Thank God, Lil Plat Is Alright! I Asked For The Meaning " a Light Purple That Symbolizes A First Love"

E. once gave MC a lilac plant as gift for their birthday, though it is unsure what they did with it

[Nikita] claims to have given MC a rare sky-blue sun orchid as a gift on their birthday, which they seemingly threw away later. Although there is no way to verify this claim

Maybe I am looking too hard into it, but this parallel seems so eerie to me ngl.

Oh dear no you're absolutely not dear anon! I added these parallels intentionally for a reason- but I'm glad that you noticed it! 😃

Reading good fanfics is like snorting high quality drugs, once you get hooked you'll never be satisfied with anything less

love your blog as one true crime lover to another I must ask what’s what’s your favorite crime?

Oh a fellow true crime lover I see 🙈, hello to you too! And I have a long list of true crimes that I find interesting, but here are my top three!

1. The Burari Deaths : this case really shook me to the core, especially after watching the Netflix documentary. I wasn't quite aware of the extent of its case as the media here likes to embellish things quite a lot, but really behind all the mysteries and unfortunate deaths was the sad truth about society demonising mental health to the point talking about it becomes a taboo. Sometimes I wonder if the perpetrator(not gonna mention his name) had gotten help with his mental health maybe things could've been different. Plus this was my first case about the topic of shared psychosis, which in itself is so intriguing!

2. The case of Taylor Parker Morton : this was my very first (and possibly last case) related to fetal abduction that made me more madder than I had ever felt in my lifetime. And although the topic is itself very interesting (albeit horrifying) the case surrounding it will make any empathetic persons blood boil

3. The case of India's (and the world's) youngest serial killer : really brings out the age old debate on Nature vs Nurture when you go through this case. And idk what's more terrifying, the fact that this kid did it when he was 8 or that he's out and living his best life rn, with a changed name and all that. Makes you wonder who the person you're walking or sitting beside really is and how many skeletons they are hiding in their closet

So there are my top three true crime cases that I found really impactful and interesting 🤔, feel free to tell me yours 😁

So Nikita never had a crush, huh? Then imagine mc before they lost their memories, they were in love with him but started to sorta "date" E hoping to forget him and not mess up their friendship, like shit. Maybe E knew or not? and maybe Nikita found out after all the dust settled.

Hmmmm although that does sound like a very cute and ANGSTY scenario, unfortunately canonically it's not possible. Mainly because Nikita and MC's relationship was primarily cordial and duty related, they were like acquaintances who occasionally shared a common coffee and complained about things they shouldn't be. He had absolutely no romantic feelings for MC, only interest and appraisal. Like looking at peculiar specimen different from a regular species. Maybe that could change now with the MC's changed attitude? Who knows. Nevertheless an interesting thought for future food ;)

Ooh ho hoo ~ This sounds amazing :D I love it <3

thank you so much 😊🙏! I hope you enjoy this IF <3

I want to kiss V and E SO BAD my face is looking like your pfp rn

Oop- it seems V. and E. has a hardcore fan 🤭 please give these traumatized babies some love, they need it

Eve! Can we throw theories to you???

OFCOURSE!!! FELL FREE TO DUMP ALL OF YOUR THEORIES ON ME :DDD

Can I humbly ask for some Leo facts please lovely author ^^

I'M SO SORRY FOR NOT ANSWERING ALL YOUR ASKS EARLIER ANON 😞🙏 PLEASE FORGIVE ME FOR THIS GRAVE MISTAKE OF MINE- AND YES SURE 😃 here are some facts on our (possessive) Mommy Leo!

