They Should Invent Like An Electric Shock For Everytime I Start Thinking About Relapsing Again.

It didn't work long enough guys the thoughts are back give me a break

Making crepes cause apparently suicide is wrong 😑

"i have a feeling you don't have multiple personalities" MF SCIENCE IS BASED ON FACTS NOT FEELINGS

Ntm mpd isn't even the right name anymore

You know what makes me more enraged about this? He kept acting like i was talking about it as if having alters is some funny shit when i hate these fuckers. I want them dead. I'm being so serious when i say if there was a way to detach them from my brain i'll just instantly kill them. I'm suffering here i'm not here for the shits and giggles. Fuck you

Is this what guilt feels like. Why. Why does it hurt so bad. Why does it feel like drowning

The crisis has restarted

The crisis has passed

How to force myself to feel emotions my brain doesn't allow me to feel

Fucking dumbass

Jonah affirmatiom of the day: you don't need a specific label for your experiences to be seen as valid

All of this thinking about the past is making me want to relapse out of fear, i'm working so hard on practicing healthier coping mechanisms but god i really can't stand all this pressure

Putting this here in case Forest decides to spy what i have to say again

Do not do any of the stuff i talk about guys

Leaving this here for... no reason