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A/N: This is my first angst so this won't be the greatest thing ever hehe.
Warnings: Angst
Summary: You question Wanda's trust in you because she doesn't want you to do your job as an agent. But it ends with two brocken hearts and one regretfull soul.
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Vision new something was wrong with Wanda, with him, with everything ever since what he discovered at "work".
Now he's confronting her about it and she won't tell him anything. "What is outside Westview." Vision argued as the both of them hovered above the ground.
"You don't want to know, I promise you." Wanda said lowly. "You don't get to make that choice for me Wanda!" His voice boomed from the living room.
Wanda felt something inside of her, like she heard that sentence before, it gave her a sense of déjà vu. You. She remebered you, and the fight you had which costed your relationship and the trust you had for each other
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You and Wanda met after the Ultron war. Wanda took you out after a few weeks of meeting and it became official after a month.
You joined shield along side with Agent Hill and climbed the ranks together. Now that she was Second in Command you were her right hand woman.
The relationship between you and Wanda was given the title "Lovers of the Century." Because of how you two were like a match made in heaven.
The time you spent together was happy and always filled with happy memories. Though of course it wasn't constantly like that.
Who knew the the four years you spent together was just going to be thrown out the window because of a choice.
Being an Agent of Shield was dangerous and could cost a life but that's what you were told the very first day.
Even after that you still do it because you want to protect the people of the countrt and the people of the whole planet.
Now you haven't been to an actual mission in five months because of Wanda. She was preventing you from doibg your job, because she didn't want the risk of losing you.
You had explained to her why you need to go on missions so many times now. She promised wouldn't interfere with it anymore. Now you were finally going on one or so you thought.
"I'm sorry Agent Y/L/N, but you aren't allowed to go on this mission." An agent blocked your way from getting in the quintjet. "Not allowed? On who's orders?!"
"Director Fury." The agent stated. "But I already finalized it with him." You argued. "I'm sorry ma'am but the decision was made the last minute." With that the agent got on the jet.
You scoffed as you made you way to Nick's office. To you mad was an understatement, you were furious.
"Nick what the fuck was that." You brst through his office door with a pissed of face. "Why'd you pull me from the mission?"
"I'm sorry Y/N, but I had to." Fury looked at you. "Why?" Was the only words that escaped your mouth. "Wanda told me to pull you from the mission."
You looked at him shocked as he stood up from his chair. "Why'd you let her Nick." The anger now replaced with disappointment and betrayal.
"Because you know if I had said no she would've gotten in my head and done it herself." You just looked at the ground pinching the bridge of your nose, he was right and you hated that fact.
"I'll go talk to her." Sighing before leaving his office and walking towards the compound. You saw Wanda sitting on the couch, you sighed before approaching her.
She felt your presence from behind and smiled at you as she looked back, her smile quickly faltered when she saw your expression. "Hey detka what happened?" Concern evident in her voice as she took a hold of your hand.
"Nothing, just can we talk?.. Privately." You calmly asked looking at her with pleading eyes, she reluctantly nodded following you to your room since it was the closest.
She closed the door behind her as she looked at you expectingly. "Do you not trust me?" You asked Wanda's figure blending in the dark due to the lack of lighting in the room.
Wanda took a seat beside you kissing your knuckles. "Of course I do malyshka." She smiled, a smile that makes your heart flutter thousands of times and always will.
"Then why am I still here?" You frowned wanting to ignore that warm feeling. "I don't quite understand you detka." Her sokovian accent that made you knees weak every single time. You couldn't let it distract you. You had to do this.
"If you trust me then I shouldn't be here. I should be on a mission." "I have no-" "Don't lie to me Wanda...please" You pleaded. "I'm sorry Y/N." Was the only thing that she could say.
You moved your hand away from hers and she felt her hear break a little. "Why did you do it? Wanda why did you do it?" You took a shaky breath.
"I- well- it was a dangerous mission y/n you know that." Wanda stammered her words trying to reach for you once again but you took a step back.
