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Poems from a poem book I'll never finish.
How do you find the audacity to cry?!
How did you ever not love this innocent boy who gave all of his love and trust to you?!
How do you leave this pure innocent soul in this cold lightless world?!
How do you feel guilt when you never felt love?!
When you left him to be with others behind his back?!
When you could have been home together in your bed?!
Treasuring the boy who loves you. The boy who cleans up after your mess. The boy who makes sure that you are fed.
That you're happy.
Even if he is not.
How-how did you ever fall out of love with him?
When all he talked about was you?
When the only thing that mattered anymore was you?
Painted masterpieces in an ode to you. Intricate love letters, intertwined in the flowers that he had drawn to you.
When I had to watch a treasured, precious friend, crumble to his own demise and didn't have any power to stop it?
Couldn't stop him from looking at your photos at night.
Stop him from falling asleep on the sofa after trying to wait for you.
Again.
Even though he knew that you would not be coming home tonight.
Again.
And watch you only be there for the end of it?
The Grand finale. Ladies and gentlemen.
Prepare yourselves to be amazed.
You are about to watch the best disappearing act of the century. Are you ready? Look. Look closer. It's happening right before your eyes.
How do you have the audacity to cry at his funeral?
When just a couple days ago you did not even know that he would have one?
- E.H.R.
Relationship Noun Definition: the way in which two or more concepts, objects, or people are connected, or the state of being connected.
That’s what a relationship is, According Google that it But relationship A simply complicated word With a never ending list of meanings
Meaning Noun Definition: what is meant by a word, text, concept, or action.
That’s what that means So with these two words I make a question and two statements for you All of which I never had the guts to ask or say But now that you’re gone and there’s no way that you could ever hear this Now I’m saying them
Question: What was the meaning of our relationship to you? Was it a joke? Another one of your games that you played? I don’t understand stand. I try to find words to describe this but nothing, nothing can describe this not a single word
Statement: In the end our relationship held no meaning. It was a simple small interaction in which neither of us gained anything from but lost so much. It was hollow, futile, insignificant, insane
Insane Adjective Definition: not sane; not of sound mind; mentally deranged
Statement: Insane, the only word close enough to describe the meaning of our relationship -E.H.R