Latest Posts by autistic-regressor - Page 2

When an agere discord doesn't allow you to use the word "diaper" :/

It's their space they created and they get to make the rules but I just wish there were more spaces for padded regressors

rewatching kids shows and "Renaldo do you think if I knew why girls did anything I'd spend this much time in a lab, the answer is 'yes, I would', I love science!"

I think it's funny how the term nsfw changed from actually being about what you can't do at work to just a kinda general category of s*xual and v*olent things

Cause like agere is always about being sfw but it's not actually something you could do at work lol

bringing back an old special interest, hsmtmts characters as win or lose characters

stressing over how they can stay in their club and continue to hang out with friends even through their single mom's job troubles

self destructively insecure about relationship

dad said I NEED to be perfect

lonely uptight teacher

millennial who is trying so hard to help her kids (& in love with the uptight teacher)

this doesn't fit the best cause hsmtmts doesn't have an insecure and genuinely not good at it but like vibes

and finally divorced dad

I wish I had a caregiver that made sure I felt included in groups. That held me and rubbed my hand when I'm to tired to talk to remind me that they're still thinking of me and appreciating that I'm there.

Who makes a point to turn to me and respond if I try to say something but no one else listens. Who will ask me direct questions if I want to talk but I'm struggling to come up with something to say.

A caregiver that'll loudly say bye to me when I'm leaving so everyone notices and waves bye too

A caregiver that'll stand up for my needs when everyone else is ignoring them.

A caregiver that'll talk about me even when I'm not there, about how much they appreciate me and enjoy being around me

Caregiver healing from having a toxic little with their new little (little talk has plain text in brackets after it)

You get to your little's place after a long day at work. After a bit of playing with them they tell you, "you seem tiwed" (you seem tired)

"sorry, my precious"

"no, itz ok. but r u gud?" (no, it's okay. But are you good?)

"I'm just a little stressed about my work, that's all"

"ooh, jobs are vewy hard. I awways getz eepy ater work" (oh, jobs are very hard. I always get sleepy after work)

"well, good thing you have me here to look after you"

"but whatz abou u???" (but what about you)

"I'm okay"

"nu, bubba needa west wight now" (no, bubba (caregiver) needs to rest right now), your little one takes your hand and leads you over to their bed before weakly pushing you onto it.

"come on munchkin, I'm here to take care of you, not to nap"

"bu-but I needz u ta be wested s-so we can both be appy n pway" (but I need you to be rested so we can both be happy and play)

"okay, if you insist"

"yayyy, okie, nuw stay hewe. I needa get u stuff" (yay, okay, now stay here. I need to get you stuff)

"be safe!!!" you shout out as they rush off to the kitchen.

You wait in bed thinking over what your little tot could be doing. You listen carefully to make sure there are no concerning noises and while there are a couple thunks they're all followed by a quick "I okey" (I'm okay). You start to feel more guilty about leaving your little alone especially when they're this small and running around the house to do whatever they want. You think about how you're last little would have come back crying about how you didn't follow them even though they told you not to.

As your fears start to creep, thinking of your little muffin coming back upset or hurt they appear in the doorway happy as ever

" 'ook wa I made fur u" (look what I made for you?)

They present you with their favourite plate with a messy peanut butter and jelly sandwich in one section, chips in another and a mix of blueberries and raspberries in the last.

"I didznt cut da sammich cause i knuw u dun wanme usin sharp stuff. Annnn! N i added fwuits cause you awways say dere 'mpowtant" "I didn't cut up the sandwich because I know you don't want me using sharp objects. And! I added fruits because you always say they are important)

"aww, you're such a good kid" you say was you rub their hair.

"canz I cuddle wid u?" (can I cuddle with you?)

"of course!"

You lay there, hugging them and snacking on the food they made for you for a while.

"Hey button, I'm really sorry I couldn't be that good of a caregiver today"

"wha??? you were da best today!" (What? You were the best today) they cuddle into your arm, "I don eed you tu awways be stwong for me. ur da best cause I wuv u not cause of da stuff u do" (I don't need you to always be strong for me. You're the best because I love you, not because of the stuff you do for me)

He such a good puppy

puppy regressor jayce talis :3 center pic made by me using @/bunnelbaby’s pupre flag!

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Puppy regressor!Jayce and handler!Viktor but Jayce loves being Viktor's "service dog" when he regresses

Always bringing Viktor his pills on time and reminding him to drink water and eat

Picking things up for Viktor, grabbing his cane if it's far from him

His favorite is providing deep pressure therapy

Viktor doesn't need it that often but he knows Jayce loves it so he'll ask for it more than he actually needs it

Viktor has some skin picking habits that Jayce will interrupt by putting his head over where Viktor is picking and looking up at him with big puppy dog eyes

He learns the signs viktor is about to pass out or have an episode with one of his health issues to be able to alert him

Sometimes viktor just ignores him though

*Jayce nuzzles his head into Viktor's shoulder, the alert for if Viktor's going to pass out* V: just let me finish this up quickly, *Jayce whimpers*, V: don't worry I'll-

