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Summary: Continuation of this story. Years later, your quiet morning is interrupted when the Arkham Knight sends his soldiers to collect you. Masks are torn away and the man you once loved is revealed but he's not the same Jason Todd you knew, will it be enough?
Pairing: Arkham Knight (Jason Todd) x F! Reader (wears glasses)
Warnings: 18 + for language, violence, blood, guns, mentions of death, torture, and killing.
Cross Posted on AO3
The rain streams down the window pane and you wipe at your eyes, the sleep coming off on your fingetips as you put on your glasses. Itâs early and this calls for some tunes. You turn up the music on your phone, shaking your hips as you pour a cup of coffee.Â
The stillness of the morning is rather rudely interrupted by the shattered glass and the body sliding across your floor. You scream as three men crash into the apartment, guns drawn and you duck covering your head below the counter.Â
âShit,â you hear someone shout, âwhere the fuck did she go?!âÂ
âI donât know, but we better find her. We know what happens when we fail him.âÂ
You grab a knife off the counter, clutching it in your hands before taking a deep breath and counting to three. Their heavy boots round the corner and you pounce. The first one goes down with a scream, holding a hand to his neck where the blood gushes out, pouring over his fingertips.Â
âShit,â you hear another shout, âget the fucking knife!âÂ
The remaining two aim there guns and you wipe a hand across your forehead, the blood trailing across your skin. âYou wonât shoot me! I heard you, youâre boss wants me alive.âÂ
âHe said alive, Princess,â the one on the left sneers, âhe didnât say spoiled.â Â
âWho the fuck do you work for?â the adrenaline is spiking leaving a metallic tang on your tongue. âWhat's your problem with me?!âÂ
âTake her,â the one on the left flips a switch on his gun, the light turning from red to blue before he takes the shot. A bolt of electricity runs through your body and as the room darkens you hit the ground with a dull thud.Â
The yelling you wake too does nothing to ease the ache in your head. You blink, eyes adjusting as the room spins in a kaleidoscope of colors. âShit,â you close your eyes rubbing your head. The couch beneath you is well worn but the blanket thrown across you is soft to the touch.Â
âI TOLD YOU NOT TO HURT HER!â a modulated voice shout, âI DONT TOLERATE MISTAKES.â The gun shot has your eyes snapping open and you struggle to burrow deeper into the couch.Â
The door is thrown open and a masked figure steps inside. Their chest heaving. You yelp when they smash the gun down on the table and their head quickly looks at me. âYouâre safe,â the voice says, their hands raising up to show them empty, âIâm not gonna hurt you.âÂ
âIâd beg to differ,â you clutch the blanket tighter, âare they dead?â You nod towards the door behind them.Â
They pause glancing over their shoulder before letting out a very human sigh, âyes. Theyâre dead.âÂ
âThen why would I trust you?âÂ
They stand their for a moment contemplating what youâre unsure. They lift a hand and flick a switch, âbecause I would never let anything happen to you.âÂ
Your chest pounds, and you stand nearly falling over with the way your head spins. The mask is still in place but you know that voice. He reaches out to help before you fall to the floor, his hands quickly retreating when you right yourself. âJason?â you whisper, the ache growing the longer he waits to answer.Â
He turns, walking over to the window gazing down at the city. You follow, always the moth to his flame. Below is chaos, every sort of bus imaginable filled to the brim as people fight for a seat out of the city. âWhatâs happening?âÂ
âScarecrow gave them a taste of what true fear looks like,â he replies somberly.Â
âI donât understandâŠâÂ
âI couldnât,â he fumbles over the words, âI couldnât let you go.â
âJason,â you press a hand to his arm softly.
But heâs quick, pressing you into the wall, a gloved hand around your throat, âJason Todd is dead!âÂ
You grab the hand, digging your nails in but heâs not squeezing, just pinning you to the wall. He trembles, brow furrowing beneath the mask at your lack of fear. âJason,â you whisper, âtake off the mask.âÂ
He squeezes and you gasp before he lets go, his face getting closer to yours, the cold metal of the helmet pressed to your cheek, âI told you, Jason Todd is dead.âÂ
âThen who are you? Why am I here?âÂ
âIâm the Arkham Knight. And youâre here because- â he steps back, leaving you pressed against the wall. He rest his hands on the rail, tightening his grip. âHalâs is gone.âÂ
âWhat?â you press of the wall, âwhat do you mean?âÂ
âScarecrow pumped his fear gas into the place. The patrons tore each other apart. I had you brought here so you would be safe.âÂ
âMy employees? The customers? Theyâre all dead?â Your stomach churns and you feel nauseous. âIâm gonna be sick.â He turns grabbing you before you fall and helping you to the couch, the trash can appears in his hands and you lose the contents of your stomach.Â
âOh my god,â you press a hand to your head sobbing, âwhy didnât you just let me die?! That was all I had left of him. If youâre not really Jason then I have nothing. Just put me in the cold ground beside him.âÂ
âYou own the diner? I thought you just worked there.âÂ
âI bought it a few years ago. It was all I had left of him. I couldnât let it go.â You press tour palms into your eyes, rocking back and forth, âI couldnât let him go.âÂ
The hiss of the mask opening makes you freeze and you keep your eyes shut tight. âLook at me,â his voice is crystal clear and the tears flow down your cheeks threatening to drown you. You shake your head, and his voice comes out more forcefully, âlook at me.âÂ
âNo,â you cry.Â
He grabs your wrists, tightening around them painfully, before he pulls you up, âLOOK AT ME!âÂ
The air is sucked out of your lungs, tears streaming down your face, and you whimper as his hands tighten, not doubt leaving bruises.
