We Can't Have Babies Right Now Because I Won't Be Able To Stay In My School Program. But Damn Sometimes

Back when I was single, I had a guy attempt to choke me out. For a very long time, I had triggers related to pressure on my neck, whether from clothing or having my neck touched from the front. But I just realized the other day that the triggers are basically gone for me 🥺 my husband grabbed me in a flirty way, and I had no moment of panic or my body tensing up automatically. And it made me realize it's been a while since I had any reactions at all. Life moves so fast that sometimes you don't even realize the healing your mind and body go through 💕

I love bridgerton lol kicking my feet and giggling at the new episode

Oh Grammy this breaks my heart. You were the sweetest around and had such an amazing heart. I know you couldn't live forever but I hate that cancer took you sooner. I'm grateful you got to see us get married last year and lucky to have even known my great grandma. I wish you could have stayed around a bit longer to see me get my college degree and to see me become a mom. Rest in peace 💔

You deserve a calm love with somebody who is good for your mental health and nervous system. 💗

Trauma sharing time lol the first guy I went out with after my ex and I broke up attempted to choke me out. Now whenever anything touches my neck I'll gag or panic from the PTSD trigger of it. I put my x-ray gown on at work to do rads on this dog and the thyroid shield rubbed my neck wrong and it took everything in my power not to gag or rip it off. Will this ever go away 😭 it's been almost 5 years

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Also in addition to the divorce hypothetical lol The friends with benefits conversation came up months ago because I had told him I had a friends with benefits before we started dating lol which caused him to be very determined to find out if he would qualify for that position. Even though we would never even think about leaving eachother 😂

Well, this may need to be addressed sooner than I hoped. Our cat was just diagnosed with diabetes which is super unexpected by us and my vet due to his weight always being healthy, and his labs were perfect in july (and every year prior). He is between 15-16 years old so I'm worried about how he will do with this 😭 hoping for remission and more time with him ❤️

If you and your partner had a pet that was previously owned by one of your exes, but there's lots of drama surrounding that past. Would you reach out to that person when the pet passes to inform or offer paw prints? Or is that no longer something to inform them on. (See below for more info)

For further context, the ex grew up with the pet and left him when they moved. The pet is declining, and I don't believe he will be around for more than a year. My heart feels bad if I don't reach out as i would want to know. But there's so much drama in the past I don't want to open the door for more again. I feel like there's no right answer either way. I'm somehow going to get bit in the ass 🙃

I have a secret. I'm writing a book 😊 my husband has been helping point out if some things need more description or don't make sense. And when I'm ready, my friend who does editing for a living, I am going to review it for me. Even if it's the worst book in the world, I WILL finish it. And mark my words. I will be a published author at least once in my life lol