My Problem With Studying

My problem with studying

Before I start here’s some background on me:

I love procrastinating

I have horrible anxiety

I am depressed

Now that’s out of the way here’s the problem, so I already don’t wanna do my work. After school my brain is fried from everything being crammed into my brain.

My anxiety is telling me “You have to study! If you don’t you’ll fail and everyone will hate you!”

But my depression is telling me “It doesn’t matter if you study, you’ll fail anyone and everyone already hates you.”

So I’m stuck in an endless cycle of battling myself until I break down crying and forcing myself to put what little energy I have left into homework/studying.

Best part is, I’m procrastinating right now.

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