Itâs him.
A ghost of a man you loved, his skin is covered in scars, a raised brand of a J on his cheek. His eyes are wide and his breathing is erratic as he meets your eyes. âJason,â you cry, âoh my god, youâre alive.âÂ
His group loosens and you collapse against his chest sobbing. Muscle memory takes over and he holds you to him, his hands rubbing over your back. His chin resting on the top of your head.Â
You pull back, your hand resting on his cheek and his eyes close, leaning into your touch. âI love you,â you whisper, âI love you so fucking much. I never got to tell you,â you speak quicker almost afraid youâll wake from a dream. âI know you knew it though, how could you not? I never stopped loving you.âÂ
His eyes slowly blink open, his voice pained, âIâm not the Jason you knew, Doll. He died in the underbelly of Arkham.âÂ
âArkham?â you furrow your brow, âyouâve been at Arkham Asylum this whole time?âÂ
âNo,â he shakes his head, âbut I was there for two years. The JokerâŠhe tortured meâŠburned me, cut me, beat me, broke me.âÂ
âOh god,â you canât even imagine what heâs been through, âhow did you escape?âÂ
âHe left me to die. Beat me within an inch of my life with a crowbar and left. I think he got tired of me.â He sounds exhausted and you push him into the couch, looking around the room before seeing the restroom and taking a step towards it. He reaches out for your arm, âdonât leave me.âÂ
âIâm not,â you promise, ânever again. Trust me.â He nods, letting you go and you run to the bathroom, rinsing your mouth with water and grabbing a threadbare towel and rinsing it under cold water.Â
You walk back into the room and approach slowly, sitting down onto the couch beside him. âTell me everything.âÂ
He tells you how he escaped Arkham, how he fled when he realized the Joker was still alive, that heâd been replaced. You remove his gloves, brushing the blood from his fingertips as he tells you the tale. âWhy didnât you ever come and find me?âÂ
âI did. I went to the diner and saw you sitting there. The same beautiful girl I left behind. But I wasnât the same Jason you knew. My time with the Joker changed me. I didnât want to taint your memories but returning to you half a man.âÂ
âI hate that you took the decision away from me,â he turns his head to look at you, âI hate that you think Iâd love you any less because of what happened.âÂ
âIâm a murderer,â he states it plainly, âIâm going to destroy Gotham. Iâm going to kill Batman. Iâm going to burn this city to the fucking ground and when itâs gone Iâm gonna dance on itâs grave.âÂ
âOkay,â you whisper, his eyes widening as you straddle his waist. Your arms wrapping around his neck, his hands firm on your waist as he tugs you closer. Your lips but a breath away, âwhatâs next?âÂ
âYou donât know what you're asking for,â he doesnât push you away, instead he leans closer. âIf you stay Iâm going to drag you down with me.âÂ
âSounds perfect,â there is no space left between you and his lips turn up into a smirk youâve not seen in years.
