OH MY GOODNESS YOUR BLOG IS ABSOLUTELY STUNNING?? 💓💓
I TRY MY BEST TO TRY TO MAKE IT LOOK NEAT (but not too complicated because it takes a real creative + patient person to do that..) , THIS MEANS A LOT ‼️🪄💫
listening to poison (nct dream) in the car like there’s certain parts i just have to sing along to so I’ll be in the middle of a conversation and suddenly i am legally required to cry out “YOU BREAK ME” and then go back to normal like nothing happened
lowkey fuck casual shifting???
like, no, i don’t want to skim the surface, i want to plunge.
i want history, but not in the "oh, i saw marie antoinette at versailles" way. i want to stand in the french court and know, with visceral certainty, that the air reeks of sweat and powdered wigs and impending doom.
i want love, but not the diet coke variety. i want it unfiltered, unpasteurised, the kind that ruins lives and gets greek tragedies written about it.
i don’t want to dabble in magic like it’s a weekend hobby, i want to be crowned in a kingdom that runs on blood oaths and prophecy. i want to ride a dragon. i want to be a disney princess. i want to be a hollywood star with 5 oscars. i want to be a cartoon character. i want to be spiderman. i want to see hogwarts. i want EVERYTHING.
casual shifting is like ordering a steak well done. it’s like going to rome and eating at mcdonald’s. it’s like watching succession and thinking logan roy just needed therapy. no, i want the whole thing. i want to be scorched by it.
self concept 101
okay students, class is in session and the assignment we’re focusing on is worth 100% of your grade in the assignment of your life. no pressure, right? except… it kinda is. because everything you experience, your relationships, your money, your looks, your success, it’s all filtered through the lens of your self-concept.
self-concept is the story you tell about yourself when no one’s listening. it’s the identity you live in, consciously or unconsciously. it’s the silent assumptions that run on autopilot like, “i’m never chosen,” “nothing ever works out for me,” “i’m not enough,” “people always leave,” or even “i’m that girl,” “i’m magnetic,” “everything works in my favour.”
those aren’t just thoughts. they’re blueprints. they create the framework your reality has to follow. because your outer world is just your inner world, externalised.
so if you walk through life with the self-concept of someone who always gets second best, your reality will match that. not because you deserve it, but because you believe it. and if you shift to a self-concept of someone who is deeply loved, always thriving, lucky, powerful, guess what? your world has no choice but to realign.
got it omg, here’s the cleaned-up version just how you like it:
here’s your homework, due immediately, with no extensions, sorry babes, life waits for no one…it’s all just now.
1. observe your internal dialogue
spend one whole day listening to your thoughts like they’re playing on a speaker, what do you actually think about yourself, not what you want to believe, but what you’ve been unconsciously affirming, catch the sneaky ones too, “i’m always so awkward,” “i’ll never look like that,” “ugh, of course this would happen to me,” these aren’t harmless little quips, these are energetic declarations
write them down, seriously, make a list of the self-concept you’ve been unknowingly living by
2. rewrite your identity
now take that list and write the exact opposite, this is your new self-concept, “i’m always chosen,” “i’m magnetic and people adore me,” “i’m a master at my craft,” “my beauty is undeniable”
this isn’t toxic positivity, it’s identity design, choose the story you want to live by and start being the main character who lives by that script, you don’t wait for proof to act like her, you assume the role and reality fills in the blanks
3. persist in your new self
this is the part most people flake on, but not you, because real change comes from repetition, from living the new story until it hardwires into your nervous system, so no, you don’t just write your affirmations once and call it a day, you say them out loud, in the mirror, in the shower, under your breath
you imagine yourself as her when you’re walking down the street, you refuse to entertain old stories that try to creep in, this is devotion, this is embodiment
and lastly, you don’t need validation, this homework is not about impressing others, it’s not about being seen, it’s about seeing yourself clearly, fully, and powerfully, once that clicks, your entire world will mirror it back
hand in your new self daily, you’re the teacher and the student here, and you’re getting an A+ obviously
class dismissed…but, the assignment is ongoing so you better get to working! 👩🏫
how come nobody has a superman dr? imagine falling from a skyscraper thinking that you're for sure going to die but a tall handsome alien catches you mid air and makes sure you're safe?!?!?
