I’m Not Old.
I’m not old.
I’m 19 years old.
But I feel old. I feel really old, like I’ve lived “life”.
Just not to it’s full potential
Maybe... I don’t know
But I feel old
I missed out on so much things that I’ve wanted to do
But life seemed to have stopped for me when I was 14
Life stopped and started hitting rewind every single day
Rewind
Rewind
Rewind
I’m so tired
Next October I’m going to be 20
Then 30
40
50
60
70?
How long will I life for?
Life’s so short
Fragile
Slips right through your fingers
Gone just like that
I
Will I age? Will I become old?
Because it almost feels like I’m already old. I have so much I want to do.
So much to look forward to
So much places to see, so much people to meet.
So much plans to carry out.
But it also feels like there’s nothing there for me. Nothing waiting for me.
Is it because I feel old...
Maybe.
Maybe not.
I don’t know.
I wish I could talk and talk and talk to someone and they’d look at me and tell me
Tell me why? How? When? What? Who?
Why why why why?
Tell me it’s ok...maybe
Because I don’t know.
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Standing with Palestine
Always have and always will
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Please....
So you’ll take me on museum dates and write me letters every weekend ?
An awful end to a beautiful morning...
If possible... I feel like I somehow look like this statue...very cracked and broken
But it can’t be seen
And I wish people noticed...
I want someone to hug ape and tell me I’m appreciated and I’m not dramatic and I deserve this and that and I want someone to care
Dark times all around but there are still people out there who love you
Do not hurt yourself, do not hurt others, get help, talk to someone, anyone. Humanity has survived before and we can do it now if we all just support each other. My country and my people let me down and endangered my life but there’s nothing I or anyone else can do about that so let’s try to spread the love that is so clearly lacking.
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