Viktor wakes up on the couch with Jayce staring up at him from the floor with the biggest, saddest puppy dog eyes

"I'm sorry, I should have listened to you, could you get me some water"

Jayce perks up and looks over to the new bottle of water sitting on the side table

"oh look at that. You're a good boy aren't you" *Viktor runs his hand through Jayce's hair*, "I think this deserves a treat, could you grab the bag"

Jayce patiently waits as he watches Viktor carefully pull a handful of treats out and give them to him

Jayce just loves knowing he's a good boy and that he's helping Viktor

Your caregiver supporting of you after people were harassing/bullying you online:

⭐ After it first happens they immediately delete whatever app you're being harassed on off your phone

⭐If you're done with that app they'll delete your account

⭐If you want to keep your account they'll make sure to take off any personal information or pictures of you you put up on that account so you can feel safe knowing no one can track you down and hurt you more

⭐They come up with a bunch of other activities for you to do instead of using that app

⭐They'd show you a bunch of episodes about bullying from kids shows to make you feel less alone

⭐They'd reassure you that your feelings are valid and that online bullying is real bullying

⭐They make sure to tell you it wasn't your fault and that you didn't deserve that

⭐"but-but what if I was being a bad kid", "bubba, nothing you could do online would ever justify people threatening to hurt you"

⭐Would promise you that if anyone ever tried to follow through on a threat that they'd protect you

⭐They'd talk to you about what it would mean for you to get justice against the people harassing you

⭐If it would be a good idea to take evidence of people who sent you death threats and try to have their account banned or try to track down their school/job and show them the evidence

⭐Together you decided that it would be best for your mental health if you just deleted any messages and blocked them

⭐After a while if you wanted to go back to using that app they'd go through the notifications and block anyone who was harassing you and show you all the messages people sent saying they were sorry you were being treated that way

⭐You'd have your head in their lap, holding onto your favourite stuffie for comfort and they'd be scrolling on your phone

⭐"Are there a lot of them?", "That doesn't matter Bubba. You're safe and you have me here to protect you", "...okay"

⭐Every so often they'd stop and show you a kind message from someone and each time you'd feel just a little bit safer

⭐They'd respond to those messages for you

⭐If you weren't out as a regressor on that account they'd translate your little-talk about how you had big feelings but their messages were like kisses on your boo-boos to more adult sounding thank-yous

New fictional cg dropped!

saw the wild robot earlier today !! this isnt rlly agere themed but i do think roz would be a good cg :3

Some texts you asking to be your cg: :3333333

Their account is nsfw: :(((((

When your therapist asks you what you do for your mental health but you're a closeted regressor: oh you know I like to do colouring books (with crayons), talk to my friends (baby talk to them), cuddle (with stuffed animals), or I'll take a bath (with plenty of rubber duckies and bath toys)

black regressor moodboard !!! 🛁🫧<3

we don't get enough representation in the agere community and it can feel really discouraging sometimes !!! especially when you have different nostalgic regression when it comes to getting your hair done, the music you grew up listening to, and rarely seeing other black characters in your favorite media >< but we are here and we are just as valid as everyone else !!! you are loved and seen !!! <3 sincerely a fellow black regressor <3 ^_____^🐛

piggies!!!!

early 2000s childhood…

SFW INTERACTION ONLY

🥳🥳🥳HAPPY BIRTHDAY 🥳🥳🥳

MY BIRTHDAY TOMORROW GUYS IM GOING TO BE A BIG GIRL

when you can't regress so you hang out with you friends until they make you feel so excluded that you involuntarily regress

I feel like there's not enough love for age regressors that love yucky things

tw: a lot of yucky stuff (bathroom bodily functions, v*mit, blood etc)

like being so proud of the big dump you made

and burping sooo loud cause it's so fun to be so gross >:3

I just half burped half coughed up this liquid and I was curious about what it was so i spit it into a cup and I smelt sooooo icky I thought I was puke. that was sooooo cool!!!!!

and a few weeks ago I had a nose bleed and I collected it all in a cup and then I added hydrogen peroxide and it went all foamy and was sooooo cool

And also periods. One time when I was a tween I got so mad at my sister I tied together a bunch of tampons and threw them into her room

that was mean and I feel bad about it now

but yucky things are sooo cool our bodily functions are sooo cool and all the little things they give us from those functions are so fun

I feel like regressing is the only way I can fully unmask myself

Shout out to autistic regressors who act "more" autistic when regressed. Shout out to autistic regressors who loose their verbal skills when regressed. Shout out to autistic regressors who stim more obviously or more out of control when regressed. Shout out to autistic regressors who cannot mask when regressed and come across as more socially awkward / cannot behave in a socially acceptable manner when regressed. Shout out to autistic regressors who have stronger sensory issues when regressed. Shout out to autistic regressors who act more stereotypically autistic when regressed.

Shout out to autistic regressors.

Hiii! I just made a community for age regressors to vent in :D

it's @@agere-venting, I had a lot of fun making it, I made the banner and pfp myself :D. I even added a list of hotlines if you need one :3

sooo plz join and share it maybe, that would make me really happy. thank youuuu!!!!