You took a deep breath before speaking. "You think I don't? I have been doing this job for the majority of my life Wanda, I have been in far more dangerous missions than this." You tried to explain calmly to her.
You tried to never raise your voice at Wanda and she knew that, even how many fights you two have had, you never really did raise your voice at her.
"You promised me Wands, you promised this wouldn't happen again." Wanda could hear the falter in your voice. "I had to y/n. I couldn't risk it." Wandas voice fell into a whisper.
"I was trying to protect you so I made the choice not to." "You don't get to make that choice for me Wanda!" You shook your head.
"I'm never like this with you because I trust you and this is our job. But why can't you do the same for me? Why can't you trust me doing my job" Your vision getting cloudy.
Oh how she wanted to just hold you close and apologize but she couldn't. "I'm scared y/n, I can't lose you too." "I know that Wanda. You think I'm not also scared when you're gone?"
"Damn it I'm just trying to protect you y/n!" Wanda snapped at you standing up from the bed. "I don't need your pretection Wanda! I'm capable of defending myself, this is my job!" You argued back.
"Well what so you want me to do?!" She raised her voice getting impulsive. "I want you to trust me, that's all I wanted." You flinched at her tone but still trying to remain calm.
"I am trusting you y/n!" Her voice getting louder. "No you aren't! What you're doing is far from trust and you know that!"
"What you're doing is controlling me!" You continued. "I'm doing it for you! Why can't you just see that?!" Wanda shouted as her eyes to that dark shade of red, anger consuming her.
"You're doing it for yourself!" Turning away from her as let out a sigh of frustraion. "God why are you so stubborn!"
Scoffing as you looked at her. "I'm the stubborn one? I'm not the one who kicked my girlfriend off from missions for half a year!"
"Forget it it's pointless." You walked past her heading for the door. Wanda used her magic to not let you out the room. "You aren't getting out of this room, we have to talk."
"There is nothing to talk about anymore Wanda let me out." Sighing looking her straight in the eye.
"God damn it, I don't even know how and why I fell in love with you!" Wanda snapped as you felt your hear crumble and turn into dust.
"So you regret it." You swallowed dryly pushing back the tears. Wanda only noticed what she had said when you answered.
The anger and rage now turned into regret. "No- I didn't- Y/N I didn't mean that." She took a step forward while you took a step back.
"If you did you wouldn't have said it in the first place." Without thinking twice you tried twisting the knob but Wanda's magic wouldn't let you.
"Wanda let me out. Let me out right now!" You shouted as tears trailed down your cheeks. "Please baby hold on let me explain, I love you." Wanda pleaded her voice filled nothing but desperation.
"If you did then we wouldn't be here! I wouldn't be here! We wouldn't even have this conversation!" Your fight was so loud to the point where the other avengers could hear your argument.
"If you regret it so much, if you regret what we had-" "No Y/N I don't, please don't do this!" Wanda pleaded, she knew where this was going, she knew how this was going to end.
"Wanda I can't do this anymore. I love you so so much but if you can't respect the things I have to do for my job then I can't do this anymore."
"No no no please Y/N we can- we can work this out just please- let's talk about this." Wanda finally grabbed a hold of your hands finally. Her voice cracking as she pleaded for you to hold on.
"I'm sorry let's-" "No!"
She couldn't control herself anymore, she let herself go. Her powers and emotions got the best of her. Everything in the room were sent flying including you.
The next thing she knew Natasha was trying to get her focus away from you as Steve and Sam went over to your body. You had been sent flying from one end of the room to the other end.
Your head banging on the wall during all of it. Now you lay there unconscious, with blood dripping from your temple down. Wanda came into realization.
It was over and there's no going back to fix it. You two were over.
A/N: This is gonna be mainly focused on Maria's pov. I love this song a bit too much.
Warning: Alcohol consumption, cursing, ex bf (i dont know why i out that there), creepy guys.
Summary: Maria helps you from your ex a different way than you'd expect.
