My cousin made me bookmarks with quotes from my favorite characters and people. 📖🔖📚💙
My heart clenches as if it can still feel
Can still discern what's right, what's real
But I know better, it was torn
The day it fell for you, I was reborn
I can still feel the phantom beating
I can still hear the echoes of footsteps receding
The day it fell for you, I was reborn
That was the last day in my sleeve, it was worn.
I've learned to love darkness as if it is light
Learned not to chase what eluded my sight
So before you try and make me feel okay
Be reminded that I prefer the stillness of night than the buzzing of day
I've learned to enjoy the battles, the wounds, the scars
The monster, the demons, the way they are
We clash, we fight for this body, this mind
But their company, I can never leave behind.
You loved me.
I didn't.
I love you.
You don't.
We keep on missing each other. Can we meet somewhere in the middle someday?
She's such a sweet rose
The bright spring, in a dark, cold winter
She's all I can remember
She has that angelic grace
That saved me from my demons and monsters
But maybe it'll be best to forget her
For all her smiles,
Her laugh, her voice that used to make me better
All faded away the day she chose her lover.
maybe i can climb these walls
show them that i can also be tall
maybe i can open their eyes
that i'm more than the stupid white lies
they look at me like i could never know better
like a mirror they can easily shatter
they talk like i couldn't even hear
they caught me in their headlights like a small, scared deer
maybe there's still time to escape
that i could still create the world that i crave
i have never belonged in this prison
i'd rather die on my own than with their poison.
-D.G. Gir// 04/07/2018
One eye blind, one bright and clear
Both swimming with doubts, both filled with fear
One hand with gun, one gripping yours
Both bloody and bruised, both aching with force
Your lips on my ears, whispering the same words again and again
Telling me you're sorry, to pick up the pen
But the one's not holding mine, clutches a sword
And blood flows through my mouth instead of words.
Untie your hands, love, use your feet
Let go of my waist, dance to your own beat
It will be clear, if only you'd wipe away your tears
For your happiness, I'd go and face my fears
The wind in my sails, we're at your stop
Promise me I'll at least be in your map.
Did you know that your words are an elixir? If not before, please know now.
Did you know that these words fill my heart with warmth? 'Cause it do. Thank you, really. I'm happy to hear that you feel that way.
You smile and I feel myself melt
Are these the cards I was dealt?
For I'd certainly lose in the depth of your eyes
In that honey in your voice as it whisper lies
I should turn my back, I know better than this
But I'm dying to get a taste of your lips
So spin me around, play my strings
Make me dance, make me sing
I'm just another fool to dance right to your web
And I'll stay 'till your interests reach its lowest ebb.