[Natasha Speaking Russian]

Where are we going, 911?

I just watched 8x16 and honestly, more than feeling angry about the writers' decisions, I feel disorientated and confused. I don't know what to expect for next season if they just killed one of the OGs. The amount of important things that developed off screen (Ex. how Eddie find it out, the airport scene, Buck's grief towards his father figure) the emotionless Buck, the Cameron baby plotline to smash any theory about Bobby being alive, the fact that he died after fighting suicidial tendencies for his whole life (Bobby didn. I was expecting something more emotional, I wanted to see how his death impacted the rest of the 118. I saw tears from them but it barely moved me (Chimney had the only acceptable crashout from all of them and I know that this is not the actors/actresses' fault, but I needed to mention it), and so many other details about the people the audience do care about (Why do writers think we care about damn Gerard? We don't).

I'm really trying to find any sense to this... Everything feels so out of place, and I think that's worse than actually hating the show: Feeling like you don't know it anymore.

For my well being, I'm gonna stop expecting for Bobby to be alive somewhere. Most part of the fandom is really upset and disappointed about this plot, and it's making the show losing loyal viewers that already had to deal with the lack of consistency of some characters' narrative and interactions and the lack of realism (something that as fans just intentionally ignore most of the time because the show was still good for other reasons). Besides, let's not forget about the fact that most people still watch 911 because of Buddie.

Now, I hardly see Buddie go canon at this point. For me, it would feel like putting a band aid on a bullet hole to try to stop the bleeding. Will I be happy when it happen? I'm sad to think that maybe not at all, because Buddie canon was something I was looking forward with so much joy, but I don't think I'll be able to enjoy it as I thought I would because my 118 team is never going to be the same anymore. Buddie was suppose to mean something for them as well, especially for Bobby ffs, how are we suppose to ignore that? Bobby was such an important figure for both Buck and Eddie, of course what he would think or react about it matter for the plot, at least for me.

I'm gonna continue watching the show, but I'm not gonna expect anything from it anymore. Bobby's death took away most of my excitement about 911 because it shows that anything can happen for the worst.

Hugh calling her his wife is crazy and the basement question wild

purple magic

abusive parent

hundreds of years old

great hair

loves their son, is happy to be a parent

does dark magic to try to save son

loses son too soon and goes even darker because of it

true love’s kiss breaks the curse/kiss of death

a thought: sir's childhood neighbor is actually gabi's mom, and the neighbor/gabi's mom passing away is what prompts him to abduct gabi and try to "give" her the life he was denied by his own mother (and what he got a glimpse of through his neighbor/gabi's mom).

I don't care what anyone says. Bobby Nash is not dead. There is no way they would've teased it for months with leaks in a joking manor. I don't know how, but he is alive. Killing Bobby would be so stupid and besides they wouldn't even kill Owen on Lone Star so there is no way he's dead.

My favorite thing that happened on OFMD Twitter today, possibly my favorite thing ever? When #HoistTheAds went live and the cast and crew came out of the woodwork to let us know they felt the love. Every other post on my timeline all day consisted of people aggregating and sharing cast posts from other platforms (mostly Instagram). Pirate Dad himself David Jenkins was taking the time to personally like every single one of the 1200+ comments on his post, just to show us he was seeing them and give back the love fans were giving.

Truly something else. If after everything, we don't succeed, at least now we know that they know how much we love them.

"I've done everything" The everything in question being taking Lacey agian, telling Margaret he can find Jamie but not doing it, scaring zeke to slightly leave his house then telling him he was gonna fix him then never spoke to him agian, and hasn't done really anything with dahn but he's perfect so fair.

"You know if I could turn the clock back a year to the time right before my dad died, I'd do it all differently."

These flashbacks are ripping my heart out. Margaret this episode too.

Is it bad I want Gabbi to go with Hugh for a little bit to see how it plays out?

The way she told him to strip has me feral!!!