Tony being the genius billionaire playboy philanthropist that he is was throwing another one of his parties. And of course everyone was there.
Maria's first thing that she caught her eye with you. Also maybe because she was heading straight for the bar and you happened to be the bartender.
"Oohh looks like you already got your attention on someone that's a first." Natasha smirked while Maria just rolled her eyes.
Clint and Natasha bet on if Hill was gonna ask you out or not the winner gets $100. There was something that made her so intrigued by you.
Was it the way your white blouse had a few buttons undon? Was it how your hair was in a simple ponytail with a few loose strands of your hair? Was it the way you moved around the bar and served drinks? She doesn't know but she was so fascinated by you.
"What can I get you Agent... Hill was it?" You asked a small smile plastered on your face. "Yeah, I'll just get a Bourbon thanks." Maria was she surprised you knew her name, she was never the type to really socialize out of work.
"Didn't know you were a Bourbon type of person." You handed her the glass. "I'm surprised you know who I am." Maria smirked as she drank.
Tony and the others looked her like it was the beginning of a new world. "Is it just me or is she really talking to someone." Steve and the rest looked at the rest eyes wide as saucers.
"How come you know my name and I don't, the roles here are kinda mixed up." Maria looked at you with a grin. "Well then in that case my name's Y/N." You winked at her before leaving for another customer.
"Oh my god this is really happening, they said each others name now!" Wanda announced as the rest of the avengers did silent fist bumps.
Maria excused herself since you were still busy, she walked to the team and seeing they had smiles that could reach their ears like idiots.
"I've never been so proud." Sam pretended to wipe a single tear from his eyes. "Were you guys watching me the whole time?" Maria rolled her eyes. "You're finaly gonna get in bed with someone!" Tony exclaimed.
Maria shook them off as she took a swig from her glass, eyes directly scanning for you. "What's a pretty girl like you doing here? My name's Mark by the way." A guy shamelessly flirted with you.
"Uhm I work here? What's your last name Mark? Don't take any other way I'm just curious." You asked handing him a beer.
"It's List, for Mark List you wanna steal it fro me?" He smirked as you laughed while shaking your head. "So it's not Sloan for Mark Sloan, but it is after a guy who killed his entire family and his own mother a.k.a John List, cool cool."
"Seeing you're not The Mark Sloan I have no interest in getting in bed with you." You smiled as you did the nose scrunch before walking away.
You noticed Maria walking back to the bar with a cocked brow. "That guy's gonna be terrified of his last name now." You rolled you eyes at what she said.
"Yeah well that's just the tio of the iceberg. A while ago a guy just flat out asked me if I wanted the greasex ever. I mean like that's just plain rude, didn't even ask me out first."
Maria chuckled while tracing the opening of the glass. "Just the tip of the iceberg." She said.
"So.." Maria started gaining your attention. "Do work at a bar full time?" She asked you shook your head. "I'm the new director for the medical wing in Shield." What you said almost made her choke on air.
"What?! You're a doctor? How come I've never seen you?" Maria asked not believing you yet. "Because I was head of surgery here at New York, and Fury recruited me to be the new director since your old one reitred."
"Wow ok, then what're you doing here being a bartender?" She asked. "Does asking question to question come with being an agent? 'Cause holy crap you have alot."
The agent only shrugged as you grinned at her. "Completely different right? I used to part time during med school." Answering her question.
A man walked in wearing a dark navy suit, he had dirty brown hair and brown eyes. You let out a heavy sigh as you watched him. "Who is that?" Maria asked noticing you state.
"That man is my ex, and now he's walking towards the bar shit." You cursed as you turned around your back facing him. "If you need a savior let me know" Maria smirked. "A knight in shining armor I see." A light blush appearing on your cheeks.
You over to him just wanting to get his drink and walk away. "Y/N.." He mumbled surprised as he sees you. "Just tell me what you want Alex." You say not looking at him.
