Hsia Yan (夏陽) - Wearing Makeup In The Morning  (acrylic On Canvas, 1991)

 well what did you think “mornin sunshine” meant huh? lemme tell u its purely romantic.

ofc dean and cas are in love and no one except TRumP’s reigned over west can hide that in ambiguity, censored romance and shitty finale.

(credit to op @mycocklestiel​)

throwback to other nicknames( HUGGYBEAR) and other subtext, because ROMANCE, and also callout to to parallels from good omens where crowley calls aziraphael “angel”. beacuse soft. and then netflix feels its too much, then prime goes on to air it. well dont i love the internet?

and lemme go watch all the softi romantic destiel, in an uncensored latino and arabic world because i need to see where this mixtape is, and hear “DEAAAAN” when dean gets to confess too.

When you're a notoriously bigoted tv network that's *this* close to getting away with 15 years of queerbaiting followed by the complete demolition of this dinosaur of a show that's actually a gay ass sitcom pretending to be a wife beater's choice of TV watching by blaming it on

Covid

When suddenly one day some ex castmember is publicly calling out your lies, one of the lead actors is vague posting about your rancid nuts on twitter, people are making conspiracy theories & in the midst of all this, the motherfucking

South Americans

air the uncensored version of the episode where you textually canonized half your gay ship, making it now fully canon in spanish:

u forgot the tags

   #im sry    #i dont well acquainted with us history    #not caught up on my us genocidal terminology    #to be fair there ‘missionaries’ in Vietnam as well but if ur familiar with that story ull know y i was inclined to believe    #they were an exception    #i thought christian missionaries were just your usual proselytizing sycophants    #but nah always the same shit w the fucking Europeans

but this was about dead gay nuns and john w*nchesters garbage and abusive parenting and sick(makes me vomit) journal.

spn discourse do be lyk that

Journal posting hours got us crying again

@dreamnovak​ :( i abosolutely on point, but ur blog has beautiful gif-set studies and i think they say a lot, plus the softest one liner cas appreciations make me melt.

randomly gonna attach castiel’s theme (actually the whole destiel theme, that is the cas’s theme melting into destiel overlay and ending in dean’s theme that plays during the confession scene poetically)

credit to Skyler Williams

ps-plz reblog with castiel studies. :(((

i scanned your beautiful cas tag, but i still can't find any meta analysis posts of castiel's character, the sheer majesty and depth of the precious character are so much, but i couldn't find much on tumblr abt cas's psyche and arc in words. like there's a lot of wonderful dean character studies( because ze is beautiful and deserves it. ) , and they're lovely, i want some cas ones too.

hello!! honestly yeah i agree with you :( every time i try to talk about cas it dissolves into me just rambling incoherently because he’s so big and it’s incomprehensible!!! I’ve said this before but I don’t even think the show understood what they were getting into? They just casually offhand mention that cas is almost 400 million years old. And then casually mention his true form is giant. And then also, later on, they suddenly make him a member of an endangered species (a species who consider themselves a family) and they just......gloss over the potential emotional impact of that

like I can’t even THINK about it all at once, let alone write about it (although I’ve tried to explore his psyche a lil more in fic, it’s just...so hard to be comprehensive)

i know you said you went through my cas tag so idk if anything on my blog will help but if anyone else has excellent cas analysis they wanna drop in the replies pls do 

[img Id- the greatest cas-on-left-benny-on-right-dean-in-middle love triangle(incomplete). cas(labelled “dog on my street i call DOG”)  and Benny( labelled “the dog on my street i call DOGGO”) look at each other in complete envy or heartbreak or some unfathomable expression as rival dean boyfriends, where in the background  dean(labelled “me”) yelts his head back in frustration or whatever the emotion is when you see your boyfriends eye-fighting. end ID]

Roasted Radish Linguine // Recipes for Two by RogueTranslator // recipe 1/26

ref (added the noodles myself 😌)

Swaddled and sleeved in water, I dive to the rocky bottom and rise as the first drops of sky find the ocean. The waters above meet the waters below, the sweet and the salt, and I’m swimming back to the beginning. The forecasts were wrong. Half the sky is dark but it keeps changing. Half the stories I used to believe are false. Thank God I’ve got the good sense at last not to come in out of the rain. The waves open to take in the rain, and sunlight falls from the clouds onto the face of the deep as it did on the first day before the dividing began.

the beauty of circular writing

come onnnnn man

me.

people can hate doom scrolling and yes yes sense. go wiggle your toes. clouds and sunshine are nice. rolling in grass and hoarding pebbles seems is joyful and these papers need to be folded or scribbled over. numbers and words are very productive i see. 

but ,honestly the internet is so beautiful. its good to delve deep. find those oyesters.

goto go make origami for my rocks to look at.

meow