âYeah?â he whispers, his lips brushing yours with every word.Â
âI canât think of anywhere else Iâd rather be.â His mouth slams to yours and you moan, the feeling of home is euphoric.Â
âFuck,â he groans, devouring your mouth in a mess of tongues and teeth. âI missed you so much, Doll. I never got to tell you I love you.â He breaks away a trail of saliva connecting the two of you. His eyes turn black with rage, his grip on you tightening, âthat fucking clown took everything away from me.âÂ
âCome back,â you run your hands through his hair, âhe canât hurt us anymore. Heâs dead, nothing but ash. Iâm real,â you grab his hand and he lets go pressing his hand to your chest so he can feel your heart, âyouâre alive, you made it out.âÂ
His eyes go soft, the pupils receding as he listens to the thump of your heart. His breathing slows down to match your own. âIâm going to burn Gotham,â he repeats, âIâm going to kill Batman.âÂ
âOkay,â you nod, pressing a chaste kiss to his lips. âKill Batman, burn the city, and then when you're done we leave. We leave all of this behind and live our lives together. We put away the masks, and go.âÂ
âI love you,â he kisses your lips softly whispering the words over and over again.Â
âI love you. All of you. Iâll be here when you get back,â you lean back pressing the button on the helmet, his eyes never leaving yours the entire time as heâs sealed back inside. The eyes glow and you smile, giving a kiss where his mouth would be, âNow go kill the Batman.âÂ
Til Itâs Gone
Theodore Nott x reader
Based on this cute lil request đ€
Summary: It seemed like theyâd always been there. An ever-growing thorn in Theodoreâs side. He really didnât realize what heâd had until it was gone. (Happy ending I swear)
word count: 3.2k
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Theo let out a heavy sigh as he slumped into his seat, ignoring the cheery smile on your face as you turned to face him.
âHi Theodore!â You chirped brightly, gaze landing on the tall brunette boy coming to sit next to you.
Salazar, here we go, Theo thought bitterly.
âTheo.â
âRight. Theo. How was your day?â You continued on, seemingly oblivious to his indifference as you scribbled mindlessly on your parchment.
Theodore wasnât stupid. Quite the opposite in fact. He knew you liked him. That much youâd made rather obvious. Especially as of late. If saving him a seat everyday in this miserable class didnât make it clear to everyone that you had a certain affection for the boy, then the notes dropped in his bag, or kisses blown from across the Great Hall certainly did.
The only reason Theo even accepted sitting next to you was because the seat was positioned perfectly to be just outside of Professor Binnsâ field of vision, saving him the work of pretending to care about whatever topic the professor was rattling on about.
âI donât see why you even put up with it all,â Mattheo often said. âJust reject them and move on with it.â
âOr at least stop sitting with them. Youâre only encouraging them,â Enzo would add.
Yet, here he was, still sat lazily in the seat next to you. Theo didnât particularly care that you fancied him to be quite honest. Heâd gotten used to the same pattern of stoically ignoring your chatter, copying your carefully organized notes, and leaving. So long as you werenât too annoying, he didnât see the harm in sticking around. Besides itâs not like you werenât easy on the eyes. And he supposed there was something to be said about the confidence with which you acted that set you apart from the general hoard of girls harboring similar feelings.
âTheo?â
Your voice snapped him out of his thoughts as he glances at you out of the corner of his eye.
âFine.â He replied tersely before turning once more to stare blankly ahead.
Heâd changed his mind. Absolutely not. This was horrible. At this point, Theo wasnât even sure if you actually liked him, or were only claiming you did as an excuse to see how much you could embarrass him.
âMate, this is getting to be Weaselette levels of weird,â Draco said as their group stared in horror at the third year who had approached them warily in the halls with a poem to read aloud in hand.
Theo visibly shuddered, remembering the awful valentine the youngest Weasley had sent Saint Potter a few years prior.
âSave everyone the embarrassment and walk away now, kid,â Draco told the boy. âGo on. Scram.â
The third year didnât need to be told twice and quickly darted off, away from the group of Slytherin boys.
âIt isnât even 8am mate. Where does that girl get the time to do all this?â Enzo grumbles as they made their way into the Great Hall for breakfast.
Theo simply ignores his friendâs comments, something he was getting used to doing, as they all sat down at their usual table.
Theyâd all seemed to have an opinion on you as soon as it became apparent that you had developed a crush on him, and Theo had just about had enough of his friendâs seemingly endless comments regarding his not so secret admirer.
The familiar small parcel tied neatly with a white ribbon that sat waiting for Theodore in his usual spot didnât go unnoticed, starting the whole thing up again.
âFor Salazarâs sake Theo, do you not find it creepy?â Draco asks, eyeing the package.
Theo rolled his eyes at his dramatic friend.
âI donât care. You all seem to be more interested in y/nâs little stunts than I am, and Iâm the one theyâre intended for. Theyâre harmless. Just leave it and theyâll probably get bored eventually.â
âYeah, or theyâll just keep it up thinking youâre playing all hard to get or what not,â Mattheo snorts.
Theo just glares at his friend, stabbing a sausage with his fork. Just behind Mattâs head, seated at a table with your own friends, Theo sees you blow a kiss his way, winking cheekily.
âAw, they growing on you? Who wouldâve thought dark and broody would be into golden girl herself,â Mattheo teases, earning him a sharp kick from under the table.
âMorning Theodore,â you greet, as the brooding boy once again took his seat beside you, this time in potions.