The avengers seemed to have noticed you two and began to gossip. "Oh my god that must be her ex look at the way she's talking to him." Natasha pointed out.
You were getting pissed by the second because all he was talking about was giving him another chance. "Please Y/N. I promise you I'll be different." He pleaded.
"That's what you said the first three times Alex." You scoffed rolling your eyes. "I swear to you Y/N, I will treat you better." Maria scoffed at the guy seeing the conversation you two were having from down the bar.
"I am NOT sorry Alex, we are never getting back together. And infact I'm already seeing someone." You lied about the last part you were not infact seeing anyone.
Alex looked at you with a smug face. "Really is that person here? Can I meet them then?" He asked totally not believing you. "Ye- yeah they're here, I'll gladly introduce you just give me a minute."
Walking further down the bar while mentally cursing at yourself, you see Maria looking at you with an amused face. "So you're seeing someone?"
"No no I wasn't, I had to lie for him to leave me alone. And now he wants to meet that non existant person." You panicked eyes darting from one thing to another.
"I think I have a plan." You looked at her. "By the way your looking at me, I'm part of that plan." She raised a an eyebrow a small smirk forming.
"Do yiu have any other plan?" You ask as she shaked her head. Maria sees Alex trying to look for you while heading towards the two of you.
"Close your eyes for me beautiful." Maria says while you ask her why while you blush at what she called you but she insists, you end up closing them half confused and terrified with what she's about to do.
You felt her cold hands hold the side of your neck as her thumb traced the end of your jaw, you were about to ask her what she's doing but she cut you off.
She cut you off by closing the gap between the two of you. She pulled away since you weren't responding to the kiss. "If you want him gone your gonna have to kiss me back." Whispering in your ear.
Wanda quietly squealed and the rest cheered as Natasha smirked at Clint while he rolled his eyes handing her the 50. "Dude where's the rest." "I'll give the rest if she asks her out."
You opened you eyes to be met with her blue ones staring into your E/C ones, nodding at her your lips ghosted over hers contemplating if you were really doing this or not.
Maria grew impatient and connected hers with yours instead. The kiss was passionate your lips in sync with hers. After pulling away for a breath you accidentally leaned forward chasing hers lips.
"Thanks for that." You leaned back after seeing him gone from the bar. "I hope your plan had the same idea as mine." She smiled at you. "I- uh- no it was fine! That's one way for him to leave right?" Stammering your words as she chuckled at your state.
When you left for a moment Maria turned around to see the gang giving her a knowing smirk. Her cold blye eyes immediately staring at your E/C ones once you came back into her view.
Maria's face turning into a scowl as she noticed a few men shamelessly trying to woo you as you walked towards her. "Keep staring at them like that, they'll turn into stone."
Her scowl softening as she gazes up on you. "They deserve it if they even think of coming close to you." You laughed at her protectiveness towards you.
"Take me on a date then maybe I'll let you turn them into stone." She looked at you eyes wide with a playfull smile. "If it males things less ackward after I kissed you then sure."
"Next week Friday, 7:00pm?" Maria suggested as you nodded. "Great, I'll pick you up at medbay"A red tint spreading on your face as the agent warnly snñmiled at you.
Just after she asked you out her pager beeped. "That's great timing really." You looked at her with an amused face. "Right? Its like I knew it gonna happen after adking you out."
Before she left she stopped to look at you a last time. "If he disturbs you again and you need a lover let me know." Sending you a playfull wink while grabbing both your hands and kissing your knuckles.
"Who knew THE Maria Hill could be such a romantic." Tony said while drinking from his champagne glass. Natasha looked at Clint with a smirk.
The agent let out a defeated sigh as he handed her the other 50$ glaring at the black widow. "Damn even Hill got a date, Cap when do you think you'll get one." Sam teased.
"Oh fuck you.' He rolled his eyes as everyone erupted in laughter as they all shouted "Language!" At him.
Summary: You jump out of a window for Wanda to catch you.
