the couch or floor or something.

His favorite thing to knit is shawls! He does some pretty interesting things with them, sometimes with intricate lace, beading, colorwork, or other details.

He has a secret petplay kink (recieving). He would deny it to the ends of the earth but being called kitten gives him an instant boner. Extremely unlikely to allow himself to actually submit but he MIGHT be a mean kitty dom, if you convince him hard enough :3c he'd be on high alert to make sure he doesn't end up in subspace though.

He had an intense scene phase. Full on raccoon stripes, under eye liner, hot topic cash carrying, get scared listening ass emo. Still has his well loved busted up ipod nano from when he initially got really into the subculture.

His first crush was on Brent Spiner. Quickly followed by Tilda Swinton.

Has a washi tape collection but has never actually used any of the tape.

He owns a pair of The Chanel Boots™️

Hopefully this is enough to keep yall fed a moment ;-; sorry this project has taken a lapse BUT I'm putting together something to introduce the five whole other characters that will be included in this game, and my schedule just got cleared for a few more days a week so hopefully I'll have some more stuff for you guys soon!

Mfmgmhngmg forgive me if I am incomprehensible it’s literally midnight as I write this but; thinking about Lowell seeing Doll truly vulnerable for the first time. Not sexually or physically, not in those ways he’s seen them before when kidnapping them and growing close, but fully and emotionally vulnerable. Maybe they quietly start to tell him about scars he’s covering with makeup, or talking about how they thought of the stars while he traces new constellations soon the imperfections of their body. Perhaps he simply says something that causes them to break down entirely and they explain why, or even simply goes to check on them at just the right moment to see it. Doll letting themself be fully and utterly vulnerable for the first time and letting the trust it means settle between them like a calming mist after a rainy morning. They likely ask only to be held afterward, or maybe he just asks to hold them, either way I think that’s where it ends up. Two people who can do nothing to escape the cards they’ve been dealt by time holding one another and letting vulnerability stitch them closer in the silence between.

Me reading this right now anon anon anon this is so beautiful we LOVE emotional vulnerability and co trauma processing and comfort in the face of what an enormous thing it is to be a human being anon pLEASE my heart

frog crochet purse 👛 for Lowell

Frog print hoodies too!

Cozy grandma 👵 anon

I think it's really cute how many people like presenting Lowell with little frog gifts :3 he will return on gifts for u with lots of kisses and custom work of your own interests in kind!

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will there be more updates about the doll house in your patreon?

yes! that project has taken a bit of a back seat to flowers of evil at the moment but darling dollhouse is still in the works and there will be content about it on my patreon as well as some other projects in the future once my plate is a little less full!

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Hey yall! it is mine and my spouse's birth month and we are:

-more than 2k in debt to our apartment complex (they are overcharging us for our subsidized rent and won't change how much we owe for several more months)

-unable to currently pay the admission fee to uni so that I can go back to school this fall

-swimming in medical expenses since I briefly lost my insurance and one of the treatments my spouse was recieving was not covered by Medicare/Medicaid

-and frankly I'd just like to be able to take my spouse out to a birthday dinner! I won't pretend that commission slots will resolve any of these issues since our problems have gotten kind of staggering, but if you'd like to help us out with affording some basic necessities and a maybe giving us a little joy/levity, I'm attaching a commission sheet and my ko-fi if anyone is so inclined

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I can do furry/anthro, NSFW, SFW, kink, selfship, fanart, whatever!

ofc I know it's hard out there so please don't stretch yourself if you're struggling.

love and light to everyone, take care of yourself ❤️

Nathan reacting to different yan VN characters pt. 2

With more context and HCs! (And a full body pic of Nathan where he actually looks like a functioning member of society!)

Art of Nate isn't mine, I made it on meiker.io

Robin from Turn the Page VN: "uh huh. so ur telling me this is just a normal librarian. im not buying it, no librarian is ever normal, they've always got something hidden up their sleeve."

