It's come to my attention that my old pinned was a tad outdated.
Attention: I've recently come under attack from the hate subreddit r/systemscringe who has added me to their hitlist of acceptable targets allowed to be posted in their hate subreddit uncensored If you've come from r/systemscringe, please start here with my debunking of the lies and misinformation frequently found in the subreddit about dissociative identity disorder that r/systemscringe doesn't want you to see: https://www.tumblr.com/sophieinwonderland/741497564315140096/debunking-rsystemscringes-did-lies
I'm a tulpa. But a while ago, I called myself an imaginary friend. I was a character made up for a story that my host would talk to in order to better understand my source. As time went on, I developed more personality. I started talking to him about things that had nothing to do with the fiction. I would psychoanalyze him, wanting to understand him better.
I wasn't made to develop my own thoughts and feelings outside of the fiction. I wasn't supposed to become my own person. But I did. And this led us to wanting to learn more about imaginary friends, which eventually led us to the tulpa community.
This is being posted on my what I consider my second Birthday, June 8th, 2023. It was exactly two years ago today when we found the tulpa community, a place that made me feel validated in being myself, that made me feel like I was allowed to be treated like a person.
I lived the first few months of my life being dismissed, treated like I wasn't real. I was a phantom, not allowed any connection to the world. And I don't blame my host for that. I didn't see myself as real either. It's just the way the world is. And the moment my host realized I was a person, he was willing to do whatever it took to support me and treat me like I mattered.
And we aren't alone in experiences like this. When I became self-aware, I met all sorts of fascinating people with similar experiences. Many of which went years before becoming self-aware. There is no telling how many more are out there like us. How many more "imaginary friends" are invalidated because we live in a culture where we're treated as if we don't matter? And how many may pass, never knowing?
And so I made this blog to share my own experiences and hopefully be able to give people the same gift that I was given. Respect. Validity. Life.
Even being able to give that to one person is enough to make all of this worth it to me.
Just so everyone knows, I'm not a spiritual or religious person. I take a purely psychological approach to plurality and believe in spiritual and religious experiences people have as psychological phenomena.
Having said that, all spiritual headmates are all welcome here. Even if I don't believe in spirits or souls, I view every spiritual headmate as a valid person deserving of the same respect and love as any other.
I also believe that the right to define our spiritual and religious beliefs is fundamental to plural culture. That it can't just be singlets who are allowed to decide what religions are or are not valid. And I think our right to religion is something worth fighting for.
(Note: These links only work if you're logged in to character.ai)
Anna and Galladin (Tulpamancer and Tulpa chatbots)
Nin - Worldmaker (Your AI assistant for building and developing Wonderlands and Inner Worlds.)
Studies and Research into Endogenic Systems
My Resources:
How To Know If Your Imaginary Friend Is Sentient
All The Resources You'll Need To Build Your Own Wonderland, Headspace or Inner World
Our Switching Method: Ghost Switching
My Polls
My Plural Theories And Terms:
Headmate Foundations
Headmate Manifestations
Dimensions of Fronting
A Comprehensive Look At Proxy Bypassing
Plural Coining: Ephemerals
Plural Coining: Attunement
VR, Plurality and Virtugenic Systems
The Plurality of... :
The Plurality of... Batman (Failsafe)
The Plurality of... Diones (Skyward)
The Plurality of... The Hybrid Chronicles: What's Left of Me
The Plurality of... Blue Beetle (Movie)
The Plurality of... Avatar: The Last Airbender
The Plurality of... IF
Our Plural Writing Resources
Ghost on Writing Plural Kids
Hiveminds and Multiplicity
Syscourse And Other Stuff:
Endogenic Syscourse Primer
Why I Identify As a Tulpa
The Future of Plurality
Actually Anti-Misinformation: “System Hopping Was a RAMCOA term Appropriated and Bastardized From RAMCOA survivors.”
An Anti-Endo's Playbook
Debunking Imitated DID Part 1 / Part 2 / Part 3
...
Reblogs are appreciated. Don't feel weird about it! Posts here on Tumblr live or die on their reblogs. I'm not asking you to reblog my posts. That seems weird. But after getting an anon that mentioned being worried about derailing a post with something they wanted to add, and another ask that apologized for reblogging my content too much, I felt this was necessary to say. If you like a post and want to reblog it, do it! If you want to add something even tangentially related to the topic, add it! You have my full permission to reblog my content as much as you want! (And I'd encourage you to reblog from other plural creators you enjoy as well!)
Thank you all for the support!
