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i do not know if i am coming back soon or not, but i don't think i belong in the nonhuman side of tumblr. there is too much discourse, anger, and sadness when i need a safe space to sometimes regress. i cannot stand being further out into such a hateful space when i need a break from all of the hate around the world
i gotta just wiggle my way into petre, but even then...? there will still be sadness and anger and discourse. will i ever find a safe space? m ,, i feel so sad and helpless regarding it all.
feel free to dm me on discord if you'd like to talk to me some more ! i am going through a very long depressive episode but puppy is finally medicated and doing its best :'3
my discord user is @archangelhen ! feel free to send friend request, just try to dm with your tumblr @ soon after i accept bc otherwise ill get nervous about bots/scams :((
Cried tears of joy when i randomly stumbled across this and saw a dragon cave tag, I did not know anyone even still used that website anymore
I'm going to be starting on a small project for my website where I review all 94 of the pet sims I have. These won't be super in depth, since I'd have to play each one for months to really understand it, but I do want to know a few things.
a) if you play these websites, what your experience is
and
b) are there any browser pet sims that I'm missing
i can totally complete this without any input but I'd really like to know.... may reach out on some forums for more responses
"Wolf in sheeps clothing" nah bro I'm a dog in humans clothing. Woof woof :3
TW: VERY HEAVY VENTING, self-hate, body dysmorphia, abu$e, etc,
Getting this out because I feel so sick, I don’t expect anyone to read it or feel bad, that’s not the intention.
I’m a bad dog. Not in a peed in the carpet way, or a chewed up a remote way, but in an unlovable mutt, a dog nobody could ever want, way.
Im so stupid and desperate that I let myself get emotionally and physically abused because my boyfriend is the only one who’s ever seemed ok with me being the way I am, hell he even feeds into it and plays with me, and what else could I ask for? and if he’s gone than who else gets it? No one. At this point I deserve it because I let it happen to me like someone else is gonna fix it, but nobody else but me can get me out of this hell. We keep breaking up and then he always talks me back, I feel like my emotions aren’t even mine sometimes, but when I tell him how I feel it’s like… gross and I don’t even understand it, I feel cringe for feeling anything! Especially if it causes even the slightest bit of conflict. I just want everyone else to feel emotions for me. I’m so tired. Even my best friend made jokes about how silly it is that some people think their animals and I wanna throw myself under a car. I’d rather get my head shoved into the ground again or forced to give another blowjob than be alone again please. I can’t take being alone again. I spent so long trying to build up a version of me everyone could like, making friendships, and now it’s like everything is still falling apart anyways, even my relationships can’t be good. What’s the point of even trying anymore? I will always be rejected and used. Nothing I say means anything to anyone. I just make noise.
Even when it’s ok it all goes to shit. One day it’s good the next day I’m being told that my anxiety attacks are a burden, just like the rest of me, and he’s right. Everyone is right about what they say. I’m useless, unlovable, garbage. An animal to be put down. I shouldn’t even be alive!
I wasn’t made to be here. I wasn’t made to be a person, everyday since I was born has just been a fucking shithole, cause it’s all incorrect, the way I feel will never match how I look on the outside, and I will never be able to fully express how I feel on the inside, no matter how hard I try. I have no real place to be me. Why is this nightmare my reality, what did I do wrong in my life to deserve this?
I don’t belong. I don’t belong. I don’t belong.
ahhh TYSM this is so helpful!
@thatdoggirl29 something like this! It adds more of a gruff sound to howls and barks and looks like your snout! (more bass to it aswell so you sound like a big doggy!!) when growling keep a small spot between your paws like this or closed!:
When barking do a closed to open thing, like "snapping" your jaws to bite (or bark) it adds a more realistic bit to it:
Hope this helped!!! :3
a day is just a day, and every day i am canine. i wake up and walk around on my toes, go to college and pretend to be human. go to work at the animal shelter and see all the other dogs there. they bark at me, i bark at them. we’re one in the same. except this dog knows how to drive. and i drive home and i put on my collar and tail and i make some food and smoke some weed and listen to one specific therian meditation video on youtube, and i fall asleep. - ghost, 21, she/they/feral
We are other
the world is very big and very scary and i'm just a little puppy
stop doing downers with the clowners and start doing uppers with the puppers
i really really love being a therian
Hi I’m Lex, casual Therian & furry, Hyena & golden retriever theriotype, alien-cat fursona, 19 years old, they/she. Kandi maker and very occasional raver in CA. This used to just be my therian account but now it’s for all my interests because I abandoned my old cringe tumblr account I’ve had since 2014. My freak(ier) account is @Lexington29
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