Warning: Cursing, explosions, and knives
Let me know if there's more
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You and the team were sent on a mission to take down one of Hydra's large hide out. The Maximoff twins were also put in the mission despite only being an addition to the team for only a few weeks.
"You know you Steve, having to twins here wasn't such a bad idea." You talked through the earpiece as making your way to the center. "They'll be fine Y/N, you worry too much." Steve came down to you bodies of Hydra agents on the ground. "You worry too little."
You were one some of the people that welcomed them with open arms and a warm smile, even despite Ultron and Sokovia.
Steve went out to the halls stopping Hydra agents from getting to you as you hacked into their plans. "How sweet of you to tale them down for me Rogers." "Just get ut and get out Y/N." "Ok capsicle whatever you say." You rolled your eyes.
"Piet, Wans how you two holding up?" You asked as you put the flash drive in your left boob. "I'm doing good haven't decapitated anyone yet." Wanda said through coms and you widened your eyes.
"You know I'm 12 minutes older than you right, but you scare the living shit out of me sometimes." Pietro admitted. "Language."
As you walked down the hall you saw a giant buit hydra guy stomping his way towards you. "Hey Clint and Nat, how's the bombs doing." You began to walk backwards away from the large man.
"We got them done already thanks to the hella fast kid." "Ok good, Steve I thiught yoy got all of them but there's a big guy that looks like he wants to eat me alive."
"You aren't gonna go easy on me are you." You attempted to slide under him but he just grabbed you and slammed you against the wall.
"I guess that's a no then." You stuggled as he squeezed your neck draining the air out of your lungs. You retracted the claws from your gloves and began digging them into his arm setting you free and granting the air for your depraved lungs.
"Y/N you ok? Talk to me." Wandas voice filled with concern boomed through your earpiece as you wheezed for air. "Can't really talk since that mother forker almost squeezed me to death."
After being thrown around like a ragdoll you got up again and put your hands up even if your body screamed at you to stop. "I can do this all day big guy." You say as begins to charge at you again.
"That's my line." Steve said through the earpiece. "I know I know." You admitted as you charged at the large man knife in each hand.
"You really need to stop throwing me around dude." You twisted the knives in both of his shoulders. You took this chance to run. "This would be a really good time to blow the place."
"Is anyone on the east side of the building? Jesus this place has really long halls." You jumped swiftly through in front of a window.
"I am, where are you?" Wanda looked around not seeing you outside. "Great I'm gonna jump out the window, you're gonna have to catch me."
"What?! Are you out of your mind?! I can't Y/N." Wanda frantically said as she saw you several stories up. "Look, I know you're still not on oar with your powers yet but I trust you to catch me."
"Then trusting me is the stupidest thing thing you've done, I can't-" Wanda was cut off when she saw you jump out the window despite her protests.
"I take back about thingking of taking you out" She caught you with her powers but couldn't control it for long so she caught you with her arms instead.
She made a forcefield around the two of you as the place exploded and debris flying everywhere. She broke the forcefield arou d you two after the explosion and looked at you like you were crazy.
"Are fucking crazy! Why would you jumo out the window like that! You could've atleast counted to three before jumping jesus christ." She scolded but at the same time checked you for injuries.
"But you still caught me." You smiled at her making Wanda's heart melt. "Y/N? Are you alright?" Steve checked as the rest regrouped.
"Yeah I'm fine. Thanks to Wanda I get to live another day." Y/N joked like she wasn't thrown around like a ragdoll and then jumping out of a window.
"Don't do that again..please." Wanda mumbled the last bit, you wrapped your arms around her nape pulling her in an embrace.
Catching her off guard but wrapped her arms around you pulling you closer to her. "So you aren't planning on taking me out?" You pulled away from the embrace.
"I'll think about it." She said staying true to what she said earlier. "If you won't ask her out I'll gladly do so." Pietro walked to the two smirking.
She pulled you close to her playfully glaring at her twin. "How about next week, dinner?" She looked at you her a blush lightly painting her cheeks.
