MAY or may NOT be disguising myself as the host to a few people so MUCH that i'm forgetting what my inner voice sounds like... OOPS!!!
and i'm waiting for the host's boyfriend's pure vanilla alter — who i MAY or MAY NOT have a crush on — to edit aer model to show me how he actually looks...
ALSO, have an ugly photo of one of our cats as compensation!!!
ooooooooooookay i think im objectum. well shit
i mean old computers and inflatable pool toys are hot just saying.
if i bit into one of those brightly colored inflatable pool toys i think it would taste like a gusher (sorry pool toy)
also just in case im a minor if youre an 18+ account. be normal
watching people react to the existence of Black Palestinians is WILD. youse really need to unlearn the orientalism and anti-Black racism in your understanding of SWANA countries. People from the SWANA region come in all shades, ethnicities, and there are are 1000s of languages. As the palest person in my Lebanese family, let me tell you that we all look different even within families. "Palestinian" is not a race. Arab is not even really a race, it just refers to people who culturally speak Arabic as a first language. Palestinian is a nationality and ethnicity, it's not a race. Watching people in the West over the last 9 months be shocked there are a Black Palestinians, pale Palestinians, Jewish Palestinians, etc has shown me that many of youse have your hearts in the right place but have a long way to go in your decolonisation learning. Zionism is a supremacist movement and cannot and will not be fought with an ignorant non-inclusive movement that reinforces anti-Black racism and orientalism. A free Palestine won't be achieved if your advocacy is based on a homogeneous, orientalised, and anti-Black vision of what Palestine is and who Palestinians are.
OK fine. I will reveal my Dark and Twisted new kintype... Do NOT Cancel me Tumblr people cannot control who they kin!!
I KIN DARK MATT.
This is the darker, somehow even more evil version of a guy named Matt. CEO of Tumblr by day, PUNK EMO BY NIGHT. Yes, I know I have Emo trauma... but I cannot help the twisted workings of my subconscious.
Dark Matt Fast Facts:
Born and Raised in Houstan, Texas
Emo, taking Japanese lessons
Thinks he can cook, but can't
Dated David Karp before his transition, (his dad had no idea), calls him Karpy (one of the few who can and live)
OBSESSED with Anime
Frequents tumblr AND Twitter, so naturally runs into his ex (Karpy) a lot
J.K. Rowling's former mold dealer...
Used to kin Draco malfoy. Hates to recall his past
Tattoo artist. Gives himself his own tattoos
Pretends to like Jazz and Classical, but is really K and Jpop TRASH
Flamboyant, Loud Mouthed, and Bad at loooove :(
Kermit did NOT want him to have a bracelet, but Joker seems to like him, so...
My Darkest kintype... the one I am most ashamed of...
hi all! anyone can interact with this post regardless of syscourse stance, but ive realized that the carrd to the syscourse code was deleted for whatever reason. im not sure of why as such, heres a link to the last web archive of it, for anyone who wants to continue to use it without scouring the internet for answers to the questions. (if the original creator of the carrd sees this post and wants me to delete it for any reason, i will!) click here for the wayback archive!
(post by a shadow milk FICTIVE)
so, AFTER seeing my crush redesign a sprite of aerself to fit what he looks like in headspace, i went ahead and did TRIPLE that, because i'm BORED! click BELOW to see my "redesigns" of my subordinates and i.. i guess.
the ONLY one that is BARELY any different from the ACTUAL source is black sapphire. meanwhile, candy apple and i took some LIBERTIES!
this is what sol AND the body's boyfriend (he is ALSO a system) had to say about what I look like. YES, i'm saturated. YES, i'm a faggot. YES, i AM proud!
and DO NOT, i repeat, DO NOT post this to ANY cringe forums! IT'S IN OUR BIO!! this is JUST what i LOOK LIKE! GO AWAY!
um. very big rant about how much i love tptm incoming. i am crying while making this
oh my god. i cant believe tptm is over. ive been in the fandom since a while before calibre girl dropped (specifically i think i remember the splitter girl reupload being a little new), and its been an amazing ride. ive been there for the premiere of every song since.
to towne, jayce, and caligi, as well as everyone else who has worked with the team and supported them on patreon — thank you. thank you for all the work youve put into this album for the past two years. my friend, my boyfriend, and i all connect with several tptm songs on a personal level, which is what you wanted in the first place. for someone to be seen, and to feel valued and to know that their issues are not something only they experience. and for giving them all a happy ending... i love it. i cant believe its all over now, and itll only go up from here.