âItâs Theo.â
âThatâs what I said.â
You hear the boy let out a small snort and you smile to yourself. That was one of the biggest reactions youâd been able to get out of the boy.
Your friends often wondered why you so insistently pursued the grumpy Slytherin boy, despite his general apathy towards you, and honestly, it was as simple as the fact that you enjoyed the challenge.
It was like your own little game of cat and mouse. Constantly finding little ways to make the boy smile, even if he didnât realize it was you. And the rush of excitement you got anytime you were able to elicit any sort of reaction from the boy was like a drug that kept you coming back for more.
Youâd found that the best way to elicit such reactions was by staging little acts of public affection whether it be a kiss sent his way or an origami note perched on his desk. Each time, you could see the heat rise softly in the boyâs cheeks as he tried desperately to keep it at bay, sometimes even fighting back a small smile.
Today you had come to class a bit early in order to set up both you and Theoâs potion stations before the brown haired Slytherin arrived, taking extra care to gather enough ingredients for each of your potions. You werenât even sure he realized that you were doing all this for him, but watching his satisfied smile as he brewed away made it worth it.
That was another thing you had grown to appreciate about the boy. While his friends were all rather light-minded and rowdy, his wit and level-headedness balanced out the group. Theo was smart, and didn't feel the need to make a point about it, flying under the radar of many of your classmates when it came to who had the best marks. Sure it was fun to tease the boy, but you also had a certain admiration for him that went deeper then the nonserious way you often conducted yourself around him.
The rest of the class passed in a sort of agreed upon silence as you worked on your potions. Of course youâd like to talk to Theo a bit, but youâd found heâd preferred the silence, usually not uttering more than a few words to you per class. It was something you could work on eventually you supposed.
âSee you later Theodore,â you said brightly once you had finished gathering up your things. Joining your group of friends, you toss one last wave over your shoulder at the boy, smiling to yourself. He hadnât bothered to correct you for once.
The last thing Theo expected while roaming the dusty shelves of the library was to hear his own name being whispered from deeper within the maze of books he was searching through. The library was where he went to escape his friendâs incessant gossip about the rest of the schoolâs population, yet he was interested in what was being said about him. He didnât often venture outside his usual group of Slytherins, so he didnât know exactly what he expected to hear.
Following the loud whispers, Theo stopped, looming in the shadows once he was able to make out the dark figures of students huddled in one of the many rows of books.
âSure Theo might be one of the most attractive boys in our year, but his head is so far up his own arse, itâs a wonder he can see straight.â A voice practically snarled as its owner leaned lazily against one of the shelves.
Theo felt himself immediately tense. Is that what they thought now? His fists clenched as he refrained from crashing through the shelves to give these snots a piece of his mind.
âHonestly, being an arrogant prick isnât something to be proud of. Heâs just like every other Slytherin who makes being a pure blood their only personality trait.â Another voice adds.
âOh fuck off you two.â
Theoâs ears perk up, surprised to hear your voice join the chatter.
âPlease, like youâre one to talk y/n. Youâre practically blinded by desperation. Theo Nott is an utter prat and he treats you like shit. Have some bloody self respect.â
âIâm not desperate, you git. And Theodore isnât an arrogant prick. Thereâs nothing wrong with having a little bit of pride. Itâs not like you see him going around bragging about how amazing he is. If youâre going to talk about arrogant pricks, talk about Cormac. Or Draco even.â
âWhatever. That still doesnât excuse his behavior towards you. I donât understand why you insist on embarrassing yourself when he clearly has no interest in you. But heâs too much of a coward to say anything.â
âOh for the love of- Theodore doesnât owe anyone anything. Me included. I do the things I do because I can and I want to, and quite frankly it isnât anyone elseâs business but my own. So why donât you two get your heads out of your own arses and stop worrying about me, and stop worrying about Theodore.â
With that, Theo listened as your footsteps slowly got quieter as you stomped away, your words ringing in his head.
Theo had never been in love before. But in that moment, he was beginning to see the appeal. Fuck that was hot as hell.
For Theo, it all spiraled down from there as he finally began to see you. Really see you. And not just as some girl who had a silly crush on him.
It started with the notes. He hadnât noticed before, but it wasnât just him that youâd slip a note to in the hallway. After one particularly difficult transfiguration exam, Theo watched as you dropped a note with a chocolate candy attached into the bags of your friends.
Another day, he arrived to potions early to find you carefully setting up his station as he hovered in the doorway. After class, he didnât rush out like he normally would and instead watched as you quietly slipped an extra copy of your notes to a student he knew struggled with the class.
And while you werenât exactly blowing kisses to all of your friends across the Great Hall, Theo began to notice the way you didnât hesitate to throw your arms around your friends, hugging them tightly when you got excited. Or grasping onto a hand as you wandered through Hogsmeade, arms swinging in carefree bliss.
