If I’ll ever meet you again someday
I wouldn’t know what to say
Should I smile or cry
Do I need to say hey or goodbye?
I’m wondering how would you react
Would you walk away or come back?
Would you see the misery your absence brought to me?
Or would you act as nonchalant as you can be?
I don’t even know if I’m over it or not
If there’s no more feelings or there’s are a lot
What I know for certain is this pain
And fear that I might forever wait in vain
There’s too many questions, too many regrets
If you’re not meant to be mine, why can’t I forget?
I’m trying to catch up, but you’re too fast
If we meet again, this insanity might stop at last.
Don't ask me why I put love in the same category as pain
Or why I avoid the sunshine and keep expecting the rain
If you've already forgotten, it's you who have broken promises
You, who proved how foolish I am to let down my defenses
Love left me open, vulnerable, hoping you won't hurt me
I offered you my soul, hoping you'd set me free
You took my broken pieces, forgetting about my past
Left me hanging, thinking that this would last
You snip away the thread when it was all I was holding on to
And bid me goodbye in the cruelest way I knew
You told me you want me and left
It seemed you can't handle to see how I see myself
It turns out that tearing my walls down and letting you in
Was only a silly game to prove that you will win
So I apologize for being naive and being in love
I should haven't given away the little that I have.
-D.G. Gir
I can freely admit that I didn't deserve them. Not then. Not with all the pain I've caused them.
I just checked this out, and wow, thank you for introducing me to such a beautiful song. It does remind me of our dynamic. She was love of course, and I was hate.
I knew I loved you then, but I didn't tell
You've only fallen and I wasn't well
Cold, cold days with arms wrapped mine
Flowers were wilting, and you're looking for a sign
I want to be better, you want me to be yours
I keep screaming, screaming 'till my voice is hoarse
But you didn't know, didn't know 'cause you were deaf and blinded
I was paralyzed, trying to be found, you're lost, we're both stranded
I was rage, you were kindness, we made a home out of lies
Second chances, third ones, a promise that flies
A pair of wings growing while one withers away
I will never deserve you, I didn't ask for you to stay.
My heart clenches as if it can still feel
Can still discern what's right, what's real
But I know better, it was torn
The day it fell for you, I was reborn
I can still feel the phantom beating
I can still hear the echoes of footsteps receding
The day it fell for you, I was reborn
That was the last day in my sleeve, it was worn.
You loved me.
I didn't.
I love you.
You don't.
We keep on missing each other. Can we meet somewhere in the middle someday?
I knew I loved you then, but I didn't tell
You've only fallen and I wasn't well
Cold, cold days with arms wrapped mine
Flowers were wilting, and you're looking for a sign
I want to be better, you want me to be yours
I keep screaming, screaming 'till my voice is hoarse
But you didn't know, didn't know 'cause you were deaf and blinded
I was paralyzed, trying to be found, you're lost, we're both stranded
I was rage, you were kindness, we made a home out of lies
Second chances, third ones, a promise that flies
A pair of wings growing while one withers away
I will never deserve you, I didn't ask for you to stay.
It is my tragedy to have you as my enemy
Once upon a time, you loved me dearly
Sweeter than I prefer until it turned bitter
Everything soured, words could've been phrased better
But once a year, like an eclipse, we'll be back
Trying to touch those hands, tiptoeing around the cracks
You'd pour salt in my wounds and I'd offer you a smile
It is my tragedy, to have a taste of you for a while.
Hi, I just wanted to say that your poems are beautiful. They are beautifully written and I can see parts of myself and my experiences in them. They are truly works of art!
Hi! Wow. Thank you. I never thought my poems will resonate to someone this much. This is how I usually feel when I read beautiful poems by other people, and I'm very honored that I was able make you feel the same. Thank you soooo much!