She needs to recharge.
I hope
Why does this feel like a goodbye.
I was too weak
Now she is gone.
50 minutes and I am already waiting for her.
And I manage to be all three at once—The only scale I accept. 👍
Shallan, Adolin, Kaladin
I am not jealous. Not at all. I am completely okay and normal right now. I am clearly not gutted with yearning.
you’re sitting across from me in a shitty diner in anywhere, america, and i watch you pour too much creamer in your coffee and i think “i love you.” you look up, catching me staring, and for a moment i think i’m brave enough to say it, but i take too long and the moment passes. i take the balled up straw wraper and flick it at you, pretending that was my plan all along. you laugh. i never want to go another day without hearing that laugh. i think i will have all the time in the world to say it.
i thought my laptop was on its last leg because it was running at six billion degrees and using 100% disk space at all times and then i turned off shadows and some other windows effects and it was immediately cured. i just did the same to my roommate's computer and its performance issues were also immediately cured. okay. i guess.
so i guess if you have creaky freezy windows 10/11 try searching "advanced system settings", go to performance settings, and uncheck "show shadows under windows" and anything else you don't want. hope that helps someone else.
Every gentle touch hurts, When you feel unworthy.
I wish I could let you go. I say as I get
comfy in bed, hoping to dream of you again.
She will never love you back.
It's not about gaining her love, It's about giving her all the love she deserves.
And then more.
You are my only heartache. I don't want anyone else.
My every nothing is you. My everything is us
That's why God made this blorbo of a blog site. Keep writing. Soon, this grief will become indistinguishable from the rest.