ughhhhhh i need a JOB
"You’re so polite" thanks i was raised in constant fear of upsetting people.
you're the worst I ever had, told me I'm beautiful and stabbed me in my back.
My worst memories
girls when nothing gets better
meet -> fall in love -> become obsessive -> find flaws -> start to hate -> disappear due to fear of abandonment -> repeat
growing up as the ugly girl maybe had affected me way down too much
dating only rich playboys my whole life probably had caused me permanent brain damage