Her favourite flower is the Delonix regia, infact her palace garden is filled up these flowers blooming all year long

Has an interest in reading history books from the Old World

Likes to judge foods by the way they look and smell. She also especially dislikes eating capsicums and radishes

Was once interested in sculpting as a child, but abandoned it later after realising that she is incapable of making human faces

Has never seen a firefly in her life before

Has a small habit of calling her fellow colleagues by short and affectionate(?) nicknames like "honey", "hun" and "my love", although it is impossible to determine whether she actually does mean them or not

Are we going to have any variations for MC abilities other than Conscious Manipulation? Memory loss is no doubt a big factor in accessing any complex knowledge (such as high education), but what about something more basic? Like muscle memory: MC discovering that they are apparently good at fighting the moment they were attacked, or MC tinkering with a weapon/some machinery and discovering that they are actually familiar with it on more than a basic level.

Oh yes that is going to be a thing, where the MC will subconsciously react to their circumstances and quite possibly do things like idk, firing a gun or breaking someone's arm without actually meaning to. Their muscle memory will be pretty strong to the point sometimes they themselves won't be able to hold themselves back from doing something they do not want to.

As time goes on and their memory slowly creeps back in, expect the MC to become more than a badass 🤭

“Love letters and marriage proposals may flood my path, but in you, I found the rarest gem amidst a sea of admirers.”

Name : Emir (m.) | Evara(f.)

Age : They're in their early thirties

Height : 5’8

Appearance : E. is a visually stunning person of 5’8”, possessing rich caramel-colored skin, hair as brown as the richest chocolate, and coffee-colored eyes you could simply lose yourself in (as you often do) As a male, E.’s hair is short and spiky, and as a female, E’s hair flows in luscious, full locks to the middle of her back. E’s female form also frequents hot brilliant red lipstick. They are a tasteful dresser, usually frequenting elegant dress clothes (be it dresses as a female or suits as a male) in shades of brown to match their appearance. The slightest bit of gold accents brings everything together into one attractive and irresistible mommy/daddy person. (ahem- all credits for the thirsting shall go to my co-editor @headdaze)

Personality : E. possesses an undeniable charm that captivates those around them, yet they remain a person of few words. Wherever they go, heads turn, drawn to their enigmatic and noble presence. The attention they receive is of little consequence to them, for they care not for the spotlight. Instead, they seamlessly integrate themselves into any setting, molding it to suit their own needs rather than others. Quiet by nature, they prefer to use words sparingly, reserving their speech for matters that ignite their passions. They possess a remarkable ability to switch between personalities, adopting the persona that they desire, skillfully using it to disarm and charm. It is only when their guard is down that they reveal their true self, shedding the masks they wear with calculated precision. In the realm of their ambitions, they are cold and cynical, unafraid to cross lines that others dare not tread, yet prideful enough not to easily bow to anyone. Indifference masks their actions, or so they wish it to be. They frown and sympathize, yet remain resolute in accomplishing their objectives, disregarding personal feelings along the way. Once they set their mind on something, there is no turning back. Determination is one of their most unchangeable traits, driving them forward regardless of the consequences.

Background : The only heir to the economic giant, The Quinn Industries, the Subject is an interesting and enigmatic individual that should be carefully looked into, as HUSH has noted. The Subject has had a relatively mundane childhood, raised to be the perfect heir to the company. They walk in a relatively small albeit powerful circle of elites, yet have shown no interest in intimately interacting with any potential suitors. Does not show any indication of having possible connections with X. Currently the Subject is under strict surveillance for undisclosed reasons.

Likes : manicures, insects, the pleasant smell of rain falling on dry earth (aka petrichor), intellectual debates, cats

Dislikes : liars, being controlled, talkative people, snakes, boiled potatoes, unhygienic people

Pet peeves : sneezing or coughing without covering one's mouth, unnecessary or forced small talk, the sound of nails scratching a blackboard

Trivia :

has a large collection of antique pocket watches and can correctly identify the model and even time period of all

is an expert in solving Rubik's Cubes and can solve one within 6 minutes and 39 seconds, that's their record

they have an extraordinary sense of direction, and can navigate complex mazes and labyrinths without getting lost