Before I start here’s some background on me:
I love procrastinating
I have horrible anxiety
I am depressed
Now that’s out of the way here’s the problem, so I already don’t wanna do my work. After school my brain is fried from everything being crammed into my brain.
My anxiety is telling me “You have to study! If you don’t you’ll fail and everyone will hate you!”
But my depression is telling me “It doesn’t matter if you study, you’ll fail anyone and everyone already hates you.”
So I’m stuck in an endless cycle of battling myself until I break down crying and forcing myself to put what little energy I have left into homework/studying.
Best part is, I’m procrastinating right now.
Sanders Nine-Nine!
One way to say You are my Sweetheart in French is Tu es mon petit Chou, which translates to ‘you are my little cabbage’
call them a cabbage
Be carful who you call ugly in middle school
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Someone’s gone piss me off till I die
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This is potentially life saving information everyone should know.
I’m actually really not feeling very well.
For some reason I have a general fear of asking for things. Money, a pencil, a question, etc. And when I do ask, I normally get what I want.
I’m just so scared of getting yelled at or rejected that I go around things and make everything harder.
Part of it was the environment I was raised in. Another part is just my anxiety kicking in.
I can’t ask my parents to borrow a few dollars to get lunch in the fear that they’ll say no or something. And I know they won’t, but I just don’t want to take the risk.
Weird.
Do you ever think about the fact that the US has created and legitimized a system of institutionalized inequality by funding schools through property taxes? That basically a child’s education is only as good as the value of the property in their neighborhood. Funny how education is so often viewed as an equalizing factor when there is nothing equal about it.
Peppers are the spicy of the fire, mint is the spicy of the ice, carbonation is the spicy of the air, and vinegar is the spicy of the water.