It was about a month after Theo had begun his silent observations that he began to feel it. The slow pull away as your presence began to fade from his life. He almost didnât notice at first. It had been about a week since heâd last found a note in his bag, or parcel waiting for him on his seat. You still smiled brightly at him if your eyes met from across the Great Hall, but now that he thought about it, Theo couldnât remember the last time youâd blown a kiss his way.
It all came to a head the day Theo walked into History of Magic to see one of your friends sitting next to you in his usual seat, chattering away.
âNice mate, they finally get the message?â Mattheo asks with a grin, elbowing him in the ribs.
Theo remained silent as he followed his friend to a seat in the back, eyes not leaving the spot where he should be sitting.
It continued on like this for what Theo thought was eternity. Salazar he missed you. Weeks passed filled with sleepless nights where he would stare at the ceiling contemplating where he had gone wrong. At the very beginning really, he thought dryly, remembering his initial feelings of agitation and annoyance. He wished he could go back and give himself a good smack upside the head.
The day Theo passed you in the hall and you didnât even spare him a passing glance was the day Theo finally broke.
âLorenzo.â He said, slamming the door of their dormitory open, startling his roommate.
âTheodore?â
Theo glares at the use of the name.
âYouâre the romantic type. How do I do it?â Theo asked as he stomped his way over to his bed.
With a bemused look, Enzo swings around to look at his roommate, wondering if one of the ghosts had somehow possessed him.
âYou want to know. How to do romance?â Enzo asks slowly, not fully believing heâd heard his friend correctly. Theo was probably one of the most emotionally detached people heâd ever met.
âYes. Y/n. I want to make it up to her.â
"I thought we didn't like her?" Enzo said, growing more concerned for his friend's mental state by the minute.
"We didn't. But now we do, and I want to make things right."
Enzo blinked. Oh this was not going to be easy.
As you sat in the court yard with a group of your friends, textbooks in hand as you attempted to study for the charms test the next day, your eyes flickered momentarily as a sea of green wandered by. Quickly you look away before your eyes could meet Theoâs and you try to turn your attention back to your friendâs idle chatter.
It had been what? A month since youâd stopped actively seeking out the boyâs attention. Maybe more. And you missed him. His sarcastic smiles and pretty eyes that seemed to be fixed in a permanent glare.
But you were also tired. Mostly tired of the snarky comments. âHave some self respect.â âSo desperate.â The voices of your classmates echoed in your head, and eventually you began to draw back. You knew heâd noticed. Youâd seen his eyebrows furrow in confusion that day youâd let your friend sit beside you in class. A pang of guilt washing over you. But itâs not like he showed any signs of wanting things to go back to the way they were. So you simply stayed away. Maybe thatâs what heâd wanted all along.
Your thoughts followed you as you eventually made your way back to your dormitory, wanting nothing more than to wrap yourself up in a warm blanket and disappear. As you approach your bed however, you make out something that definitely wasnât there when youâd left that morning. A gorgeous bouquet of little white flowers wrapped in thick brown paper, tied off with a silky emerald green ribbon. Stamped on the corner of one of the brown folds, the letters TN shown at you in gold curls.
âOh those are beautiful!â Your roommate gasps when she sees the flowers. âLily of the valley! Those can symbolize renewal ya know. Usually theyâre given as like, an apology of sorts, or if someone wants to start over.â She tells you. Ever the herbology buff. âWho are they from?â
A smile grows on your lips as her words sink in and you press the flowers close to your chest.
âJust a special friend,â you reply.
After all the months of Theo's coldness towards you, you'd never quite allowed yourself to truly believe the boy would ever return your affection, but maybe things were beginning to look up.
Over the course of the next several days, you begin to notice little things that had Theodoreâs name written all over them.
After the charms exam the following day, you find a note of encouragement written in Theoâs familiar scrawl dropped in your bag along with a bag of your favorite toffees. How heâd managed to get it there without you noticing was beyond you.
There were little things too. Your stations in herbology and astronomy were always set up and waiting for you when you walked into class. The book on ancient runes that youâd been searching for showed up on your bedside table. (You werenât sure how he was doing that either, but you werenât about to question it.) And there always seemed to be a comfortable smirk on Theodoreâs face whenever your eyes wandered over to where he sat with his friends, eyes seemingly boring into you.
Now, you sat quietly in your own little nook of the library, quill in hand as you scribbled away at your ancient runes essay, the book Theo left you being quite helpful.
You were happy he'd found his way back into your life, happier still that he was actually making a point to be included in your life.
âYou donât mind do you?â A voice asks, startling you and causing ink to splatter against the parchment.
