When Hayao Miyazaki Said That True Love Was Two People Inspiring Each Other To Live…recognizing Just

Howls moving castle will never not be magical

Ghibli will never fail to impress me

The love I have for this show

Over the Garden Wall 1.01 The Old Grist Mill

If this isn’t my dream home then I don’t know what is...

A view of Monet’s house and own inspirational garden: Giverny, France.

I’m tired I’m so tired whenever I think things are starting up look better they get worse

Am I so undeserving of love? From my parents?

Khaled Hosseini, The Kite Runner/Jaun beaur

Almost, Almost, almo...

I’m not old.

I’m 19 years old.

But I feel old. I feel really old, like I’ve lived “life”.

Just not to it’s full potential

Maybe... I don’t know

But I feel old

I missed out on so much things that I’ve wanted to do

But life seemed to have stopped for me when I was 14

Life stopped and started hitting rewind every single day

Rewind

Rewind

Rewind

I’m so tired

Next October I’m going to be 20

Then 30

40

50

60

70?

How long will I life for?

Life’s so short

Fragile

Slips right through your fingers

Gone just like that

I

Will I age? Will I become old?

Because it almost feels like I’m already old. I have so much I want to do.

So much to look forward to

So much places to see, so much people to meet.

So much plans to carry out.

But it also feels like there’s nothing there for me. Nothing waiting for me.

Is it because I feel old...

Maybe.

Maybe not.

I don’t know.

I wish I could talk and talk and talk to someone and they’d look at me and tell me

Tell me why? How? When? What? Who?

Why why why why?

Tell me it’s ok...maybe

Because I don’t know.

-a

I’m crying

Holding someone close it the most amazing feeling ever

ON CLOSENESS 

Sally Rooney, Normal People / Edvard Munch / Leo Tolstoy, Anna Karenina / Holly Warburton / Jenny Slate, Little Weirds / Salman Toor