Sometimes Noise Is All Consuming And You Can Feel Yourself Fading Out Of Reality.

@ everyone within a five-mile radius of me, prepare to hear about literally everything that’s ever happened in critical role, there is no escape.

beautiful smile

RIP Stephen Hawking 🌌

I want to be the girl sitting in that chair

Thoughtful response

Can someone please explain how autism is something that is good?

Like…. I have a hearing loss that is super significant in my life and I am slowly losing the rest of my hearing and its actually awful because one day I will not be able to wake up and listen to music to start my day.

My hearing loss is a bad thing, its a disability.

I want answers. I have been socially brought up to view autism as this terrible thing that makes things harder for that person. I have been brought up to look at it like its Down Syndrome, that it will definitely fuck up the rest of those peoples lives and it will be very hard for them to live on their own.

I need to know why society thinks its bad and tumble thinks its good.

I need to understand.

yep that’s how my brain works

me: i’m going to clean my room! i’m going to take a shower! i will wake up early and take care of myself! brain: u know whats fun? rotting.

what are your favourite short films ? xxx

These are some I love:La Jetée | Chris Marker Tout la Memoire du Monde | Alain ResnaisGuernica | Alain Resnais/Robert HessensZéro de Conduit | Jean VigoLa petite marchande d'allumettes | Jean RenoirEdgar Allan Poe | D.W. GriffithNine Variations on a Dance Theme | Hilary HarrisLa Villa Santo-Sospir | Jean CocteauUn Chant d’Amour | Jean GenetPatriotism | Yukio Mishima Hamlet  | Jerzy Skolimowski Ménilmontant | Dimitri KirsanoffBrumes D'autumne | Dimitri KirsanoffDwightiana | Marie MenkenLe Temps Morts | René LalouxLes Dents du signe | René Laloux The Scarecrow | Buster KeatonThe Goat | Buster Keaton  Celles qui s'en font | Germaine Dulac Remembrance of Things to Come | Chris MarkerBlok | Hieronim Neumann Le Coup du Berger | Jacques RivetteLas Hurdes: Tierra sin pan | Luis BuñuelPartie de Campagne | Jean RenoirGolden Hands | Sergei ParajanovKiev Frescoes | Sergei ParajanovUs | Artavazd PelechianDance of Her Hands | Norman Bel Geddes Rhinoceros | Jan Lenica Pas de Deux | Norman McLarenMeshes of the Afternoon | Maya Deren/Alexander HammidAt Land | Maya DerenTwo | Satyajit RayEntr'acte | Erik Satie/René Clair Νadja à Ρaris | Éric RohmerLes hallucinations du Baron de Munchausen | Georges MelièsSweet Dreams Intermingled with Nightmares | Segundo de ChomónThe Lady and the Hooligan (with V. Mayakovsky) | Yevgeny SlavinskyPapageno | Lotte ReiningerThe Seasons | Yuri Norshteyn The Tale of Tales | Yuri NorshteynHedgehog in the Fog | Yuri Norshteyn

Maybe next month...

Autistic culture is being proud of yourself when you take a shower

love pogo

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MVxh92lf_EU&feature=share

[Description of image: there’s a soldier standing in full body armor because it’s his/her job to defuse bombs. The soldier looks like an astronaut because the suit is so thick and heavy and includes a helmet and dark glass shield over the face. Next to the soldier there is a robot device with a gun and camera. The robot device would be controlled remotely by the soldier.]

I sometimes feel like the character in The Hurt Locker. As a queer autistic person, I feel I have to get suited up in protective armor before entering the heteronormative world. I never know if I’m going to set off a trigger in their normal world, which will cause them to blow up at me and say, “That’s so inappropriate!” or “You’re so childish” or ridiculous or annoying. Those are bombs exploding in my face. But the triggers are hidden and I don’t know the rules for avoiding them. So their normal world is like a minefield for me. 

That pretty well describes it