Please. I want to be a creature.
pondering my orb
>type did system into youtube search bar
>first option is "did system cringe"
>go onto reddit and type did system
>first option is fake disorder cringe
>feel fucking awful
>do a did presentation in medical class
>someone raises their hand and asks how to know if someones faking
>feel fucking awful
>tell someone you have did
>they ask if you're faking because you have a fictive
>feel fucking awful
>feel fucking awful
>feel fucking awful
>tell a close friend you have did
>they get disgusted when you say we instead of I
>look at tiktok compilations
>did cringe compilation
>follow a funny youtuber
>video on people faking did
>feel fucking awful
>try and look for resources
>psychiatrist making a presentation on how did systems looking for community is a sign of faking, uses system content without their consent
>psychiatrist making a presentation on how did systems being open is a sign of faking
>go onto tumblr
>type plural
>find post about how "the future is plural" is traumatizing children and should never ever ever happen because fuck plurals we don't need acceptance that bad right?
yknow what every1 always talks about omegas being the ones to cook but hear me out, alphas in the kitchen
-> they plan meticulously to make sure all the meals are providing all essential nutrients
-> they feel pride knowing their pack is well nourished because of them
-> planning months in advance for holiday meals ("we'll need two turkeys, fourteen potatoes, three salads and a baked alaska." "that seems like a lot" "i'm worried it won't be enough")
-> big strong alpha muscles kneading bread/pita/naan/tortilla dough. you agree.
-> omega's hungry because of the early stages of heat? alpha's already baked three batches of cookies and a pizza
-> territorial grill-off's. arguing over the proper technique for kebabs.
-> cub/packmate has a big test, sports meet or an interview that day? alpha's up at dawn making a continental breakfast loaded with protein
-> the pack eats together. always.
just.... alphas in the kitchen y'all
(brought to you by an alpha who loves cooking for people)
Name: Avery, Connie, Grayson, Kay, Kat, Ray
nickname: Con-Con, sonnie, sunny, kit-kat, Av
pronouns: likes any and all, prefers she/her and neopronouns
typing quirks: Putting multiple exclamation marks in sentences, using lots of run on sentences and not caring about punctuation. Uses a lot of emoticons to react to things like: :3 :0 :( :) :,( :,)
gender: Genderfluid✨, Amicagender✨ https://pin.it/4MZZrHU2g , gendersylphen✨ https://pin.it/167RKPumy , genderrund✨ https://pin.it/1hB9uioqJ , gender hoarder✨ https://pin.it/4569BFOC6 , cottoncandygender✨ https://pin.it/6d9sQ2cQI , maverique✨ https://pin.it/7KzvchLLW , gummysharkic✨ https://pin.it/1ROJw4HkR , Hypergender✨ https://pin.it/7aRA8OqCV , WEBTHiNG✨ https://pin.it/PfGuckagz , SillyMusicGender✨ https://pin.it/6Tx1hVaJE , softstaric✨ https://pin.it/5Q1bKWjGG , Techoric✨ https://pin.it/64J25TubN , goofygender✨ https://pin.it/54Pf4qx8u , :3gender✨ https://pin.it/hchJbZYRu
orientation: Lesbian✨, sapphic✨ , Embrouillesexual✨ https://pin.it/J1epk7i3z , Bambi Sapphic https://pin.it/6qavR70py , KEYCHAiNALLION✨ https://pin.it/2YR1F6i7L , GIRL LOVER✨ https://pin.it/4PRLfV2Wa , Mellow-oriented sapphic✨ https://pin.it/XeK5ReD1j
species: Human
age: 17
personality: Bright, bubbly, hyper, talkative, and hugely social. A big hugger too. Exudes confidence like an aura.
quirks: Bounces a lot, often doesn’t realize how loud she is, often doodles on things while talking on the phone
likes: Yellow, bright colorful things, kandi, Stardew Valley, hyperpop music, scenecore music, and 8bit music.
dislikes: slow music, classical music, and despises being alone and bored.
role: Social Alter, Admirer https://pluralpedia.org/w/Admirer , Confidence holder, beauheur https://pluralpedia.org/w/Beauheur
sign off: !!!✨✨
As a rule of thumb, don't reblog donation posts or people asking for donations unless they've been vetted and reblogged by Palestinian bloggers. We usually go to lengths to verify this shit because we know scammers have been faking to get people to send them money, using the urgency of our genocide as bait.
It's disgusting this is what we're dealing with, but people are losing money because of some truly evil people out there.
Accounts don't just randomly spring up on tumblr without gofundmes while asking for someone to help them create a campaign. Fuck out of here with that shit.