-Definitely thinks something's up with Robin, but has no idea what

-Has a smoke on the bench outside the library every Friday, came in on impulse one afternoon because he thought the librarian was hot because it was raining and his apartment's heat didn't work

-Quit smoking a week after knowing Robin, if you asked him why he'd just mumble something about not needing to anymore while trying to hide his blush,, definitely not because he didn't want to disappoint the librarian he'd grown so fond of

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Keith and Tenebris from Duality: "so like,, Keith's Jekyll?? WAIT IS THAT AN OFFENSIVE STEREOTYPE OR SMTH I'M SO SORRY"

-Nathan's always constantly touch starved 24/7 so he and Tenebris get along great,, he'd honestly cling to Tenebris like a koala 24/7 if he'd let him

-He likes listening to Keith talk about plants even though he has no idea what he's talking about lol

-Regardless of which one he wakes up beside they receive a sleepy kiss on their forehead and a "g'mornin..."

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Lowell from Darling Dollhouse VN: "wait so. you think that im attractive enough to even qualify as a doll???"

-Doesn't mind hanging out in the attic one bit

-The nicotine withdrawals start hitting at like day 3 but he tries not to snap at Lowell too much, would probably just try to avoid him until the worst of it has passed,, try being the key word lol

-He lowkey hates being dressed up like a doll, but he gets free food and a cute boyfriend so he doesn't complain. Besides he's never seen himself in makeup before and he couldn't lie, he didn't even hate what he saw. Lowell's got some great makeup skills.

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Theo from Bared Teeth VN: "bro,, i think Riese is,, *lowers voice* a Twilight fan"

-Genuinely doesn't think there's anything weird about Riese. He's just a goth guy that's super into vampires, he can't judge

-Still, he sticks to Theo's side whenever he can, he's known Theo for longer so he trusts them more

-Probably snuck into Theo's room that first night at Riese's place and asked to share the bed since he couldn't sleep

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Friend from See Thru: Need a Friend: "dawg you stuck with me through my edgy phase in high school. there's literally no one else i could even see myself liking"

-He really likes Friend.

-Having someone that's known him since they were kids and supports him no matter what? He's weak in the knees

-But also despite how long he's known Friend he still gets flustered at how clingy and touch starved he is,, but most definitely reciprocates all the hugs and touches, trying to hide how blushy it makes him

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Yeah that's it 💀 I'll probably do this again, this is fun

Cross posting from curiouscat, but I think this blog deserves a little more Scary Lowell :3

You're in for a treat if you wanna be scared, while Lowell comes across as very sweet and a little silly at times, he's way more creepy than you might expect. He's a collector, and he's very possessive about his collections, so touching them/ especially breaking them, will cause him to lose his shit real fast. Some of his collections are also waaaaaay scarier than other ones- you wouldn't want to run across them in the dark. Because he almost never sleeps, his relationship with reality can be a little tenuous at times, and his behavior can become VERY erratic and frightening.

He has a hair-trigger anger response, and while it isn't directed at the player, he can appear completely calm in one moment, snap at apparently nothing, and become a raving terror in the next. He's near silent when he moves, and he has excellent night vision, so he's got a real advantage while stalking you. You're also not the first person Lowell has abducted (spoiler ig but this is a yan game so it's kinda par for the course), and some of the others didnt exactly make it out alive. He does intend for you to be his last, though, and he has no intention of getting rid of his Most Precious Doll :)

Lastly, there WILL be a way for Lowell to actively dislike/ not want to have a relationship with you in the game, and lets just say that it DOESN'T end with him just peacefully letting you go. You'll also be able to discover some of the other shit that Lowell has done during the course of the game, and it's far from pleasant.

As a reminder, some of the more scary/intense aspects of this game will be optional! But for those of you who like your yan boys on the frightening side, Lowell is more than able to provide~

some concept art <3 the cat’s name is mustard