"me No Regressing" Says I, Age Regressing

Alcohol is cool but have you ever had a feeling of control over yourself? Me neither, pass the bottle

Can brain decide just one self destructive thing for me to struggle with

Existing is already so fucking hard as it is

Day 6 in front. GET ME OUT

You know what makes me more enraged about this? He kept acting like i was talking about it as if having alters is some funny shit when i hate these fuckers. I want them dead. I'm being so serious when i say if there was a way to detach them from my brain i'll just instantly kill them. I'm suffering here i'm not here for the shits and giggles. Fuck you

I hate not being taken seriously only cause i'm trans and prone to delusions

Pay attention to me please

Jonah affirmatiom of the day: you don't need a specific label for your experiences to be seen as valid

We are NOT splitting a guy about it

They should invent like an electric shock for everytime i start thinking about relapsing again.

I'll either end up stopping or liking the shock, i'd love to see what would happen

All of this thinking about the past is making me want to relapse out of fear, i'm working so hard on practicing healthier coping mechanisms but god i really can't stand all this pressure