With shocked eyes, you look up to see Theodore standing next your table as if your thoughts had summoned him there. He sets his books down, frowning at your now ruined paper.
With a flick of his wand, the mess is gone.
âSorry bout that,â he mutters, sitting down across from you.
You blink, not entirely convinced youâre not hallucinating.
âYou know, I remember you being much more talkative,â he says, a sly smirk reaching across his face as you realize youâve yet to say anything to the boy.
âI remember you being significantly less talkative,â you blurt out before quickly covering your mouth with your hand in horror.
To your relief, the boy in front of you lets out a low laugh.
"Fair enough. See you've been liking the book," he says, gesturing towards the open text.
"Oh yeah, I've been meaning to say something, thank you."
"Don't worry bout it. I never said thank you for all the things you did. Probably should've." He replies, looking down as he pulls out his own quill and parchment. "I am sorry by the way."
"For?" You ask, head tilting to the side in curiosity.
"Everything. Or for doing nothing is probably more accurate," he says, flipping open his text book.
You can tell that he's nervous as he fidgets with the corners of the book's pages, and you desperately want to ease the tension between the two of you.
A moment of silence passes between the two of you as you debate whether or not to say anything more, or go back to your essay. Finally, you look up at the boy that you had been chasing after for all these months, and remind yourself that he had actually been the one to go through all the trouble of seeking you out tonight.
Gathering your courage, you open your mouth to speak. "Theodore?"
"Yes, Bella?" he replies, eyes carefully following the lines of next.
"Would you like to join me in Hogsmeade this weekend?"
His eyes snap up at this, and you see the familiar hint of red make it's way into his cheeks once more.
"Only if I can have my seat back in History of Magic." The boy replies.
"I think I can have that arranged."
Hi hi hi! I hope this lives up to all of your hopes and dreams, anon đ«¶đœ
the curls are trying their best to prove they exist, but shut up, they do.
real he would not be smirking at me or be able to see that im into him without me spelling it out to him
sometimes i read reid x reader and get so confused bc yall make him this like bad boy type mega hottie flirt and at that point, write morgan instead. reid is an autistic nerd(/pos). he has THREE doctorates, bro would not be the type to be all sexy professor in ur class like he would be like âum statistically student teacher relationships fail horribly 9 out of 10 timesâ the second u try to get with him. like BABE where is the spencer x reader where heâs ranting to reader about something and reader is attracted to that?? like why butcher his character, this genius who is very mentally ill and hilarious and a cutie pie, when his actual personality is so amazing??
anyways now i want to write some spencer reid stuff that would actually work with his canon character so send requests âșïž
i think its mostly bc reader herself is sure shes over it, so her brothers think so too, since shes actually really open towards them and always tells them everything, in the past she would always talk about him to her brothers, and she stopped bc since shes happy again, and since she hasnât had any type of contact with him, she doesnât have him in her mind often
ex!suna rintarĆ x singer! reader
hello im sorry u havenât uploaded, i just started senior year and i have to keep my average to be able to achieve a scholarship
guess who suna wants to get laid by
atsumu and osamu are not being rude, they genuinely think y/n got over suna already (even though thats not the case)
the count of days is how many days have passed since their breakup
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oh shes petty and i dont like her LMAO
birds of a feather : ninth circle of shame
OCTOBER 18, 9:41 PM
locationâ bokutoâs âhousewarmingâ party
atsumu leads you out of bokutoâs bedroom and down the stairs. once youâre back in the atmosphere of the party, you feel a wave of nausea hit you like a pang when the smell of the sweat of the crowd, the myriad of perfumes, the drinks and the food stuff makes a rather weird combination.
atsumu notices as your face scrunches up in disgust and you reflexively put a hand against your mouth and your nose, gagging.
he surmises, rubbing your back, âthis is making you uncomfortable, isnât it?â
âthen letâs get out of here.â he suggests as he begins to lead you to the door, offering, âiâll drive you to your dorms.â
you want to decline his offer and leave by yourself, but something inside of you holds you back. you arenât sure why you donât retort, but a little while longer with atsumu is all you want. since youâve already indulged him for the night, letting him drive you back doesnât sound so bad at this point.
you nod, accepting his proposal, âalright, that sounds good.â
âwe should also get you something to eat on the way, you must be starving.â he proffers, teasing you as he pats your tummy.
you turn around to glare at him, shoving his hand away. he entertains your temper tantrum for a moment before he smirks, bragging, âthough i think i fed you more than enough.â
âthat shouldâve satisfied your hunger.â atsumuâs hand finds your back once again, and he starts walking towards the door, while you match his steps.
as youâre about to exit the venue, bokuto spots you by the door. he sprints towards the two of you in order to stop you from departing.
