i cannot fucking deal with you anymore lol i feel like such an afterthought in your life and you're practically in the center of mine
i kind of just want to post every single thought i have in my head in the hopes you'll talk to me and not think im completely lunatic because idk how to talk to you or anyone for that matter but i really want to
I have this silly little feeling in my chest that's making me want to die
I'm so tired of being in this vicious cycle of hating myself and not feeling good enough
fuck it im relapsing someone else unadded me after promising they would stay
keeping myself from cutting everyone off just because deep down I still have hope that some of them actually care and eventually will notice my absence.
No ones responding therefore I should die
Chronic emptiness will be the death of me. I can’t seem to fill the void no matter how hard I try.
Something awfully weird happened to me a long time ago
“the ethics of vampirism” well i just really like it and think it’s cool. What about that