Rye, Contempt, Marijuana

Mythbusters and beamng.drive... that is literally just mythbusters. I can't fucking believe this

the idea of someone strong enough to actually physically lift me up and down on their cock makes my brain shut down

"It's all in your head" ok then why do I literally shake during my depressive episodes and get mega clumsy? Why do I have IBS flareups whenever my anxiety gets worse?

Reblog to let prev know their presence is wanted

It is, infact, not today (it was two days ago :3)

today is not my birthday

This but I have SSRIs so it's anxious (less) and horny (less)

I can't be the only one like this?

Gonna start doing this

sometimes you just have to let yourself be a bit neurodivergent.

i hate going out, it gives me a lot of anxiety and sensory input that i dont like, and i am often forced to talk to people.

so i do this thing on more difficult days, or sometimes just for fun, where i "bring a fictional character with me". i walk and imagine Fictional Character walking next to me. they talk to me, reassure me, hype me up, whatever i need them to do.

today dean winchester came christmas shopping with me. he went over the list with me of stuff i needed to get, told me i was doing a good job every time i finished in a certain shop, reminded me to take a deep breath when i got a little overwhelmed.

and yea. its kinda silly. and i know its just me talking to myself in a different voice, but it Works! especially since all of my special interests/hyperfixations tend to be tv/movie related.

so do what you gotta do to Get Shit Done. stop holding yourself to neurotypical standards. if you need Fictional Character to tell you you're doing a good job, do it! if you need Favourite Singer to walk you to school, do it! yea it might feel silly but you're literally fighting against your own brain to get stuff done every single day. you can have a little self indulgent daydream, as a treat.

far from prudish but just got blazed porn of someone's pussy spread out so hard and up close like it's a map of the polish-lithuanian commonwealth and I'm king and grand duke sigismund II augustus inspecting his lands to plot defense against the swedes

Girlarson :3

I feel like if you add “girl” to the start of anything it becomes like… ten times cooler, like snuggling is great and all but girlsnuggling? Sign me the fuck uppppppppppppp