Why The Fuck Are You All I Think About It's Been Over A Year Since We've Been Together And Were Still

do you guys also ruin every good thing in your life or is that just me

im so convinced i was some kind of really bad person in my past life and my current life is my punishment for what ive done

It’s dumb and toxic and not okay at all but I want to be 19 again in a friend group of fucked up people who encouraged eachothers destructive behaviors. I miss someone telling me not to eat, sharing low calorie recipes and reminding eachother what we were working towards.

I miss that bond. Of giving somebody else control. Having somebody who controlled my eating and helped me pick outfits and what to do with my hair.

so does everyone have random impending doom or

when tumblr dies i'll live under your bed and you can say out loud what you would post and i will say LIKE or REBLOG it'll be just like we're still here

Might fuck around and develop a parasocial one sided relationship with one of my new mutuals because we dont talk and I shake like a scared chihuahua when I try to talk to them, it's all in my head

sorry for obsessively refreshing your blog every chance i get for any new posts or information retaining to you, it will happen tomorrow and the day after that and maybe even for a few weeks or months and for forever just as long as i can keep watching you like this…

mutuals i hope you find someone who never gets tired of you

hello tumblr people in my phone im back and worse than ever

i will never be able to love someone without hating them.