Fck Cares If I’m Terrible Now I Need To Get Better So I Will Deal With These Feelings Of Frustration I Guess AHAHAH - Blog Posts

art journey it’s ok. I didn’t regress it’s more like I haven’t being working that hard on doing standing poses anymore and I changed my way of approaching drawing so it goes to stand that it wouldn’t go as well I can just look back at jan and speed drawing of it to see how it was like and build myself up again… ITS OKAY…..!!!! ALL IS NOT LOST!!!!!! I did gain a lot in my march-April time and did a lot of cool stuff I counter couldn’t before* SO IM STILL GOOD PHEW !!!! tho laughing at myself for quit sad + raging art but it’s not even 24hrs before I crawled back in because I think about art 24/7 so who the fck cares if I’m terrible now I need to get better so I will deal with these feelings of frustration I guess AHAHAH I mean I did get so much better abt quitting art out of frustration/sadness/rage but I hit a new quo yesterday… FELT LIKE I FORGOTTEN EVERY THING!!!!! like it’s not that I could draw the best standing poses but I COULD DO IT. I CANT even do a simple one now sob but understanding now that I look back my heart feels a great PHEW I feel better again now I’m so happy 13th April