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7 months ago
Full Set Of My Nouveau Who Killed @markiplier Series

Full set of my nouveau who killed @markiplier series

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6 months ago

/ cw death , suicidal thoughts

unnamed regression (read left to right)

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A sketched ORV comic of an unknown regression from Lee Jihye's perspective.
Text:
Ljh narration: Ever since he recruited us into his party, master had never looked us in the eye.
Ljh narration: I figured he had his own reasons.
Ljh narration: I wasn't one to pry so I teased him once or twice and never again.
Ljh narration: it stayed that way even when he sat us down to tell us that he was a regressor.
Ljh narration: In the short life of mine he extended, He'd grown irreplaceable.
Ljh narration: I had too many things I could say about how many times he'd saved me.
But still
Ljh narration: Even now, he's staring at the floor.
Ljh (speaking to yjh): Which round is this one then?
Ljh narration: The question slipped out as I wondered how many times I'd died.
He replied with a number larger than I expected.
Ljh narration: Maybe he was numbed to seeing us die so many times by now.
Not that I would ever know.
Ljh narration: Bori-ya, I knew I'd never recovered.
I never wanted to find out.
Ljh narration: I found out anyway, a little too soon.
[Note: round brackets are ljh's thoughts that are not inside the drawn text boxes]
Ljh narration: I never wanted to find out,
I never
Ljh narration: (This is real) (This is fake) (This is how it is) (This is just a bad dream)
Ljh narration: I never wished to wake up so badly
Ljh narration: (I who never liked getting caught up in such thoughts)
(Thought pointless things like)
(If only I were stronger)
(If only I was better)
(was it cold when you felt yourself slipping away?)
(were you scared?)
(If only I took your place)
(Is it cold wherever you are now?)
(If only I)
Ljh narration: (I don't want you to leave) (I want to die)
Ljh narration: (I don't want to lose all of you) (I want to die)
(I don't want any of this)
Ljh narration: (Please please pleaseplease please  please)
(you who had already seen me die so many times)
(surely one more just one)
(let me)
/ Cw Death , Suicidal Thoughts
/ Cw Death , Suicidal Thoughts
Yjh: Lee Jihye
Yjh: Lee Jihye, Lee Jihye, can you hear me
Yjh: please
Ljh narration: Oh
Ljh narration: Instead of saying something like 'I'm sorry' or 'please live on, master'
Ljh: ... can I have a hug please
Ljh narration: I said something super lame with my final breath

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Extra note:

/ Cw Death , Suicidal Thoughts

These two panels were arranged to look like "■■" because I thought maybe her ■■ would be tied to yjh saving her and her bringing it to a close. Despite this, there is a text box awkwardly separating it, it's not so much of a satisfying ■■ for her.


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2 weeks ago

it fucks me up that gi-hun’s first interaction with sae-byeok was to pick up her drink that he knocked over even though he was running for his life

and their last interaction was him realising she was hurt and immediately disregarding his own safety to seek help for her

followed by him cradling her lifeless body and sobbing with grief while repeating her name, continuing to cry for her even while restrained on the floor

he placed her down so gently too. before he grabbed the knife. he could have dropped her and lunged straight at sang-woo, but he was gentle with her

because he really was like a father to her from the very start, even though he was angry with her at first for what she’d done. he forgave her, like he would a scared kid who lashed out in anger

he grieved for her as much as he grieved for the friend he’d known since he was a child.


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