he practically shouts in your ears, greeting you enthusiastically, âhey hey hey!â
you wave at him, a small smile lining your lips, âoh, hey bokuto.â
âhey, bokuto san.â atsumu says, rubbing the back of his neck awkwardly. now that heâs been spotted with you, heâll have to face unnecessary questions from his seniorâs end.
bokuto eyes at the pair of you, stitching his brows together and crossing his arms as he analyses the sight in front of him. he doesnât miss out on your smudged lipstick and your messy hair. if that isnât apparent enough, your dress looks unruly too since you put it on in a hurry. atsumuâs ruffled hair and the fact he put on his shirt the other way around donât go amiss either. the two of you havenât showered either. over all, anyone with a pair of eyes can quite simply figure out youâve fucked.
he taunts atsumu, hitting his arm playfully, âdidnât you say you were done with her?â
âbut sheâs in your arms tonight, once again.â he remarks, laughing, rendering atsumu and you in a rather awkward position.
atsumu notices the change in your expression and pulls you closer to himself, whispering to you, âitâs okay, i got this.â
neither of you wishes to explain the circumstances. youâd rather keep the story to yourself. itâs your personal life and no one has to know. not even a close friend. your relationship is complicated to begin with. since there is no concrete label as of now, there needs to be no description either.
you give atsumu a dismissive look, gesturing not to delve into the details. in response, he extends his hand from your the small of your back to squeeze your arm, signaling that he understands what youâre tying to say.
âitâs not what you think.â atsumu begins explaining, âwe both just ran into each other.â
you nod, agreeing with whatever he has to say, in an attempt to add to the credibility of his lies, âyea, totally.â the nervousness in your tone is hard to miss.
âwe just ran into each other and decided to have a drink together.â you claim, putting on your best smile, but deep down, youâre sure he knows youâre lying through your teeth. with the crack in your voice coupled with the nervousness in your tone, anyone can tell.
bokuto sneers, raising a brow at you, inquisitive, âis that why the two of you were upstairs all this while?â
âthe last i checked, the bar is downstairs.â he states, pointing towards the bar in the kitchen.
âupstairs?â you blurt out, surprised that he was aware regarding your whereabouts. now youâre just hoping he doesnât know you were in his room. if he does, youâll pass out of shame.
âi donât mind that you lovebirds used my room.â he begins. he laughs mockingly as he whispers to the two of you, âi just hope you havenât made too much mess in my room.â
âif yes, iâll make you guys clean up until sunrise.â he quips at you and atsumu, ruffling your hair while he pats atsumuâs back.
neither you nor atsumu are sure how to react. youâre just glad that atsumu is right next to you, pacifying you as he squeezes your arm in reassurance. because if you were in this situation by yourself, you wouldâve probably disintegrated into the ninth circle of shame.
atsumu covers up, reciprocating bokutoâs energy as he laughs back at the joke, âwe were careful not to make a lot of mess.â
âdonât worry, bokuto san, youâll just need to do a little bit of cleaning around.â he reports. the two of them chuckle in unison.
you arenât sure whatâs so funny about the situation youâre stuck in. if anything, youâre too embarrassed to even look bokuto in the eye. not only did he catch you red handed with miya after the two of you declared that you were done with one another, but also confronted you regarding the inappropriate use of his master bedroom.
you donât know how atsumu has it in him to pretend he isnât embarrassed by all of this, but youâre nervously looking to the ground, cheeks flushed red as a result of immense shame.
but that doesnât hold you back. youâre curious as to how bokuto found out, so you put forth a question, âbokuto san, donât mind me, but how did you know we were in your room?â
âyou should ask tobio.â bokuto advices, informing you, âhe practically stormed out of the party.â
he shrugs, saying, âi tried to stop him and ask him why heâs leaving so soon, which is when he told me something he probably shouldnât have.â
âyouâve really upset him, yn.â bokuto mentions, pursing his lips, shaking his head, expressing disappointment.
youâre at a loss of words when you realise the blunder youâve committed. you ditched tobio to spend the night with atsumu despite promising him that you wouldnât. the one thing about tobio and you is that you never break the promises you make to one other, and you just indulged in the one thing that was forbidden in your friendship.
you donât know what youâre supposed to do next. you find your head in an absolute mess and your heart haunted by guilt that overflows through your veins.
you excuse yourself, running off, âi need to leave.â
âi should follow her.â atsumu decides, leaving bokuto by the door as he opens it to run after you.
it takes him a while to find you and catch up to you in the maze of cars outside bokutoâs house. but heâs easily able to do so, because you find yourself at a dead end with no ride to go over to tobioâs place to clear things out with him.