"I'll think about it." It was your turn to tease her, she mocked a hurt expression as you hit her lightly on the arm.
"Come one lesbians, you two can poubce on each other when we're home." Nat patted both your shoulders with a knowing smirk along her face.
"Nat oh my god." You faked a disgusting face as you walked to the quintjet with the twins behind you.
"We aren't there.. Yet" Wanda whispered to your ear as she walked passed you giving your butt a light squeeze which left you there in shock as you looked at Pietro.
"I didn't teach her that."
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A/N: Thought about it while listening to Set it all free from Sing.
Summary: R pieces together why Nat suddenly got nervous and flustered during movie night with the avengers. And find our why she hasn't been in the compound
Genres: Fluff💕💕
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"Alright avengers get your snacks and partners we're starting in two minutes top." Tony waved around the remote in hand as the avengers all took a seat on the couch or the floor.
"What movie are we watching tonight." Steve asked as he left his shield at the end of the room. "We are watching the new movie called Sing."
"The musical kids movie? Really?" Sam looked at him as you felt Nat stiffen up behind you.
"Yes the kids movie since we've been surrounded by death and everything bad, so I thought this would be a nice little set back from all the craziness."
All throughout the whole movie you actually really liked enjoyed watching it. Though you noticed everytime the porcupine character named Ash was on screen Natasha would either bury her head on the crook of your neck or look away from the screen.
"Hey, you alright?" You softly mumbled to the red head. "What? Yeah yeah, I'm fine don't worry about me detka." She gave you a peck on the cheek.
You didn't really push it and just continued watching singing along sometimes. But now that you thought of it for a while. Everytime Ash was on screen Natasha would get nervous and flustered, and her voice did sound similar to your girlfriends.
"The ex boyfriend is trash." Sam said stopping your train of thoughts as he said that Ash's ex is trash because he left her for a different porcupine girl that's not even as good as his ex, now when she's singing on stage he flips the channels to watch her.
"Yeah now he's gonna crawl back to her like a little bit-" You covered Clints mouth before he could finish. "Clint there are children here and this is a kids show." You pointed to Peter glaring at Clint.
"Her voice is really nice." You mumbled as Natasha had a blush running along her cheeks. You thought that if you said Wanda's name in your head multiple tines she would reaad your head, and it worked because she looked at you with a raised brow.
You subtly pointed your finger to your girlfriend if Wanda can read her thoughts. When Wanda was done she couldn't help but cover her mouth with her hands trying not to laugh as to what she saw.
Wanda pointed at the screen where the porcupine was and briefly looked at Natasha. You thought out a large thank you to her while you fixiated on the screen a small smirk knowing your girlfriends secret.
After the movie you and Natasha went to her room to cuddle. "So Nat..." You trailed as the red head hummed as she read a book beside you.
"I really liked the woman who voiced Ash in the movie." Nat hid the small smile creeping on her face. "Really detka? I liked her too."
"And I know why you haven't been in the compound lately." Her body went stiff beside you as she looked at you putting her book down. "Really?"
"I'm not mad, I'm just confused why you didn't tell me." You said as you stared at her dead in the eye making Natasha look at you confused.
"Why didn't you tell me you were in a kids movie." You began to laugh. "What?" Natasha said still not processing what you said.
"You voiced Ash didn't you?" "No...?" You raised a brow at her a smile tugging st your lips. "Was it that obvious?"
"Yeah, you were hiding you face on my neck the entire time and when I said something about Ash your ears would get red." You stated as Nathid her face with the book.
"Who else knows?" She asked as she pulled you close to her. "Wanda." You heard her curse under her breath.
"I didn't know an ex Russian spy could sing." You teased as she shoved you lightly. "I like your voice a lot." Natasha tralied butterfly kisses along your neck to your shoulder. "Thank you kotenok."
"Don't tell anybody though." You nodded as she wrapped her arms around you waist and pulled you even closer.
"Don't you worry 'bout a thing baby." You sang the line from the movie, the both of you chuckling.
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