Here's my din din for today! With a little treat!

Fun fact! There's this thing called misokinesia that's similar to misophonia but is triggered by other people's movements, often repetitive movements like fidgeting or stimming.

I had this as a kid really bad, I was always having meltdowns cause no one would understand just how distressing it was for me so it's really nice to find out that it's an actual thing :3

Wishing that everyone who deals with misokinesia isn't forced to stay in a space with triggering movements 🥰🥰🥰

✨✨✨ A caregiver taking care of me when my vascular malformation has a flare up ✨✨✨

🫰I wake up and I'm trying to do my best to hide it but they can see that my hand is stuck in a ball and I'm holding it to my chest

🫰" what's wrong little one, is your hand hurting?"

🫰I start sobbing "uhh! It feewls so baddd, it's all one fire and like it's gonna burst outta my hand"

🫰"oh no, let me help you with that" they take my hand and guide me over to the bathroom sink then turn on the cool water and holds my hand under it

🫰I lean into them "ohhh, that feewls soo good"

🫰"how long has this been going on, sweetie?"

🫰I bury my head in their shoulder, "... a couple days"

🫰"why didn't you tell me before? You know I would have helped you?"

🫰"Cause I need to be a big strong boy"

🫰"you can be a big strong boy and also come to me for help"

🫰 they take me over to my bed and put me under a bunch of covers, wrap my hand in a cold, wet towel, and put one of my stuffies under it so it's elevated

🫰 "You should rest for now, here's an Advil. What do you want to watch?"

🫰"ooo, can we watch The Wild Robot?"

🫰"of course little one!"

🫰 the next day they get a sling for my arm so it's easier to keep to keep my hand elevated and reassures me that it's okay for me to wear even if I'm not 'injured' because it's helping me be in less pain

If you're curious about what a vascular malformation is: a bunch of the veins on my arm and on my back are like bigger than they're supposed to be or like tangled and stuff so sometimes blood clots form (they're harmless but painful) or just sometimes some veins expand and that causes a lot of pain in my hand. I'm pretty sure it's best if I keep my whole body cool but I love being cozy so I never do that >:)

Things that should have made me realise I'm an age regressor sooner

But they get less socially acceptable as they go on (plz DNI if you find padded regression and other things like it weird)

hoards of stuffed animals

"I hate being an adult cause when I'm in the grocery store all scared and alone I can't just start crying out for my mom because instead of someone assuming I'm lost, they'll just look at me weird"

always feeling like I was younger than all my peers even if they were actually slightly younger than me

like half the foods I eat I eat b/c they make me feel like a kid. Like my big treat for myself after a stressful week was a pack of paw patrol yogurt drinks

Getting super into kids media, like the only movie that interests me is The Wild Robot

feeling comforted by how period pads felt like diapers

Having trouble tinkling myself up until 10th grade

Still sleeping in my parents bed some nights in 7th grade

Still as an adult picking my nose (I know it's unsanitary and I'm trying to stop)

Vent about being harassed under the cut. Tw: death threats

I'm just so scared now. Ask my friends are always dismissed and I can't bring it up to anyone in my life because they won't understand the do great I feel over something that's "just online comments". They were telling me they were going to hang me. That's not okay. I didn't deserve that. I'm so scared. I'm to scared to regress right now cause I know if I see any more of those comments when little I won't be able to handle it. No one in my life has ever gone easy on me I just need someone to listen to me when I'm upset and not dismiss it. I feel so dirty, my whole body feels dirty. Before it got really bad I was dealing with it by dehumanizing myself cause that's one of the few things that give me comfort, to just set my body as an object and my mind as unnecessary. But now I feel like my whole body is dirty and worthless. I'm so scared. I wish I had someone who would protect me. I'm so scared. I'm so alone and I'm so scared

I got a thing of 96 crayons and organized them all so they're pretty :3

reparent yourself to get rid of the old unhealthy beliefs your parents instilled in you so you can put in new unhealthy beliefs you instilled in yourself

I made myself a sticker chart :3

I give myself a sticker whenever I do something hard. My first sticker was for spending 8 hours figuring out these two really hard assignments

I think once I've filled it all up I'll get myself a treat like a happy meal or some calico critters

"you can't change, you'll always be a monster"

What about you can't change, you'll always be a kind hearted person who sees the best in people. And maybe the people you've met so far haven't deserved it but one day someone will and they will be the best experience for both of you

caregiver helping a black age regressor through internalized racism

*caregiver is helping the little take a bath* "hey bubba, be careful, you're gonna hurt your skin" "I needs to get clean" "You only have to scrub a little to get clean, now you're gonna start tearing your skin" "no! I'm not clean enough yet. I needs to be clean like the pwetty girls on TV" "oh bubba," *picks you up and holds you* "you're not dirty, you're african and there are very many pretty girls on TV that look like you" "mmm... but they're not cared about like the clean girls" "bubba, all of those girls are clean and so are you. And yes sometimes people care more about the white girls but you don't have to worry about that because you'll always have me to care about you" "okay, mama... why can not people just care about all of us?" "because sometimes the world is mean and that's very sad but I'm here to protect you"