An update.
Day counting never stops. Mistress will always tease and deny me. This as my behavior is much better when we do this. As I have much more eye for her when aroused and girly. (Not fully dressed, but always some women attire).
Beginning of April is my actual birthday. And as everyone knows your birthday is a special day.
My lovely Mistress also thought this way and started pleasing and touching me. Whispering in my ear that I am a good girl. I already shivered at that moment of arousal. Goodmornig birthday girl sounded next to me. Today is a big day for sissy.... you may cum if you want..... do you want to cum sissy? Sissy andwered by: only if you want sissy to cum. She was happy to hear that and started to make me more and more crazy.... only touching my body but not my sissy clitty. She then gave me a choice: 1 minute anal and cum within one minute, else wait. Or taking her vibrator (sort of magic wand), and cum like the sissy I am. Ofcourse the decision was easy, as anal was not going to happen within one minute.
She started to play with me more on a very high and powerful vibration. Putting me almost instantly over the edge. She stops just before I could fully cum. But instead of enjoying a full orgasm, this is still a ruined orgasm. She laughed in my ear and made me clean it up, and to be grateful that she let me release.
Ofcourse I did. This was day 180 in total. Still no full release but then again. I am all hers ππ
Denied a little longer then we ever gone before:
This morning when waking up. My girlfriend was a little naughty and started teasing me. I awoke and started to moan. She loves it when I moan like the gurl I am.
She continued to tease my nipples and body. Sometimes a slight touch on the most sensitive part. Then punish me for liking it to much.
She started to whisper in my ear: do you like it.... do you want more... ofcourse I answered them with to truth. π She asked me if I knew how many days have past, since sissy was allowed to cum the last time. But sissy dit not knew the answer. Apparently this was a turn on for her and started to tease more and more. She asked if I still log it. Ofcourse was the answer, because she instructed it.
She asked me to look at the number. 111 days. She laughted and smiled like the devil. She complimented that this is the longest ever for sissy to go without an orgasm (or ruined one). (Longest without full orgasm was 180 days. But this included several ruined orgasms)
Then she asked if I knew where sissy last came. And answered the question. She answered back: so you still know where it was. You can be glad that you still know where you last came. πwith an evil grin. She started to punish me again. Knowing sissy was intense horny and could be pushed over the edge with a single touch.
She looked at me and bend to my ear.... you need to wait a little longer. 111 days and counting..... now let me cum bitch, she instructed. Ofcourse she came and sissy was happy she could pleasure her girlfriend.
So still not knowing when receiving a release. But love her only more ππ₯π
Hey all.
another set, we had a great time and felt sexy in these pants and ofcourse that wonderfull body π€
Glad the weekend can makeup for the busy workdays lately. Just feels good, and as my girlfriend discribes: you are softer and friendlier, when dressed and I like that. ππ
Went shopping with my girlfriend π©ββ€οΈβπ© and she picked this nice flourish piece for me...
Love her to the moon and back. π
Denied a little longer then we ever gone before:
This morning when waking up. My Mistress was a little naughty and started teasing me. I awoke and started to moan. She loves it when I moan like the gurl I am.
She continued to tease my nipples and body. Sometimes a slight touch on the most sensitive part. Then punish me for liking it to much.
She started to whisper in my ear: do you like it.... do you want more... ofcourse I answered them with to truth. π She asked me if I knew how many days have past, since sissy was allowed to cum the last time. But sissy dit not knew the answer. Apparently this was a turn on for her and started to tease more and more. She asked if I still log it. Ofcourse was the answer, because she instructed it.
She asked me to look at the number. 111 days. She laughted and smiled like the devil. She complimented that this is the longest ever for sissy to go without an orgasm (or ruined one). (Longest without full orgasm was 180 days. But this included several ruined orgasms)
Then she asked if I knew where sissy last came. And answered the question. She answered back: so you still know where it was. You can be glad that you still know where you last came. πwith an evil grin. She started to punish me again. Knowing sissy was intense horny and could be pushed over the edge with a single touch.
She looked at me and bend to my ear.... you need to wait a little longer. 111 days and counting..... now let me cum bitch, she instructed. Ofcourse she came and sissy was happy she could pleasure her Mistress.
So still not knowing when receiving a release. But love her only more ππ₯π
Tgif.... glad I am myself again....
Satin and lace.... yes! satin and lace... ππow boy what am I weak for satin and lace.... π€
βYou decide every moment of every day who you are and what you believe in. You get a second chance every second.β
Been a long time... but trying to be active on Twitter again. π please follow if you have Twitter
Looking back at how I started crossdresing, we need to go back to the photo albums.
I think I was about 4 years old when standing in a picture, dressed in a dress and high heels and some accessories. (Clip On earrings, bracelets and necklace). Hearing from my mother to everyone who sees them saying: βYes he would always dress like a womanβ. Then she would joke that there was a women lost with me. She doesnβt know I dress a lot nowadays.... so somewhat she is right.
I can remenber dressing up, when I was 7 or 8. With the games you play as child, looking back at this, I would choose the female role a lot more than male.
I had my up and downs with dressing through the years. But thatβs another story. It shifted from a lot to almost zero, then back again. Now I would not go without anymore.
πSavannah
Finally got time to dress π again after 2 weeks.
Damn I missed it and I feel whole again.
Hi I am a 38 yo Dutch sissy. Always happy to talk or answering questions. Exploring Twitter: @SissyxSavannah
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