I feel like the way I look causes people to take me less seriously
Fluid
Retention
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i can't fall asleep, but i can't stay awake and my body is so uncomfortable to be in
does anyone know if we have to face our unjustified anger and desrie to be loved in return tomorrow
I want people to talk to me soooo bad
I hope I make everyone in my life feel wanted and heard
I hope I am someone people feel they can lean on
I wish my friends knew just how beautiful they are
What is my deal
Recently I’ve been feeling so off, and it’s really starting to weigh on me. I know a lot, if not most, of my symptoms are caused by my own bad habits, but I just can’t stop giving into the facade of safety in familiar distractions.
The part that’s affecting me the most is the fact I have just not been able to feel anything for like. Days now. And I am usually a lot more neurotic, but I have just not been able to feel much of anything at all lately, and I’m not gonna lie it’s kind of scary. And the worst result of this apathy, is the fact that I seem to have nothing to say lately. I just feel so much less lively than usual. It’s harder to start and continue conversations with my friends, when I love talking to them more than anyone else, and I feel so because of it. I think I’m able to conceal it relatively well, at least I hope so, but I don’t know. This post also kind of negates the whole secret thing.
This is kind of stupid, I just didn’t have much to say when talking to some friends earlier and it made me sad. I feel so numb Aughh Aughh
anyway no one fucks with gymnopédie no. 1 like i do