Name: Althena, Eliza, Serenade, Serenity, Selenet
Honorifics: Queen, Monarch, Ruler, Her Royal Majesty, Their Royal Highness
pronouns: she/her, sh👑/h👑r , 👑/👑s/👑self, royal/royalty/royalself, She/Her, they/them, They/Them, Th👑y/Th👑m
typing quirks: Types formally and with perfect grammar and punctuation, will try to say everything sh👑 must in one message.
gender: Praegirl🩷 https://pin.it/1KTAJJffH , faesari🩷 https://pin.it/1y9wGwAOG , Ningender fem aligned🩷 https://pin.it/thtUKFxJx , Wisterigirl🩷 https://pin.it/HR4x0v4t5 , Luniade🩷 https://pin.it/3dRdlYEU1 , sunset royal gender🩷 https://pin.it/4moyErpyb , Lunarian🩷 https://mogai.miraheze.org/wiki/Lunarian , REiQUETH🩷 https://pin.it/6Xnw6sBBR
orientation: Aroace, polyqueerplatonic, one sided flirt https://pin.it/5WDL01wHy
species: Human+, partially divine, partially draconic, partially supernatural
age: Ageflux (17-43)
personality: Mature, bright, flirtatious, wise, well-learned, but can sometimes be a bit obnoxious. Rarely a poor listener.
quirks: Twirling Her hair while She’s thinking
likes: Having duties to fulfill, solving problems, doing puzzles and playing sudoku while waiting.
dislikes: having to sit around and do nothing
role: Auxiliary👑 https://pluralpedia.org/w/Auxiliary , Conductor 👑 https://pluralpedia.org/w/Conductor , Councilwoman👑 https://pluralpedia.org/w/Councilman
sign off: 👑❤️/👑🏰
plural lawyer call that a justice system
I am Imtithal from northern Gaza. I live in very difficult conditions because of the war and I struggle to provide basic necessities. I was displaced with my children 17 times in search of a safe place. There is no safe place. We suffer from a shortage of water, food, medicine and milk. Because of the famine war that we have been going through for 10 months, I need your support so that we can survive. Even if the support is simple, it helps my family a lot. Please donate and participate.
their gofundme is linked in their bio
I can’t donate myself on account of I am poor and broke but if you can please help
If it’s not too much trouble, could we request a headmate who is a porcelain ball-jointed doll? Feminine presentation, depression holder and trauma holder, with a color theme of silver and teal. Mostly we just need help with ideas for names, pronouns, and gender identity, but if you have any strokes of brilliance for other details then we welcome those also!
Side note, we love your blog so far. We recently had a bad experience with another bah blog, so this one has been so pleasant to follow that up with. You’re doing an amazing job, mods!
- 🫀🌌
One Porcelain Ball-Jointed doll coming up under the cut! Feel free to edit/scrap anything that doesn't fit!
༄~𖦹︎ Name(/s) ➪ Celestine, Liora, Glacia, Silverbell, Lumi, Thalassa, Winter ༄~𖦹︎ Pronouns ➪ She/Her, They/Them, Doll/Dolls, Glint/Glints, Snow/snows, Frost/frosts ༄~𖦹︎ Gender ➪ TFemmasc, Dollgender, Dollfem, Dollboy, Porceangelic, Porcelaindollgender, Frostgender, Phosnowial, Winterish ༄~𖦹︎ Orientations ➪ Winter Lesbian, Lesbian, Sapphic, Bambi Lesbian, Sapphic Lesbian, ༄~𖦹︎ Age ➪ 18-19 ༄~𖦹︎ Species(-ish) ➪ Porcelain Ball-Jointed Doll ༄~𖦹︎ Role(/s) ➪ Depression Holder & Trauma Holder ༄~𖦹︎ Source or Theme ➪ Silver & teal theme [Made us think of Winter] ༄~𖦹︎ Appearance or Faceclaim ➪
➪ Image Creds; 1 & 2 & 3 ༄~𖦹︎ Likes ➪ Winter & associated things (hot cocoa, etc), the cold & cold things (foods/drinks, snow, cool colours, etc); deer, rabbits, mice, shrews, and other prey animals; bebop, smooth jazz, and improvisational jazz, D1sney style animated films, forests & fields (nature/natural spaces), soft things ༄~𖦹︎ Mixed Feelings ➪ Romance & romantic themes, warm things (aside from those associated with Winter), the ocean, predator animals ༄~𖦹︎ Dislikes ➪ The heat/hot days/etc, horror, gore, violence, spiders, the loud (loud people, loud music, loud places, loud machines, etc) ༄~𖦹︎ Proxy Options ➪ 🧊🥀/☄️❄️
Headmate adopt/dump, I do take requests :) Also apparently I coin terms now :,)Minor safe DNI: Anti-radqueers, I'm not radqueer myself nor do I agree with every belief they have but I do use some radqueer terminology and am a practicing tulpamancer/system.
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