I don’t feel like doing anything right now. Sigh… Sometimes I wonder what’s the point of doing anything especially hobbies… I overthink like I always have done, God…
Sinisister 2 was boring and i got stuck. Its the sane as first game and im sick of that
My room is so hot because they forgot to thrn off the hearing from winter. I am dtinf awful
so far through web ive seen..
a gacha game about rocks, flowers, candies, paintings, tanks, ships, rulers, heroes, gods, monsters, train stations, guns, it never fucking ends...
it never fucking ends..... why
how
consumerism is way too much
we need to literally j just destroy electricity
because
consumerism is fucking insane just shut up
we get it
we GET IT.
everything is moe my poop yesterday is moe
parasitic worms are moe
you will see wehn you pick up random ass sand that it is all moe each rock
gooning is like sauron think think man
IT shits are worse than gooner caves. how can anyone live this subhuman lifestyle daily
We WHITE PEOPLE OWN TOUHOU WE FUCKING OWN THE PROJECT
original: Two Girls Blowing Bubbles
Jacob Maris (1837–1899)
I have to keep clicking the screen so it loads o hate doing this dshit
I've had trauma since a long time since childhood, when I was younger I used to be creative and explorative, but something eventually has changed, I stopped thinking of rash decisions and for me this hell became objective reality. Everything seemed to be nihilistic, there was no hope or meaning to persevere, it felt for long like a trap and it still feels that way. I became a person who was desperate for a hope, for something to prove me wrong. But I was always proven not, in fact I became naive and cruel at the same time, because for me it was life and death option. I needed some reassurance this world is good and not birthed from bestial malice. At the end, I was never wrong about a damn thing.
However, even though being objective gives you kinder better understood perspective on life, it is not good. You find a perfect answer, after that you become stale. It seems in this world there is no happy ending, when you reach "it" you will end with despair again. You may try any path, and you will always end with the same despair. I am not sure if it actually implies to human perception everywhere, but somewhere deep I was irritated that everyone "got it" except for me, like everyone knew how to get away with evil except for me who was real dumb chump. Even at school, everybody knew how to cheat during final exam papers and did so. Except for me and one other jewish classmate. Everybody knew how to properly bully others. But I haven't been perse "brave" as much as logical, as long as I can read it it's not scary. So I played smart. And unfortunately, it has messed me up. Objectively, sole way to win life is to die for my conclusion.
Human perception is birthed of flaws since leaving the Eden, there is no real way any longer to win. Perception is doomed to fall.
Yet, I never once acknowledged that I did have happy moments, but it has never felt to me because the life kept going and it made me feel like I am outpaced all the time. Maybe, that sense of security from objective point of view is something I must let go off somehow. I honestly have no clue how scary the world is without logic, but logic has never managed to cure it. I believe you and I got scammed into believing it did and had false hopes for technology.
But hey, knowing this it is very possible that human livestocks will genuinely happen in far future. Oh well, we can't stop it from happening. Visit churro.
I cannot exist among humans. (I am commenting on the game description here)