✧ DREAM WARDROBE PLEASEEEE‼️🪄💫🎉
shifting songs day 6 !
all shifting songs
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running up that hill ⭒ kate bush
“do you wanna know how it feels? do you wanna know, know that it doesn’t hurt me? do you wanna hear about the deal i’m making?”
“if i only could, i’d make a deal with god, and i’d get him to swap our places”
“be running up that road, be running up that hill, be running up that building, say, if i only could”
“say, if i only could, i’d be running up that hill with no problems”
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thanks to the anon that suggested this one ily 🫶🫶
Roses - Late 2022
Roses is more than just a debut EP—it’s the sound of raw talent meeting unstoppable ambition. created in the most unfiltered way possible, the six-track project is a fusion of dreamy melodies, heartfelt lyrics, and an effortless blend of R&B, pop, and ethereal beats. born from late-night experiments with borrowed instrumentals, Roses is a testament to passion over perfection.
TITLE TIME
petals 2:38
nostalgia 3:21
pink parasol 2:40
echos of me 1:32
roses in the rain 4:21
dreams coated in ink 3:37
GENRES: Pop, Rap, RNB, Hyperpop, Experimental, Neo-Soul
Billboard Placement: —
Achievement: Started Joshua’s career.
Stardust - Early 2023 (Pop+Rap)
after the demand of new music from fans, joshua dropped his single, Stardust a track about his success, getting money, and thanking his best-friend/his manager. the track marked the turning point from internet sensation to a full fledged artist.
TITLE TIME
Stardust 3:56
Billboard Placement: #23-100 (Still charting since release)
Achievements: Started the official “PINKPRINT/PINKBANDZ” movement, Grammy Nominated (Lost).
COSMIC FREQUENCY - Mid 2025
joshua’s debut album. all the growth, criticism received, an experience, a sonic journey through fame, self-discovery, and the vibrations that shape our reality. following the viral success of Roses and Stardust, this debut full-length project cements its creator as more than just a rising star—this is the work of an artist shaping an era. every feature, every flow, every lyric. perfection.
TITLE TIME
ECLIPSED (ft. Beyoncé & Solange) 3:57
VENUS (ft. Jhené Aiko) 3:21
CHERRY BLOSSOM SINS (ft. Lana Del Rey) 4:36
SILK AND GOLD (ft. Erykah Badu) 3:02
SIREN SONG (ft. Beyoncé) 0:53
NO SIGNAL (ft. Charli XCX) 2:43
ELECTRIC SUN 3:32
GARDEN OF SECRETS 1:45
MOONLIT MIRAGE 5:42
HEAVEN’S VOICEMAIL (ft. Ariana Grande) 3:33
COSMIC HIGH 4:26
MERCURY’S RIPTIDE 7:47
CF (Outro) 1:11
Genres: Rap, Pop, Country-Pop, Sigilkore, Hyperpop, Experimental, House, Electronic, Rock, RnB, 90’s Rnb, Alternative Pop, Alternative Rock, Jazz, Disco, Soul, Neo Soul, Bounce, Gospel, Dance, Techno, Fusion.
Billboard Placement: #1-20 (Still charting!)
Achievements: Grammy AOTY Nominee for 2025 Grammys, Rated 9.6 by Pitchfork, Highest First Week Sales Ever, Surpassing Micheal Jackson’s “Thriller”, selling 121 million copies, Promoting the “PINKBANDZ” aesthetic to high-fashion.
creds to: @violettqs for inspo!!
i don't particularly have an urge to be a guy or something but i'm a morbidly curious person and i need, NEED to know what it's like to be a young rockstar getting bras thrown at his face during performances. or what it's like to be courted as a princess hundreds of years ago. shifting to be myself and feel whole in my main dr, yes, but also shifting to be everything, everyone, everywhere, in every time period. i cannot explore this planet anymore, for satellites and other explorers have already found where land starts and ends, so i will explore the multiverse in its stead. the multiverse wasn't made for limits, and neither was my consciousness.
Duolingo owl died
I KNOW💔
I keep hearing about it...😮💨 vro just wanted me to do my Spanish lessons😞 (I'm fluent in Spanish but I have like several languages on the app..)
Let us have a moment of silence for our dearly (or not... depending on your relationship with) beloved owl🤧
me when someone who has been nice to me every single time we've interacted is nice to me:
omg... you dont hate me?....