That's why God made this blorbo of a blog site. Keep writing. Soon, this grief will become indistinguishable from the rest.
Shout out to ELISTA for being the most relatable character, after shalan.
You are so far away. And I am so down in the dumps. So unworthy. That admiting that I love you feels like fucking hubris.
Everyday, and counting.
“Sometimes I feel dead, and I hate everybody”
Ottessa Moshfegh “My Year of Rest and Relaxation”
HAHAHA
Sun Tzu is so fucking funny to me because for his time he was legitimately a brilliant tactician but a bunch of his insight is shit like "if you think you might lose, avoid doing that", "being outnumbered is bad generally", and "consider lying."
Tho you making a bad choice is the only hope I have of you choosing me.
Anything* can be turned into an advantage
Apparently she likes the heat.
Tragic.
I have to have it cold in order to sleep.
Memories of you are enough to last me a Lifetime. I say as I work for a life with you anyway.
I dream of you every night.
Every morning I lose you.
Everyday I pray to God—Either stop her from invading my dreams or don't wake me up.
Yes. Yes indeed.
Day 2710th of trying to be happy in your happiness
Day 2710 of failure