I Decided I'm Doing My Final Project In My English Class On The 1994 Spider-Man Show Seasons 1-4 (because

desperately holding back the goblin of mania trying to whip up an email worth a million tears for my teachers so i get extra time to not fail my classes like bro you do this every semester get your shit together and find the goblin that can read

me, pouring three day old mountain dew baja blast down my sink: oh that definitely isn't supposed to go into my body

also me not even five minutes later: shit i should have just put ice in that and finished it

i have absolutely top notch physical and mental health, don't worry about me *kicks away insomnia and depressive episodes as well as a recent hearing problems* i'm feeling perfectly fine

update pt 2: apparently its a manic episode :D im gonna try to force myself to sleep now because im in hysterics :D

24 hours of insomnia brought to you by my latest manic episode (feat. anxiety, procrastination, and 3 shots of espresso)

i had a dream that i went to dinner with my girlfriend and her family and they didn't like me but i also vividly remember not understanding their social queues whatsoever so i couldn't tell that they didn't like me until they started talking shit about me to my face

also this one guy that's kinda just been following me around in my dreams was there and offered me a seat at his table

i have two tests that i am undoubtedly going to bomb tomorrow and i had to plan my outfit around not having to say a color in Spanish and so that it's less visible when i'm sobbing over my math test :)

they're literally me

It’s important they have someone to trust… 💗

ive literally not baked a single thing correctly tonight and im gonna scream

i haven't worn my retainers in months and god i forgot how helpful ibuprofen is with the readjustment pain

somebody slap me if i procrastinate my plan tomorrow its literally so i can catch up in one class within the week dear god if i don't follow through with this plan i'm dropping out