I Woke Up Feeling Depressed And Down. A Few Tears Too, But A Good Hot Bath Helped Me. I Chose This Path,

Sem 1 - April goals - 2025

Career

Pending company work - will be noted in one note

Engineering mathematics - Linear Algebra | Calculus | Differential equations | Vector calculus | Transforms

COA lecture series

OS notes

C programming lecture series | C programming textbook

Image processing notes | Lab work

Signals and systems lecture series

Machine Learning Notes | Deep Learning Notes

Python udemy course

Image processing textbook - Chapter 1 | Chapter 2 | Chapter 3 | Wavelet transform chapter

MMS notes

Girl Blogging - Tristina Autumn 🍁

Day 1 - 20 JAN 2025

6 hours of sleep

3L of water

Excersize x 2

Meditation x 2 - I did only once

Finish work goals - I did one script, need to work through it and some documentation work is there

Health medicine

Book massage

Bath x 2 - lol, took bath once in the morning

Brush x 2

Skin care

Hair care

Finish study goals - shd plan soon

Semester plan - shd plan soon

Book reservation in restaurant

Wear mask

Say yes to healthy food

I had a pretty good day today,. excersized well in the morning, was in a good mood, finished writing a python script. One thing I'll be work tomorrow with highest priority is getting my script to sell and document my testing and present it to the higher level people. Fun evening, watched SOTUS, THEY ARE SOOO FUCKING CUTEEE... OOO I SAW STARS, JUPITER MARS ORION !! GOOD DAY ... GOODNIGHT

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Day 5 - 24/01/25 (friday)

Ohhh happy news happened that day, i merged my changes to the master branch heheheehejehejeejejejej, and then i came home attended the meeting and all. My friend texted me midnight asking for a change in plans to meet. I told her very nicely to go fuck herself. Like seriously!!! 25 year old and her parents yell at her. I tired but couldn't keep it. Its time to let go, so i let it goo

Day 73 2/4/25 (wednesday)

1. Company work (5:30 pm)

Well, i really need to work on my self esteem issue. Just cause my manager didn't ask me what i am working on, doesnt mean i am slow at it. I need to get my things together and focus!!

2. Signals and systems - 10 videos

I couldn't get started, but i should

3. Engineering mathematics - Linear algebra

I paid for the course, but yet to start

4. C programming - 20 videos

I did 10 videos

5. DIP chapter 1

3 pages are left

6. Exercise (walk, dance, stretch,breathe)

I DID!!! ALL OF THEM

7. Bath

Yup!

8. Skin care/hair care

Yup!!

9. Sleep by 9 pm

Lol, i slept at 11 pm

Day 30 - 18/02/25

Everything was going fine, idk why i hate myself so much, porn, lateeeee night pushing, ruining the next day ... Why am i like this ?

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Day 18 - 6/2/25 (thursday)

I am going to office today ☺️

And apparently Hermione Granger wants to be my girlfriend!! Whaaaaaaat

Well i reached and there was a demo, and some thinking and some icecreams and some meetings and some resting eheheheheeheh, lets see tmr

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Day 21 - 9/2/25 (sunday)

In one word, i was feeling fucking filthy. It was soooo bad, porn, chips, ewwwwww so gross, period, but didnt take bath, really filthy, i feel like puking, it was that grosssss

Day 2 - 11/04/25 (Friday)

1. Company work -- OneNote

2. Attend meeting

3. COA - 2 lectures

4. Excercise

5. Note down health wise what i am doing

6. Sleep

My Boyfriend ❤️

Koushi Sugawara ❤️❤️❤️

Tristina Autumn Blogs - Day 2 - 11/04/25 (

Friday)

April - 11/04/25 to 30/04/25 - 20 days !!!

April goals

1. Exercise everyday for the next 20 days

-- Morning ( 1 hour 45 mins )

--- Walk - 15 mins

--- Dance - 10 mins

--- Stretch - 10 mins

--- Breathing - 15 mins

--- App exercise - 10 mins

--- Strength Training - 10 mins

-- Evening (1 hour)

--- Walk - 10 mins

--- Dance - 10 mins

--- Stretch - 10 mins

2. Mental Health

-- Teraphy session

--- Saturday every week - 8 pm to 9 pm

3. Career

--- Pending company work - will be noted in one note

--- Engineering mathematics - Linear Algebra | Calculus | Differential equations | Vector calculus | Transforms

--- COA lecture series

--- OS notes

--- C programming lecture series | C programming textbook

--- Image processing notes | Lab work

--- Signals and systems lecture series

--- Machine Learning Notes | Deep Learning Notes

--- Python udemy course

--- Image processing textbook - Chapter 1 | Chapter 2 | Chapter 3 | Wavelet transform chapter

--- MMS notes

4. Hobbies

-- Join knife painting