all of the girls' entries are updated. theyre no longer static, stuck in time. the story you 3 have created is something that speaks to me. hell, i relate to several — disposable/jordyn, splitter/tahira, chocobox/morgan, taxidermy/mayra, and refraction/nataana. i even got tahira on my quiz results. and xiomaras dropped last night, the same day that: the final tf2 comic was released, and the night i had my sleep study. i watched the music video while getting hooked up to all sorts of nodes and wires. i streamed the song this morning while i was in the shower, trying to get all of the paste out of my hair whilst doing my best to sing along. yesterday was a special day for me. and i thank you all for that.
i cant even begin to explain how seen i felt by this series. i cant even explain how much i love it. im so glad my friend got me into it. i just want to ramble on and on and on, but id be wasting time.
long story short; thank you. thank you to the team and everyone who supported them. this album means to much to me.
CONTRADICTIM: A term for anyone who uses contradictory labels and terms. Anyone may use this label, as long as they use it in good faith.
I used a Dove as a symbol to represent freedom in identity and self expression. FLAG AND TERM COINED BY ME !
TAGS: @radiomogai
[ID: A swirly, pink and blue background on all slides. Text reads; I'm laughing with my queer friends. We talk about queer love and queer sex. "God, I am such a lesbian, I'd literally throw up if I saw a dick irl!" I shrink back. She'll wonder why she doesn't have many transfem friends. "Women & AFABs" is written on a bright, rainbow sign. There's a trans flag on one corner, an intersex one on the other.
I sigh and walk inside.
They all wonder why so few transfems attended the meeting today. "AFAB Healthcare" is the title of the breast cancer awareness post on my for you page this morning.
They'll dare to wonder later why "all our beautiful trans women" are dying so young. There's a reddit post asking trans women what they think of the flag. There's 100 comments.
3 of them are trans women.
All of those have replies, telling them they're wrong.
They'll ask why trans women don't voice their opinions enough. I notice, quietly, I am far more acknowledged in conversation, with my longer hair and visible chest, than the girl across the table with buzz cut and a t-shirt.
They'll wonder why she doesn't keep contact with the rest of the group. My voice is too harsh, too loud. I don't qualify as a girl because or hairy legs or a weird nose.
They ask why so many transfems worry that much about passing. My mutuals repost and talk about punching terfs & kicking transphobes. They have never posted a transfem positivity post. They comment how little their transfem following is.
They scream predator at the trans girl in a collar and cat ears. She is 16. They comment how little they see trans girls in public these days.
I've been called a rapist, a groomer, a creep, for existing in online spaces since 14. It gets worse in short clothes or posts mentioning sex. They keep asking where to find good transfem voices online.
You drown, and you kill. You shout, and you maim. And you have the nerve, the audacity, to look me in the eyes and ask,
"Where are all the trans girls these days?" End ID]
oh my good lord i'm listening to case by case by gloopbloop SO MUCH. literally had to make a local file on spotify just so i could add it to my 18+ hour long vocaloid playlist before it possibly ACTUALLY gets uploaded to spotify (link added because i love the attention, but idk if case by case even shows up on there to other people, never used local files before)
unironically even as someone who doesn't and hasn't watched caseoh aside from a few clips, the utau voicebank is FIRE. like it's so good? it's such a good lower-pitched & powerful masc voicebank especially for utau??? the work put into this thing, that was ORIGINALLY A FUNNY LITTLE BIT, is immaculate. the design by beamothy, plus the mmd model made by lesbardian? IT GOES HARD? ohhhh my gahhddddd this is so peak.
and FINALLY people don't have to use ai for caseoh covers! just use utau like a REAL alpha internetpilled content creator!
the little 10 year-old vocaloid fan in me is so happy rn. even if i hate akidearest now, she introduced me to one hell of an art form (acting like the first vocaloid song i Remember streaming totally isn't insanity by circusp)
shi/hir, 17. autistic and mentally/neurologically disordered traumaendo system. previously known as riotmarrow. do not send dono asks. do not post us to fakedisordercringe or systemscringe. zios, radqueers, and darkshippers do not interact, we don't like you.
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