How Tall Is Lowell? And Will There Be Any Other Characters, Or Is The Only One We'll Interact With In

The way I would let Lowell(I’m so sorry if I spelt that wrong ajbddj) pound me into the matresshsifbdbdb HED SO SKRUNKLE- okay okay so so he’s trans does he have too surgery since he has bottom? Also yes I know another ask but but he’s skdjdhr AHEMM NSFW ask but but how would he be with a Bratty MC in bed? Perhaps ahem, a Drabble of it

Ooaybyehdhdbrb I’m so sorry for so many ask (ಡ‸ಡ)

You spelled it right, no worries!

Lowell has indeed had a double mastectomy! He has one long scar across his chest and he chose to forgo nipple grafts.

Lowell loveeees brats :3 he finds them adorable, and he's very playful with them! Plenty of teasing, and he's not afraid to manhandle you a little if it gets the desired response. He takes a very 'sweet words with rough touches' approach, and he can be a little condescending if you push his buttons enough.

🔞NSFW under the cut! Minors DNI🔞

“Aww come on now, Doll~” Lowell coos, grabbing you roughly by the chin and tilting your head up with unexpected force. You grimace as your neck twinges, shooting him a glare. You'd been in a bratty mood all afternoon, and you weren't in a mood to cave so easily. Apparently undaunted by the challenge, he merely giggles in response, settling on your lap with his fingers still fastened tight around your jaw.

"Don't be like that," he continues. "Don't you wanna be a good little plaything for me?" You rear back your head, reaching forward to snap at his fingers with bared teeth. He retreats his hand smoothly, as if he'd been expecting this from you, and treats you to another sickly sweet smile that spreads wide across his face. Bright red has blossomed over his cheeks, and he whistles appreciatively.

"I have such a fiesty toy today," he practically purrs, reaching around to grab you roughly by the hair at the back of your head. "I think we need to find something else for that mouth to do, hm?"

frog crochet purse 👛 for Lowell

Frog print hoodies too!

Cozy grandma 👵 anon

I think it's really cute how many people like presenting Lowell with little frog gifts :3 he will return on gifts for u with lots of kisses and custom work of your own interests in kind!

What type of fashion does Lowell dress the MC up in? When I think of how he calls us his doll I think of like,, delicate porcelain dolls with sweet Lolita fashion, like Victorian era inspired y'know? Lots of ruffles and bows and lace! But if that's not how he dresses us up I'd be very interested to know how he actually dresses us :))

He does like the more traditional lacey affairs of a good porcelain doll, but honestly he'd probably like changing outfit styles pretty frequently ! Like how you'd have a bunch of different clothes for different occasions for a doll, swimwear, eveningwear, pajamas, big fluffy boas, funky little outfits of his own design, probably a few cute pastel and some gothier outfits as well. He'd get jewelry and accessories and design special makeup looks to match as well.

His go-to 'display' outfit for you would indeed most likely be more Lolita inspired, probably with BJD tights and a doll faced makeup look, but he'll switch it out to amuse himself.

why arent Lowell and his sister talking?

he left home around 17 and she didn't have a phone or internet access at the time, so he wasn't able to stay in contact with her that way, and he wasn't willing to send letters in case his mother received them instead. he still feels pretty guilty for essentially abandoning her, and he knows he isn't a great person, so he doesn't really want to impact her life negatively by association. he looks her up pretty frequently to check in on her and follows her socials through a burner account, but that's about it.

Mfmgmhngmg forgive me if I am incomprehensible it’s literally midnight as I write this but; thinking about Lowell seeing Doll truly vulnerable for the first time. Not sexually or physically, not in those ways he’s seen them before when kidnapping them and growing close, but fully and emotionally vulnerable. Maybe they quietly start to tell him about scars he’s covering with makeup, or talking about how they thought of the stars while he traces new constellations soon the imperfections of their body. Perhaps he simply says something that causes them to break down entirely and they explain why, or even simply goes to check on them at just the right moment to see it. Doll letting themself be fully and utterly vulnerable for the first time and letting the trust it means settle between them like a calming mist after a rainy morning. They likely ask only to be held afterward, or maybe he just asks to hold them, either way I think that’s where it ends up. Two people who can do nothing to escape the cards they’ve been dealt by time holding one another and letting vulnerability stitch them closer in the silence between.

