There Were Plenty Of Reason Not To Do That

Calling antipsychotics the silly meds cause i don't want to think about it too deeply

This kink has hands

No jonah you can't smoke weed we don't OWN weed

I wish syshopping was real so that i could chose some random problematic system to hop into and then kill myself

What if i go home alone and start searching it up

Why does forest keep hiding my blades (rethoric question)

I don't really think i deserve all of this love, still trying to fight with my brain

They should invent like an electric shock for everytime i start thinking about relapsing again.

I'll either end up stopping or liking the shock, i'd love to see what would happen

Can brain decide just one self destructive thing for me to struggle with

Existing is already so fucking hard as it is

Mixing alcohol with meds will never not feel good

Alcohol is cool but have you ever had a feeling of control over yourself? Me neither, pass the bottle