âhey, calm down, yn.â atsumu approaches you, wrapping his arms around you from the hindside.
he kisses your head, consoling you, âitâs going to be okay, donât worry.â
you shout at him, unwrapping his arms, annoyed because you know he probably doesnât understand the gravity of the situation, âyou donât get it.â
âwe never break promises.â your voice cracks as tears begin streaming down your face.
you instinctively hug atsumu, looking for comfort in his embrace, asking in desperation, âwhat do i do?â
at first, atsumu responds with silence, he only hugs you tighter before he pulls out a kerchief from his pocket. he pulls you out from the hug and makes you rest against the bonnet of a random car to wipe the tears off your face. your eyes are already puffy red and cheeks crimson. he hands you the kerchief to help yourself whenever needed, and kisses your forehead and pulls you into a hug once again.
âyou should talk it out with him.â he advises, rubbing your back to pacify you, âthatâs the only way.â
he reassures you, kissing your head as he coddles you, âsince youâre best friends, youâll probably be fine.â
he gently separates you from himself, taking your hand in order to guide you to his car, âcome on, letâs go.â
âwe should sit in my car, okay.â he states, trailing to where his car is parked with you under his wing.
he unlocks the car using the remote key, opening the back door for you to hop in. once youâre settled inside, he follows you and takes a seat right beside you, closing the door behind him.
he offers you his bottle of water, picking it up from the cup holder. you take it from him and begin chugging it down, hoping to assuage your anxiety and dissipate your nerves.
âslow down.â he warns you, taking the bottle from your grip.
you point at the bottle, conveying, âi need more.â
âlater. youâve had enough for now.â atsumu declines, throwing the bottle away and it lands in the leg space of the passenger seat, denying you the possibility of retrieving it.
youâre still baffled at yourself. the right term would be to say that youâre disappointed in yourself because you completely forgot about tobio somewhere along the way.
although it wasnât until atsumu began pleasuring you and your brain became hazy. thatâs most likely how you forgot. but that doesnât make it right. itâs also the fact that you had given a thought to the idea of returning to tobio instead of entertaining atsumu, but you still chose not to.
you feel terrible because you know he wouldâve never done this to you. it wouldâve been fine if you wouldâve informed him. it wouldâve still upset him, but you know he wouldâve understood. but to ditch him randomly because you were too desperate to entertain your crushâs shenanigans, there should be no forgiveness for you.
you conclude after you think things through for a good while, and gauge your options, âi should text him.â
atsumu encourages your idea, âyea, sounds good.â
you rest your head again his shoulder and he puts his arm around you, holding you close. he kisses your forehead, squeezing your arm in reassurance, âitâs going to be alright, kitten.â
you pull out your cellphone in order to text tobio. atsumu instantly looks away so as to not invade your privacy, but his support for you remains constant as he continues to rub your arm, letting you know that heâs right next to you.
ćœĄ atsumu was planning on dropping yn as soon as they re entered the party, but decided to stick to her because he couldnât let go.
ćœĄ tobio was never going to confront yn and let it go but he decided to take a stand for himself.
ćœĄ tobio isnât upset only because yn ditched him. he saw that one coming. heâs majorly upset because of his jealousy.
ćœĄ even while he was upset with her, tobio was worried about ynâs safety and was willing to drive back to the party just to drop her off.
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HELLO NEW UPDATE, so i kinda forgot reader was a famous singer but i promise she will live the famous lifee
so, since atsumu is rlly famous he has found a lot of insane girls who would do anything for his money
y/n is in denial because she uses the hatred as a mechanism to cover the hurt
or well in more detail if she hates him then she doesnt feel sad or thats what she thinks
honestly i havent planned what their break up was but i have an idea and just telling yall everything could have been saved if they both knew how to communicate
tsumu and samu are really nice and lovely brothers to y/n
kei called bc y/n said she wanted to talk about suna and honestly he still roots for them
but y/n ended up mentioning him once and talking about a lot other stuff for three hours straight
ofc kei listened to everything hes a good listener but he wont admit that he doesnât mind that shes yapping his ear off
as yall have noticed in most chapters just one important thing happens and the next is humor, i want it to feel natural and not too rushed and i also love crack smaus so yes
they call y/n kid and kiddo even though shes 8 minutes older than atsumu and 13 minutes older than osamu
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i fear i have stuff i cannot say due to digital footprint
Hi! so iâm new at this, and I donât think iâm gonna be able to reach a lot of people, but I really wanted to start writing, I will write for spider-verse characters for the moment, specially Miguel OâHara and earth-42 Miles, since im a native Spanish speaker and those are the easiest for me, I will be accepting requests! thatâs it for today!
i SUCK at writing filler chapters oh but i wanted it to be slow burn didnt i? đđ
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