Me reading this right now anon anon anon this is so beautiful we LOVE emotional vulnerability and co trauma processing and comfort in the face of what an enormous thing it is to be a human being anon pLEASE my heart

You ok?

A little bit yes, a little bit no! Some of you may have known I was in. A really, horrifically bad spot about 6 months ago before I moved across the country. I'm still struggling to recover from what the move and all of the stress has done to my body and my energy- I was already chronically ill with severe fatigue but it's been really god awfully bad lately. On top of that, I don't have the additional income from student aid since I have to wait to gain residency in my new state to be able to afford school, so I'm having to work to make enough to like. barely eat throughout the month and MAYBE pay bills on time (never mind my debt from moving so short notice and the situation I was in 🤡). I'm disabled and I really don't function well when I'm working, so I've been sleeping a lot, unable to keep up with keeping my house clean and my spouse taken care of, haven't been able to establish medical care here yet, and in a lot of pain. that being said, I'm not scared of where I live anymore and I'm no longer in active danger or an abusive situation.

so it's really a toss up but my silence here is largely medical related, including the fact that I can no longer afford the correct amount of my antidepressants so a bitch is withdrawing and having a mental health flare lmao

I miss you all and I want to get back in the swing of things as soon as I can! I like working on my games and interacting with my community! it's good for my mental well being and it helps me express myself and feel some purpose, and I hope spread some joy! right now I'm just trying to scrape by any energy possible to keeping living, though, so we'll see when I'm able to get back on the wagon. I'm also just TRULY embarrassed by the delay with FoE at thus point, and have ruminated on the project just long enough that I've started gutting and redesigning a lot of it.

the positive of this is hopefully I release a nice game. the negative is I'm scared of my socials bc my dev timeline is crap and I should have finished ages ago🤣🤣🤣 anyway this has been an annoyingly long upd8 since it had been a while since I checked in w everyone and I wanted to give the full scoop for anyone who wanted to know whats up. thank you for checking in nonnie ♥️ hope you're having a wonderful day!

:3

Tumblr

Flowers of Evil

Visual Novel for the 2023 Yandere Game Jam! The woods is lost in you ❤️

Might fuck around and join yanjam

MAN I LOVE LOWELL SO MUCH (smashing my head into a wall)

Im new in the game, I litterlay found it accidentally but I already love the ideas!!!

And as a trans male which is femboy, yan being trans male that doesn't wear stereotypically manly clothing is making me so happy and excited!! <33

Good luck on the game!!

thank you!! I'm glad Lowell resonates with you :3

I'm a GNC transmasc so I put a lot of myself and my experiences into Lowell, and I just so happen to love yan and murdersim vns! It seemed to me that especially since there were so many trans folks in those fandoms that there was a big gap in representation for us.

thank you for the kind ask :)

OKAY BUT WHATS THE TATTOO THO 👀

It says 'cake' on his ass. In cursive. Obnoxiously elaborate cursive.

Slams fist on table OKAY SO-

I say this image where the tall person is the bottom and the smol person is the top so AHEM. How would Lowell react to an MC who’s super tall, acts super intimidating and scary towards others and to the public, but as soon as they get behind closed doors they become super soft and cuddly, and a huge ass bottom sub with Lowell, coughs in size kink and also maybe the MC has like idk a long cock and not totally using this to ask about my MC for fic purposes at all

He's down so bad for that. Lowell is autistic and he himself has a mask he uses in public settings, and he'd be THRILLED if it turned out you were a cute subby thing behind it all. He'd consider it a huge privilege and a precious secret to get to see that side of you. It's not gonna stop him from teasing you about it tho 😂

As for a big dick? He's got a big mouth and he's suddenly *very* eager to fill it :)